Second to Me and to You

ask with jin

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After the two shift-dwelling nurses left for the nurse station, they resumed their work, carrying out their duties,

as well as the two bodyguards of John, they came out of the room, sat around Evan's room, waiting for orders from John to return, he said,

currently in Evan's hospital room is left Jhon, Hamid, Lolita, and Evan himself

Evan still with the activity of exploring in the lip area, Lolita's face, clutching Lolita's body with a processive, Evan was very afraid of losing Lolita

the uwuh-uwu scene, witnessed by Hamid, made Hamid feel guilty, obviously it was a sin, but his son was in this condition, he said, how to get him to block Evan's actions so as not to go far again, Mr. Hamid also thinks whether the former daughter-in-law can understand Evan's behavior

Jhon who was sitting on the sofa, next to Mr. Hamid slightly grimaced as he touched the area of his cheek, and his stomach was hit by a raw bogem from Evan ,while trying to lock Evan's body so that Evan does not run outside his nursery

meanwhile, Evan is still busy in his world, where only he and Lolita are,

Lolita can what, she can only surrender to the behavior of her ex-husband, rather than seeing Evan back to being impulsive like that, better she just give up, and wait for Evan's response to be calmer, more calm, when Evan is calm, Lolita can try to give Evan an explanation so that Evan no longer behaves like that ,

guilt, and loss Evan too great, to make Evan like this, inevitably Lolita must be able to understand Evan's condition, and meet the doctor's request for support from Lolita is very helpful Evan's recovery

the problem is, whether his lover can understand Evan's behavior, no matter how normal Bobby is, he will certainly be injured if he sees things that have just happened, the scene that happened, the scene that happened, with no shame Evan did that in front of people, let alone just Bobby who is clearly an enemy for Evan

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" mas.." said Lolita in an irritated tone

" Hm.." said Evan with a very sweet smile to see Lolita's behavior that seemed worrisome to him

" should be ashamed, you know..."

" look at that, brother Jhon was injured, two bodyguards, not to mention the two nurse sisters earlier..."

" daddy..."

" think dong, mas...."

" the impact of mas behaving earlier, has hurt people who love, who care about mas.." said Lolita slowly, and gently, staring bead Evan eyes in order to see the change of emotions on Evan's face

Evan was silent about the words of his ex-wife, then he turned his face towards Jhon and Daddy Hamid, too,

jhon's face looks not okay, not to mention Hamid who rubbed the sweat on his forehead, and loosened the clothes he was wearing, because the sweat soaked his clothes

Evan momentarily silent, and thought, it turns out that when he was busy with his thoughts, he had hurt people who cared and loved him

Evan lowered his face, a sign that he was sorry, but he did not know what he was sorry for, because indeed he did not know, even though he tried to think about what happened.

" w.um...."

" they're hurt..."

" because mas ...” said Lolita carefully and with a soft tone of voice

" but I didn't do anything." said Evan, feeling innocent.

" yes..."

" that's because I'm busy with my thoughts..."

" try it, you control yourself, ma'am,..."

" control the mind, mas..."

" eliminate the illusion, which I think..."

" know it's real or not.”

" if the mas wants to heal." said Lolita give spirit to Evan.

Evan was silent again,

" i'm looking for you, Lolly.." said Evan slowly.

" you can ask Daddy, with Jhon..."

" they are in this room..."

" don't ask yourself, let alone ask her with the genie..."

" obviously it will be negative results." said Lolita who was a little upset but still kept her tone so as not to offend Evan.

" but I didn't ask the genie..."

" and don't see it..."

" the genie is abstract, and there's nothing." Evan said as a child.

" the genie is abstract, it is true, the genie does not exist, it exists..."

" then he's the one who controls you, mas..."

" to keep bad thoughts...."

" i rarely worship." asked Lolita seriously, Evan nodded his head.

" that, because there is no one to remind you, again." said Evan as he lowered his face,

" mas..." said Lolita furiously, while pinching Evan's cheeks, which made Jhon and Hamid hold their laughter, to the behavior of Evan and Lolita

" dear...."

