Second to Me and to You

why cry,Aunty?

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The next day, the,

The day between Lolita and Asha will meet at the place agreed upon by both sides, the usual place if they meet in the past to the present, a favorite place for both of them

" beibs, "

" how is..? " said Asha carefully, saying,

" yaach "

" that's it "

" it feels so sad "

" as well as relief" said Lolita lightly, as well as the wind, mopping up her gaping heart wound....

Lolita diverted the conversation by sipping the ice lemon Thea she ordered, so that Lolita did not drop her tears again, especially now that there is Rio sitting in front of Lolita, who is now sitting,

even though the handsome boy was busy with

her iPad, but Lolita doesn't want Rio to hear her complaints against her daddy Rio,....

Asha stroked Lolita's back, leaning her head against Lolita's neck,...

they're that close, though,..

for Lolita, Asha had become her brother and vice versa,

Asha is an orphan, and Lolita is also the only child of her father and mother in a previous marriage, before her father Lolita decides to remarry,

Lolita has a half-sister, from her mother, though not as pregnant as Lolita's half-sister is kind to her and dear to her,

" i'm fine, Sha" said Lolita as she stroked Asha's arm in a cuddle position

Asha was crying in silence, wearing Lolita's back, even wet from Asha's tears...

"adduuuh.this is who suffers, who gives me who, in my heart Lolita...."

" Hey, "

" come on, Sha "

" i'm single, and I'm very happy" said Lolita trying to cheer her best friend up,....

" happy from where? "

" there is no money "

" spaces are restricted, "

" uh "

" brother hurt you like this, "asha's words and sobs slowly behind Lolita's back, and Lolita just stroked Asha's back to calm the feeling of Asha being hurt with her best friend's condition

" Why cry, Aunty ? " ask Rio

" aunty was bitten by an ant, Rio" said Asha lying to her best friend's son...

Lolita laughed with Asha's absurd conversation, and innocently Rio was fooled by Asha's lies, evidenced Rio stroking - elus Asha's arm, and blowing-blowing as if - as if that part were sick...

" thank you Rio, " said Asha blushing with embarrassment, for lying...

" you didn't take the twins, play in this town..? " ask Lolita to Asha

" yes, they're on J , "

" should not be invited here by their oma, because there is opa and oma is visiting here "

" ,said the children, honeymoon count for mommy and daddy" said Asha

" sorry, sorry yach Sha, "

" i'm disturbing your Honeymoon "

" i really feel bad for my brother" said Lolita, feeling guilty

" ah"

" no need to think, Lolly "

" my husband is also busy with his company's business here "

" instead of me swinging in the hotel alone, mending to meet you, "said Asha casually

" Lolly "

" you want to come with me to J "

" hijrah count" said Asha with heart, trying to invite Lolita move on

" i sold the house first, Sha "

" if it's done, maybe I try to hijrah, "

" the important thing is not to be here anymore, not one city with my ex-husband "

" the problem until now, my house still has not been sold, "

" yach his name is also if selling a house, the land is difficult to sell, "

" if I'm selling cheaply, what about the lives of me and Rio, while I don't have my own income yet "

" not his hijrah to be good, even so my vagabond there" said Lolita while laughing at the end of the sentence

" yaach.just work with me "

" to be my maid "joked Asha while laughing

" the devil, "

" you, Sha "

" emoh I " said Lolita with annoyance, which even made Asha laugh out loud, bahak,

" seriously "

" seriously niih" said Asha when she stopped her laughter

" the house, "

" what's his status? " ask Asha seriously

" it included the gono gini treasure in yesterday's trial, "

" but Evan gave the house to me, and Rio to stay "

" anyways the certificate is also already on my behalf, kok "

" even if it is sold, there is no need to deal with Evan, because there is also a statement that he signed, "

" that Evan will not sue the house, reinforced with a stamp and spiked his signature" said Lolita with a little length at Asha...

and Asha just nodded her head

" yes, yes, "

" you come with me immediately "

" when it's in J ",

" you don't need to think about it..."

" importantly you and Rio, come with me" Asha said enthusiastically

" me and Rio are cats, "

" move there, move here, without preparation "

lolita said a little annoyed to Asha, making Lolita's best friend laugh again

"well already, "

" you give me the same news later "

" later in town J, "

" it's my business and brother's business "

" Ok" said Asha

" me and Rio, "

" we have to say goodbye first to Mom and Daddy,...."

" we also have to say goodbye to my former in-laws, "

" that means asking permission first with them,..."

