Second to Me and to You

happiness is what we feel

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In the period of treatment at the hospital, whoever the person, will not feel at home to linger in the hospital, even though given the most comfortable facilities, as comfortable as the hospital is more comfortable at home, alone, even if it's just a hut. It was never imagined by Lolita that she would feel the bad effects of a fight again. In the past Lolita had to deal with all kinds of things that smelled of hospital, because of the traffic accidents that Lolita had experienced, even the accident still often haunted her, at certain times.

Lolita feels bored and lazy if she has to deal with Evan, because it always ends like this, Evan's nature is so arrogant and at will, making Lolita difficult, whatever it is, whatever it is, if it's an item that Evan likes and Evan wants, he should always get, if it's an item that Evan doesn't like and doesn't want, it should go as far away from him as possible, if it's an item that Evan doesn't like and doesn't want, it should go as far away from him as possible, like Lolita's current condition, therefore Lolita understands very well if she will not be able to escape the clutches of Evan, but Lolita is no longer able to live with Evan, Lolita just wants to establish a good relationship between herself and Evan, however there is Rio who they must pay attention to in meeting Rio's physical and mental needs.

James pushed the wheelchair that Lolita was sitting sweetly in, towards the garden that was available inside the hospital area, occasionally James stared at the pretty face of Lolita who was daydreaming all the way to the park

" what's your daydream ingredient, Lolly ? " said James curiously

" my life, bang" said Lolita

" nih said James thrusting chocolate, because seeing Lolita's expression was still the same as a moment ago, Lolita received it quickly and smiled

" thank you, bang "

" luv "

" luv, deeh babang handsome" said Lolita praising James who had given her the famous brand chocolate its delicacy. James helps Lolita open the chocolate wrapper, without the need for the cue Lolita devours the chocolate enthusiastically.

" if you had to choose, who would you choose, Lolly ? " james said curiously, while Lolita stared at the artificial lake inside the hospital's garden

" i don't know, bang "

" perhaps for some people, Lolly is the happiest woman "

" because it is fought over by the men "

" Thank God, Lolly should be grateful to that "

" but on the other hand Lolly felt very tired, both physically and mentally, bang "

" frankly this makes it uncomfortable for Lolly too" said Lolita by breathing heavily

" actually, if Lolly could think of it "

" the relationship of man and woman must not have a bond that entangles both men and women" independence "

" civil relationship, more beautiful loh bang, than should be a marriage relationship but hurt each other "

" continue, friendly relations "

" with friends, friends, we must think of giving the best to our friends, our friends" said Lolita

" but with friends and friends "

" there are also people who are not good" James said

" yes "

" brother is right "

" and we can put distance because of that mismatch "

" while marriage, we are bound by sacred promises, and it is stifling that in a toxic marriage, we must endure from the various points of view of others, which sometimes give way to our own opinions "

" for ourselves our opinions are rational, but for our partners irrational "

" it continues like that, to a point whether the husband or the wife will.yah, it" said Lolita.

" this understanding of yours, refers to the opinion of modern society "

" liberal society, which means you prefer a relationship without status, right ? " say James

" no "

" it's not like that, bang "

" now Lolly is in a phase of self-healing "

" the religion that Lolly professed, very clearly, the relationship between a man and a woman was a marriage, and it was sacred "

" to avoid the actions of z.i.n.a. "

" Lolly and Evan have ended their marriage relationship, and Lolly hopes Evan understands that, but what? ? , Evan is getting more and more... Ah "

" brother Obby ? "

" Lolly just opened the opportunity, because living with the status of divorcees living, it was not that easy as the viewers, a very sharp bad view was aired for us women with this status "

" unthinkable yet felt, and deeply felt, not for Lolly "

" but for Rio "

" Lolly is afraid that Rio knows Lolly's status, and people sneer at Lolly in front of Rio "

" that's, bang" said Lolita breathed heavily "

" like Madame Melani, her mother Bobby's brother "

" thinking like that is also "lolita said again

" you can do "

" Married right now, without thinking about this , think about it "

" you can also "

" to live without marriage, without having to think of the scorn of others "

" however our lives are living it "

" it's hard to feel "

" happy are also those of us who feel ", said James by expressing his opinion

Without them both realizing that Boy had come with an ice cream cone, Boy chose to sit away from the position of James and Lolita, so that they both more freely told the story, he said, Boy knew the mommy needed a friend to share the story, and it wasn't Boy.

" it's hard to feel "

" happy are also those of us who feel "

" that's very true, bang "

" but in Lolly's life, there's Rio "

" lolly's top priority right now is Rio, and Boy "

" Lolly does not want Rio to be a child who lacks the affection of a whole family, even though we have divorced "

" as for Boy, Lolly wants him to feel what it's like to have parental affection "

" but for Rio Lolly must remain with mas Evan, and for Boy Lolly must choose bang Bobby even though madam Melani does not like Lolly who is just a tenuous crumb" said Lolita, and James still faithfully listened to Lolita's vent sessions and chuckled at Lolita's jokes

" wow "

" very complicated turns out your life, dik "

james said casually, while Lolita laughed out loud listening to the words conveyed by James , Lolita who was still laughing accidentally made ice cream nudged on the tip of Lolita's nose, but she was still laughing, making James sweep the former ice cream with tissue, James's quick action, is so sweet when one of the visitors accidentally looks towards Lolita and James, who are, and it got a caption on a photo that was deliberately taken candidly by doctor Liliane that was sent by doctor Liliane to her younger brother James, who was the same age as her.

