Second to Me and to You

ridhoi hijrahku please

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Lolita tries to open a conversation with Minah, the servant who has been working with her for about seven years, of course not a short time, Minah is quite close to her employer , but not everything Lolita told me about her household

"what's up, son" said Minah who began to fidget, radiated from the look of her face that began to suspect what Lolita would convey to her

Lolita sits on the floor covered with thick hairy ambal which is certainly comfortable

" a bibik" said Lolita in a somewhat hoarse voice, holding back her crying voice..

" auntie "

" excuse me "

" and thank you for your great aunt's love all this time for me, and Rio "

" thank you for helping me take care of Rio, "

" treating the house and others, "

" and please forgive Lita's mistake, when working with Lita, making Minah tired, "

" weary of the behavior or words of Lita that in intentionally or unintentionally hurt , baby "

" Lita apologized to the inner birth, Let's beg for forgiveness, "lolita said with a soft voice and face...

"no, son "

" bibik is very lucky to have an employer like you, son "

" appreciate others, who only as a maid like Bibik "speak bik Minah is no less sad, even mik Minah, reaching her master's body to sit beside her....

" aunt, "

" Lita will move to J "

" approximately 2 weeks "lolita said to bik Minah

" Astagfirullah Allazim "

"why sudden, son? "

" does Bibik make a mistake in this house, or wrong you, son "said bik Minah with tears that just escaped, without her knowing it

likewise with Lolita , Lolita cried in the arms of Minah's bik whose body began to age

"no, auntie "

" not like ,"

" Lita is wrong, Lita stops bibik working with Lita, "

" because Lita does not have enough money to give the right to make Minah, when in the city of J "

" because Lita does not work, and has not been able to bring IRT in Lita's life in J" said Lolita with a soft, accompanied by crying both of them

"alone? "

" why yourself "

" meaning,? " tanya bik Minah after breaking her embrace

" Lita divorced with mas Evan, bik" said Lolita with a soft word

"Astagfirullah Allazim" said bik Minah still uttered the sentence istighfar, muffling his disappointment and surprise at the news that his employer had just delivered to him

and the two of them, still silent, some time, some time,

"son, "

" the aunt will return home, "

" maybe this is a good time for aunt to return home, too, "

" because Ijah is about to give birth, "

" may God give us this way, "

" later, often communication with the bibik, bibik telefon, "

" really, "

" bibik loves you very much, son" said Bik Minah with tears streaming down her cheeks

" pardon the aunt "

" if all this time aunt never even knew your problem, "

" the aunt feels that you think of the aunt as a stranger, "

" when aunt is very dear to you and Rio, "

" to this family "said bik Minah with tears that are still faithfully dripping on her cheeks

" not "

" not like that, sister "

" Bibik already considered Lita as a mother ,"

" Lita doesn't want her aunt to be burdened thinking about Lita's problems, "

" because Lita also loves bibik very much , "

" Lita does not want aunt to feel hurt with the pain that Lita faced "

" believe Lita does not want to add to the burden of Bibik alone, bik" said Lolita with sobbing, no less as sad as bik Minah, bik,

I know, Ms. Minah must be disappointed in me,

same thing with my ex-in-law, too,

but I am a person who is closed to my personal problems, except for trivial things, in his mind Lolita

we are still struggling with each other's thoughts....

I poured water for Minah to drink, and she welcomed her....

we were silent for a moment...

hushed.....

" boy, "

" get happy for you, "

" though it is difficult "

" the status of a widow is not easy, even a widow left dead, it is still often the scorn of people, social sanctions in our country are still very high, "

" strengthen your soul, your heart, "

" for Rio's sake "

" be happy, son, "

" you are a good child, a good mother, a good wife, when the word sublime is difficult to pin on a woman, the mother is ready to testify to Allah, you are a righteous woman, " said Minah while stammering with bricks interspersed with sobs

" maybe this is God's way of testing your faith "

" Be assured, son, God is very dear to every servant "

" God, wanting Lita to always be close to Him, always asked Him, "

" a sincere bibic prayer for you, son "

" God never tested His servant, surpassing the ability of His servant, will rise brightly after dark "said bik Minah, full of scorn, and Lolita just nodded her head, listening to every word that Minah said....

once again they embraced, a figure that Lolita would surely miss later

there are small hands hugging Lolita's body and make Minah...

" Teletubbies" chirped Rio, making them both laugh, and Rio also laughed....

" yeh...."

"Lala, "

" Dips"

" Pooh" said Rio, his son Lolita while jumping here and there

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On Saturday, the,

the day that the two former in-laws of Lolita, Rio's presence is very much awaited

Rio, is their smallest granddaughter at the moment,...

Evan is the youngest of four children,...

lolita's former in-laws belong to a distinguished family in the city

Lolita and Evan's divorce carved out a flaw in their well-known family, having well-established children, and their children's households were fine...

Lolita is very embarrassed, with her own decisions but she can not deny her feelings are very hurt, but because Lolita's decision makes her ex-husband's family has material for some people...

Perhaps therefore Lolita's two former sisters-in-law, looking cynically at Lolita, even blatantly sneered at Lolita as she began to want to enter the house of her former in-laws..

" keep talking to you, nning" said one man, who is the eldest son of Hamid and Zubaidah

"Bang" said Lolita's former sister-in-law, did not accept if the brother was more defending outsiders than members of his own nuclear family

"Ciih" said Lolita's former sister-in-law right in front of Lolita's face

It was clearly visible, from the look on the face of his former brother-in-law harboring hatred, and a very different face like the one he had been displaying on Lolita, as if-would he see dirt..

Lolita lowered her gaze, Lolita was embarrassed, while trying to hold back her own heart about the treatment of others who hated her decision,

Well, it was the voice of Farel's brother, the first son of the master Hamid and Zubaidah, the first brother of Lolita's ex-husband, he was not hostile towards Lolita and neither was he defending Lolita...

Lolita is quite introspective, only if her ex-husband's brother behaves coldly like that, because Lolita is no longer a daughter-in-law at the house of her former father-in-law Lolita, who is a child,

For them, Lolita is just a former daughter-in-law to the city's famous master Hamid family....

it was sad to hear it, but it was indeed Lolita's current status

" my mommy, "

" and Daddy "

" is in the backyard, "

" please meet them, " said Lolita's ex-husband's brother in a flat tone

" well, bang "

" thank you" said Lolita who was still reluctant to lift her face

Lolita immediately met her two former in-laws, Lolita said her greetings and then kissed the back of their hands with reverence, as well as Rio....

they welcomed Rio, even hugging and showering him with a kiss...

Rio had even been brought together by his cousins, and Lolita let him,..

because there will be a serious conversation between Lolita and her two former in-laws..

not immediately, Lolita said the intention of her arrival, in addition to sending Rio to visit the family residence of her ex-husband....

" Hm..."

" my mommy, "

" daddy "

" may Lolly speak " said Lolita carefully, in a very soft tone of voice

" please "said Lolita's mother-in-law, who was no less gentle than her former daughter-in-law

Lolita does the inhalation and exhale, and exhales slowly...

again - again Lolita felt difficulty speaking...

twice Lolita repeated the same thing, releasing her nervousness

" Mom, "

" Dad "

" Lolly asked permission "

" please ridhoi hijrah Lolly by inviting Rio "

" to settle in the city of J" said Lolita carefully and gently

" What !? " said mommy and daddy Evan simultaneously

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