" mas hungry." said Evan like a child asking for food to his mother

" what do you want." asked Lolita

" want to empek Palembang..."

" if there is none...."

" rujak cingur can, ..."

" want to use that sauce, which is spicy.." pinta Evan with a childlike behavior asking something to his mother.

" we'll find it first..."

" in the app.."

" what's not..."

" if it's empeck, where it's here, mas..."

" we'll order with Tina later, let her have a message with her family to send to us..."

" here if there's any less good...."

" handmade made by his mama mbak Tina more delicious let alone vinegar.." said Lolita while remembering the processed food of the fish, which was,

" shophouse, baby." said Evan fix the words of his ex-wife.

" Oh yeah..."

" cuko.." said Lolita mending her speech.

" what do we make business..."

" dear.." said Evan.

" there have been many, mas outlets that make processed foods that." said Lolita seemed to weigh his opinion.

" it's also a business..."

" it's okay..."

" it is important, how marketing management, and business governance." said Evan,

" well..."

" yes..."

" think of you who make the mas unhealthy." said Evan, accidentally opened his heart wound.

" why.."

" why is it not healthy..."

" Hm." said Lolita, looking at Evan's bead, Evan looked back at Lolita, with sadness

" i..."

" i..."

" i'm guilty,..."

" sorry.." said Evan.

" it's the past, mas." said Lolita.

" but because of that, you left me, Love.." said Evan, when calling Evan's last sentence seemed restless, but Lolita hugged Evan's body, and stroked the burly back of her ex-husband.

" w.um....."

" we must be legowo, we must be sincere..."

" and that's the past..."

" mas, and Lolly must be able to accept that fact." said Lolita in a very soft tone, still with a bead looking at the eyes of her ex-husband.

" you don't love me anymore." said Evan.

this time they spoke with four eyes after the divorce

" who said it.." said Lolita.

" the proof is that you don't want to be with me,..."

" do not accept the expression of my love." said Evan.

" because we have to separate..."

" at that time we were looking at Lolly." said Lolita

" but said Buya Yahya, we can still refer to the origin of you ridho." said Evan.

" at that time, Lolly ridho to end our relationship, mas..."

" and we can't be together anymore..."

" unless Lolly remarries, and is only able to remarry together, ma'am." said Lolita.

Evan was just about to express his feelings, but immediately cut off Lolita's sentence

" and that's the reality we have to accept..."

" if you ask, does Lolly love you?..."

" lolly's answer, ...iya..."

" Lolly loves me so much..."

" to this day, and so on..."

" the proof is that Lolly is still here taking care of the mas, keeping the mas,." said Lolita still in the same tone without turning her into an emotion in order to establish effective communication.

" however, if you expect Lolly to be your wife..."

" Allahualalam..."

" we leave everything to God..."

" because our life and death belong only to him.."

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Evan was silent, digesting Lolita's speech, the atmosphere was silent.even Hamid and Jhon just fell silent listening to the chatter of the two of them, and the,

" w.um...."

" we'll be together..."

" there is Rio that we must take care of, we must take care of, and we must give love and affection as parents, ..."

" we love each other, we love each other..."

" and we don't have to be a couple, do we..."

" our relationship will always stay awake, ..."

" i love you, I love you..."

" mas remains the best man Lolly has ever known..."

" lolly's affection is even more beautiful, mas ...."

" mas Evan Lolly has considered as Lolly's own brother, like Farel's brother, Yudha's brother, .." said Lolita

" Bobby....?..." said Evan

" Bettor..."

" he's a guy who's trying to get close to Lolly..."

" Lolly's just trying to accept Lolly's side..."

" as for Lolly, Evan is the figure of an older brother who is definitely Lolly loved, and loved..."

lolita said carefully, and with a soft tone of voice

Evan silently listened to what Lolita said

" no..."

" no...."

" if you accept him, it means he will have you completely..."

" and I..."

" and I.." said Evan again riled, even his hands and body responded if he did not accept the reality.

Hamid and Jhon were about to approach the two of them but Lolita shook her head so that Hamid and Jhon would not approach them both,

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