Second to Me and to You
who is cared for, who is guarded
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Evan stopped his activities that hugged the tiny body of Lolita, because the sound of the azan reverberating, calling the Muslims to perform their mandatory worship,
" dear..."
" mas, want to pray in the mosque.." pinta Evan.
" bang.." said Lolita, staring at the face of Jhon, because Lolita was still quite afraid to leave the room if it was not important - very important,
Jhon came out of the hospital room, headed to the nurse station, to ask the guard nurse, can his superior pray to the mosque, of course the nurse must ask the doctor, at the request of the patient and the patient's family
after the guard nurse finished communicating via phone, the guard nurse explained that the doctor did not allow it because today, just counting the third day Evan was doing treatment in the hospital environment, the nurse explained, but Jhon asked the guard nurse to give access to Jhon to contact the DPJP doctor who handles Evan directly,
once Jhon explains all of his, that Evan will be his responsibility, and the two bodyguards will be able to handle Evan, the, not to mention the existence of Lolita who will accompany Evan to the mosque provided by the hospital, as a public service facility...
Lolita had to willing her body in a coat Evan size up to the calf, so that Lolita protected from the gaze of other patients, not to mention the hat belongs to Jhon, covering the beautiful face of Lolita, Lolita, and masks to be perfectly covered,
" amom..."
" Lolly's like this...."
" it's similar recidivist." said Lolita, deliberately joking while walking following the footsteps of Evan who grabbed Lolita's shoulder possessively.
" yes..."
" that's a very possessive cop, mbak." said Jhon teasing Lolita.
even their jokes made the two bodyguards who were currently behind them laugh, but they held it back
" i've..."
" just laugh..."
" being arrested - hold on, you will fart." said Lolita again, making them no longer able to hold back her laughter, laughter framing their journey to the mosque.
Lolita is unable to perform her worship, because she is currently being idolized...
making her have to wait with Jhon and the two Evan bodyguards beside the mosque, are quite far away, but can still monitor Evan, their position more precisely in the long chair under the mango tree...
" fate-fate...."
" who's the patient..."
" that which is controlled like whose patient..."
" who is cared for, who is guarded by whom." slurriedly Lolita, making the three men there no longer able to hold their laughter, he said,
" your fate, Lolly.." said Jhon casually, slightly smiling at his handsome face, and the smile was followed by both bodyguards
" your compacts,...."
" it's good to see people who are hard..."
" it's good to see people being persecuted...."
" Lolly swears' in rich seven derivatives." said Lolita's origin.
" Amin.." said the three men there, holding back their laughter, so as not to slip.
" so who do you choose, Lolly.." asked Jhon seriously.
" don't know, bang..."
" giddy me..."
" marriage isn't Lolly's top priority...."
" giving comfort to Boy and Rio, that's the most important and important thing for Lolly..."
" love and marriage,..."
" two things are very complicated, and it's hard for me to understand..."
" every new, or will just think about it, makes me nauseous, and headaches." said Lolita seriously,
while the sentence that Lolita uttered made the three men speechless, and admitted, if these two things are indeed complicated and complicated, let alone related to feelings and choices
" you chose him, right." asked Jhon seriously.
" yes, bang..."
" it's hard for me to accept Evan,..."
" i forgive, but I can't ignore the wound..."
" even though I never tried to remember it, sometimes the memory was like a collage, which suddenly appeared." said Lolita in a low voice.
" please, help Evan get through his downfall...."
" three years after your divorce and her, it really shook Evan's world, both his life, his soul..."
" to date, brother often sees Evan awake, and pensive himself..."
" the brother also often saw his delirious if he was asleep..."
" he's still very unstable, Lolly...."
" brother please help you." asked Jhon very heartily.
" it is natural for you to have happiness, ...."
" whatever it is you support your decision...."
" brothers are happy if you both can get your happiness...."
" to Bobby, brother admit he is a good man." said Jhon again in the same tone.
" that's what you think, ..."
" now Lolly's doing, try.,"
" play.." said Lolita a little joking.
" wash.." - Jhon replied to Lolita's joke.
" i don't know, bang..."
" lolly's future in-laws, did not accept Lolly as her future daughter-in-law, due to Lolly's single parent status, not to mention Lolly's not one level with her family..."