" and take care of Rio's school move" Lolita told her best friend

Asha listened to Lolita carefully

" how, if your ex-in-law,

" don't approve of her, beibs ? " said Asha with a serious look on her face

" just try first,"

" and pray" said Lolita calmly

Asha still faithfully listened to Lolita while chewing on her order...

ringing in Asha's cell phone,...

and Asha lifted him up, without going away from his previous position,...

because between the two of them, indeed without secrets, except for matters that are too privacy

they are unborn brothers, they always share both joy and sorrow

except for r.a.n**ng of course, however, we equally maintain the privacy of the husband, in that case...

" you're not in a hurry, are you, Lolly ? "

" brothers want to come here, "

" brother said if he also miss Rio again, he said earlier,." said Asha.

" not even "

" the most out of here, "

" i'm ready to pack Rio's needs to stay at Ida's oma house "

" parents of Evan "

" and start packing our things" said Lolita

" no need to pack too much of her stuff "

" as necessary" said Asha

" i know also times, Sha "

" before you speak "

" partial items I have already auctioned at ma****ket online , "

" in addition to easier, the buyers can immediately take the goods, if they are lazy, we agreed to rent courier services in the process of shipping goods" Lolita told Asha

Not for half an hour, Asha's husband, came to our table,

and we greeted each other with greetings as usual, when we were gathering, he said,

asha's husband came with her loyal assistant,..

But the assistant instead chose to separate the table from where we were talking, and I don't care about it, it's his business, what he has to do with me...

Asha's husband, has been busy chatting with Rio, even brother has also brought robot toys, and cars'an, boy's favorite...

" uncle, where's Rava and Ravi, right,? " said Rio to Theo's brother, Asha's husband

" Rava and Ravi, in J, "

" are in their oma mansion "

" later you invite mommy to play at uncle's house, "

The age of Asha children is not too far with the age of Lolita children, only a few months different, just a few months,...

although the twins were a few months older than Rio, they were very close, not because of our closeness, but they were comfortable with each other,

When they meet, they immediately mingle, and play each other like children in general,...

maybe because of one genre, kali yaach, so the taste of the game is the same, although sometimes there is also often a quarrel between them

It is natural, the name is also children, fighting over goods, jahil, or ordinary nosy.....

because a moment later they would laugh again, even they cried when going apart, because the city of Lolita and the city of Asha lived differently, but they still often visited, lolita who came to visit, or Lolita who came to visit,or Asha who came to his city of Lolita...

This time, however, Lolita steadied her heart to settle in the same city as Asha as the destination of her stay and emigrate from her previous life...

Theo's brother, Asha's husband, greeted Lolita back, making Lolita feel embarrassed by her new status, certainly making Lolita insecure at the beginning of her divorce

Both brother Theo and Asha, they realized, if Lolita became insecure of them, but they seemed blind and deaf, they continued to tease Lolita more and more,by making jokes - jokes that do not make Lolita more insecure,

But the couple sitting in front of Lolita, very annoying, they seem to forget the public place, they are very relaxed showing affection in front of Lolita and the other cafe guests....

but because he was used to it, Lolita just seemed blind to see the behavior of the two of them, but yach.....

- sad -

damn, damn,

it really sucks you, Sha....

I became a baper niih.

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" it's Lolita "

" you don't need to be insecure, insecure with yourself, "

" you should be proud, and the more you care about your new status "

" you point to Evan your ex-husband "

" if you can stand on your own feet, and rise from the depths of your life "

" single parent, getting ahead" Theo told Lolita

" yupz "

" Dedicated widow, Exclusive widow, and Export-quality widow" Asha said

sontak made us laugh right away, Asha joked

" you think I'm stuff, "

" use the term export, import everything" Lolita told Asha

"if not, "

" i'm changing "

" premium quality widow, or deluxe exclusive widow" Asha said

" it is indeed Sableng's friend, you Sha" said Lolita

" you are a jerky" said Asha

absurd guyonan, whether running or anchored where, where,

again - again we laughed, and back to the story that ngawur ngidul nowhere, not clear direction...

for a moment Theo, looked at Lolita who had been considered as a sister

" come with us, Lolly "

" brother didn't promise you and Rio happiness in J "

" your brother wants you to feel better, "

" brother dear to Rio, like brother's own son, and besides to brother, you are Asha's brother, "

" love your brother as much as Asha loves you, " said Theo carefully and gently, afraid to hurt Lolita's feelings

" oh so sweet, my sweetie"

" my bee" said Asha to her husband, while embracing her husband's body, and showering her husband's cheeks with a kiss

Lolita looked at him with haru and pity ,aru because of the kindness of the husband and wife who sat before her, this sad fate

" wow "

" you guys are really outrageous, kya "

" if you want to show off the intimacy do not in front of me dong "

" it would be a baper niih, " said Lolita pretending to sulk, and the couple sitting in front of me just laughed at the Lolita joke that he just threw

Without feeling they mingled for about two hours more....

other cafe owners will certainly come out the horn, if there are customers like us, but because the cafe is already owned by Asha, we enjoy the facilities that exist with sincerity, understandably friends with people who twist, even though the cafe belongs to Asha,it will be good too, of course,

But Lolita does not want to use it excessively, however Lolita still has shame and self-esteem,

Asha is sometimes excessive towards Lolita, even Lolita often rejects the gifts of Asha which are sometimes too excessive,...