" lolly's former in-law, more precisely Mommy Ida has a bit of a dislike for Lolly, because Lolly has moved on first from her son...."
" Boy gives support to Lolly's relationship with Bobby's brother, ..."
" while Rio gave support to Lolly's relationship with Evan mas,.."
" brother Bobby and Lolly love each other, but there is a mas Evan that Lolly must take care of her feelings, and need treatment anyway, with no known limit of recovery, ..."
" not to mention , sometimes they're from the sosor, from the hug, from the origin..."
" weary Lolly, bang..."
" how come Lolly's life." said Lolita trying to get her heart out.
" the life of the pack is not so.." sahut Jhon tried to melt the atmosphere, making Lolita and the two bodyguards join the game, said Jhon, who is very rarely encountered by bodyguards, which is very rare,who works under the auspices of Jhon, only being with certain people Jhon shows his attitude and his other side
" then Lolly still hasn't thought too far, .."
" close is uncertain..."
" just go, bang..."
" just follow the flow of life." said Lolita casually.
not yet John replied to Lolita, Evan had walked up to them, by painting a sweet smile on his handsome face,
" come,..."
" mas hungry." said Evan immediately invite them to rush back to his inpatient room again.
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after spending approximately two weeks as described by the doctor, the,
mr. Hamid and Lolita are now back to face the doctor, for the final consultation session at the hospital,
many things that the doctor explained about Evan's condition, especially during Evan's treatment which was only observed, in the absence of drug therapy, made Hamid lusted for relief, but the doctor reminded Hamid and Lolita again, that triggers Evan's depression is his divorce, and Lolita's refusal to accept Evan's love back, and,
the key to Evan's recovery lies in Lolita, willing to accept Evan back, the key to Evan's recovery is one that Evan accepts sincerely if it is over and he has to rearrange his life, and he has to reorganize his life,
the second key chosen by the doctor, which is to make Evan realize the real meaning of life, because life must go on, accept whatever happens, because we live must be able to accept the reality, because we live must be able to accept reality, if Evan can't move on, not just because of Lolita, because of other things, Evan will be more depressed, if he can't reach it, the point between obsession and love for Lolita lies in a thin line, either because of injury, either because of shame, and either because challenged, and if asked why like that...
that is the feeling, nothing is certain, the mouth speaks A, but in the heart is not necessarily, even with any therapy, human feelings are difficult to describe and dive into...
what therapy is right, the answer is surrender to God, ask Him, so that we are more sincere to accept whatever he has destiny to us, and give way to the difficulties that come...
the message of senior doctors in the field of psychiatric specialists, not do not need drugs, have not been right to get the therapy, but do not make sure if it will not repeat again, he said, because the emotional level of a person no one can measure it, except yourself,
the doctor also gave her counseling therapy to Evan, that life must be faced, either good, or bad...
what is bad in our opinion is not necessarily good for us, and learn to accept if it cannot be in our way, because God describes something else, he said, better than we thought, a little spiritual flush from the doctor about life
Evan tried to digest the doctor's words, although little was understood by him, and one more message from the doctor drew near to God, many learned the science of religion, obeying the religious commandments , slightly reduce the burden of feeling, let alone reading the Koran, said the doctor at the end of the sentence before Evan was allowed to go home
without the provision of medicine, the provision of meaningful sentences from doctors is enough to make Evan, understand if he is the determinant of good and bad that happens in his life
positive thinking, do good things, multiply worship, strengthen faith, and sincerely accept the test of life, a message from the doctor....
that's what Evan caught from the doctor's remark to him, certainly very easy to say, for the reality is very difficult, but Evan promised himself to improve, for the sake of Rio, for the sake of Rio, and for her feelings for Lolita may not be able to for her to forget, maybe a little reduce, it was possible, but she tried, so as not to go back to experiencing events like this again
not for A, the B, the C, but for yourself, it's a telling message from the doctor, but it's quite telling in Evan's heart, it's time he got up from his slump all along...
Lolita will certainly support whatever it is, which is positive for him, for evan, for his son, and for those around him..
" Van.." call someone, make Evan look at the woman with a rumbling feeling.
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