" please yaach, Sha "

" the rest of my pride, "

" for I have the face of "the words that Lolita used to say to Asha..

By the time Lolita refused the giving of Asha, and even Asha, was perfectly memorized by Lolita's sentence

Asha and her husband, Theo's branch, as well as Lolita and Rio left the cafe, they parted in the opposite direction after saying a greeting, and a series of parting activities that always do the meeting, such as waving hands, they said,hugging the body, except brother Theo certainly applies to Asha and Lolita only...

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Lolita drives a car that already belongs to her, co-adorned the streets of her current city she inhabits , the car that Lolita always drives for all activities outside the house such as delivering Rio school and pick him up, shopping, and so forth

the car becomes an asset that Lolita will sell, after the house, because Lolita will leave everything from this city, the city that gives her love and hurt

Lolita looked at the handsome face of Rio, who had slowly closed her eyes, it would be the drowsiness that enveloped her ...

Lolita was used to living independently, as my mother taught her,

although she was an only child, Lolita's mother was very cruel to her, at that time Lolita hated her, grumbled at all her mother's actions,..

but it turns out that at a time like this, Lolita realized and understood , turns out alm.his mother loved him very much ,he taught Lolita how to survive even the most difficult times , because it survives in ordinary pleasures, but lives in difficult times, but,it needs a strong soul, a big heart,...

In times of vulnerability like this a few years of real life, humiliated by the husband himself, withholding his own grief, it turns out that this is the other side of being a woman, must be strong in any condition...

mommy......

I miss you, Mom

I'm sorry, forgive me, Mom

always the word adorned every finished Lolita offered a prayer to her mother

lolita's mind wandered far into the past

o Allah, for my journey, grant me mercy, save me from calamity, only for you I ask....

the sentences of Istighfar more and more Lolita I cast these endings,

because she was afraid, afraid of tomorrow, even though it had to be faced, Lolita still felt afraid if the day passed, and the day she went through was bad, bad for herself and for Rio..... still Lolita talked to herself, under any circumstances, she was busy with herself, she said,

because of the injury, making Lolita traumatized, making Lolita seek her identity back

" who I'm "

" what should I do "

" and so forth "

sometimes grumbling himself, scorning and berating himself for his stupidity, his choices, his life

,be that as it may, he did not understand himself, the new feeling he felt, and it was strange, and uncomfortable yet he was still fighting against the turmoil within himself.

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Without feeling, the car driven by Lolita has stopped in his garage,...

the one that now belonged to him, the house of the gono-gini treasure, became the home for Lolita and Rio for them to inhabit

Lolita was stunned to see her own house from the car, then Lolita turned her gaze towards Rio , who was still asleep....

As usual all this time Lolita always carried her little body, with one hand holding her school bag, s her daily routine, because this is the day - Lolita's day ,especially since the last two years Evan said that he was very busy with his work,

So that almost all work related to the household, all Lolita do, Ivan only gives a living in the form of material, and other living for husband and wife relationship is very rarely they play, with the reason of busy work, and,fatigue, and the LDR they were living, according to Lolita was only natural, at that time

However, it was once again Lolita's fault for putting too much trust in her husband

maybe it's used to make Minah hear the sound of Lolita's car

,assistant to Lolita's household, she opened the door

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" Assalamualaikum", said Lolita to bik Minah...

He, answered his master's greetings, and welcomed Rio's school bag that Lolita tenteng in his right hand, to his,..

Lolita smiled at Minah, and greeted the back of her hand, and was kissed with reverence by Lolita

" minah's bik ,"

" don't go anywhere yach..."

" Lita wants to talk to bibik" said Lolita to bik Minah

after Lolita laid her son's body, Lolita immediately went down to the ground floor...

" bik Minah "

" it's been eating, " said Lolita opened the chat

" i have, son "say bik Minah unsuspecting

" auntie "

" Hm "

" may Lita speak seriously with aunt ? " lolita said carefully,

Lolita chose the sofa in the living room for them to have a serious chat

" what's up, son" said Minah began to fidget, emanating from the look on her face that began to suspect what Lolita would tell her,

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