" thank you, bang "

" have listened to the fineness of Lolly's life" said Lolita

" if you can give advice to you "

" be yourself "

" like say like, don't say no "

" sick say sick, happy to say happy "

" don't like torturing yourself "

" if you're always busy keeping other people's feelings in check, you're not keeping your own feelings "

" means that you have also been dzolim against yourself "

" and other people don't necessarily want to, not necessarily like what you do" said James, making Lolita speechless

" Hm "

" Lolly will consider the advice of the older brother" Lolita said with a nod of her head

" you must remember "

" happy is what we feel "

" be happy yourself first "

" of course by itself will radiate happiness to others as well "

" especially your children "

" they won't be happy if they see you hurt "

" and for Rio "

" sooner or later, he will accept the reality "

" and must accept it, in his time "

" believe it "

" Rio is not as weak as you might imagine, dik "

" he's a man" James said softly, making Lolita nod her head

" by the way "

" where's the sister-in-law, Lolly ? "

" not wrong - wrong "

" status is single "

" mupeng dong" said Lolita teasing James, while James who teased Lolita instead laughed out loud

" you're well "

" it's pinter godain brother "

" Hm" said James pinched Lolita's cheek slowly, and Lolita also laughed at her own words. James glanced at the clock in his right hand,

" let's "

" Boy "

" let's go " said James calling Boy to take him home together

While when Lolita left him, Evan seemed so anxious, seeing the text of the message that Lolita gave made Evan become calmer. Evan immediately cleaned his body that felt sultry, even in the room in Lolita hospital, there was already a Jhon who brought all Evan's orders. Now Evan has appeared handsome and dashing

" where did you come from, Love ? " said Evan who felt that Lolita had left the room too long

" Oh "

" it was after the examination to the radiology section Mommy asked Boy to invite mommy to the park ", said Boy, so that Evan did not think bad, let alone James who helped Lolita, Lolita, Even James helped Lolita lie on the patient's bed.

" no need to bother, the doctor" said Evan a little sniffling, let alone his sharp eyes towards James, but James was not one who was easily provoked, he was busy staring at Lolita, he was busy looking at James, avoid eye contact with Evan, so that nothing happens that will harm him

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" brother go home firstwell, brother "

" it's dinner, get some rest, and take the medicine "

" so that your body does not feel pain anymore" said James immediately moved from the hospital room Lolita

" thank you, bang" said Lolita with a sweet smile, slightly waving to James, as well as Boy, that James rattled Boy's hair with anxiety

By the time James disappeared behind the door,

Lolita stared intently at Evan, Lolita did not like the way Evan treated people who had helped her, comforted herself, even people who were her motivators, she said, Lolita does not like Evan to do bad things to James, while Evan just fell silent to get a dislike gaze from Lolita

" mas" said Lolita, who Evan knew meant Lolita was upset by the attitude Evan showed James earlier. Boy was about to leave Lolita, but quickly, Lolita grabbed Boy's arm with her right hand that was not wrapped in a sling, but with intravenous fluids attached, Boy immediately stopped his footsteps, and,

" what's up, Mom ? " say Boy softly

" stay here, son "

" friend mommy" said Lolita in a voice that shook with fear

" what's with you, Love ? " evan said with worry

" mas "

" Lolly can be honest, Lolly's scared "

" Lolly was afraid of Evan" Lolita said, hiding behind Boy's back

Degs....

Degs....

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" A...A...I "said Evan pointing at himself with his index finger

" yes" said Lolita carefully

Evan immediately turned his body, in the opposite direction from his previous position, enduring the pain in his recesses listening to the words of the woman he loved so much, then Evan approached towards Lolita

" why, Love ? "

" why are you afraid of me "

" what because I hurt you "

" again, Evan said in a voice that had vibrated, while Lolita immediately turned her face away, not wanting to meet Evan's bead, Evan was most able to play with Lolita's feelings

Though Lolita's true feelings, Lolita is very afraid of Evan's attitude that always wins by himself, selfish, and always forces his will, without caring for others, although Evan's feelings of love are very big to Lolita, but Evan's possessive attitude is too dominant, which binds his partner and Lolita tired of facing Evan's attitude like that. Jhon immediately patted Evan's shoulder to resuscitate Evan

" well "

" maybe you're exhausted "

" eat first "

" Jhon has brought you everything you like "

" and it's been allowed by doctors to eat that food" Evan said, trying to divert his negative mind

" after magrib later mas have business "

" after the business is done later, mas will definitely come here again" said Evan in a soft tone of voice

" no, it's "

" just rest in the mas place "

" there's a Boy accompanying Lolly"

" Boy has certainly been able to keep Lolly well" said Lolita without facing Evan. Not without reason Lolita upset with Evan, Evan had acted anarchist yesterday night, which ended up aggravating the situation of Lolita, it is only natural that Lolita was afraid if Evan would repeat his actions.

Evan realizes Lolita's rejection, if Evan always forced his will, at this time Evan tried to make peace with the circumstances. He knew his mistake, why Lolita was acting this way, because of his own actions, why he had just shown rejection to Evan, he was sure if his ex-wife, still very appreciative of others, was still very much, not wanting her ex-husband's self-esteem to fall in front of others

" yes "

" well "

" mas will stay at Buya's mansion "

" Rio will definitely ask you, dear "

" later mas phone if it has arrived at the mansion Buya" said Evan while returning to sit on the sofa

Azan Magrib was on Lolita's mobile phone, because all who were looking after Lolita men who were not muhrim for Lolita, forced Lolita to ask for help from the guard nurse to get her body into the bathroom, he wants to pee. Evan invites Lolita and Boy to pray together in Lolita's inpatient room, of course without Jhon, because Jhon has different beliefs. Prayer congregation with his ex-wife, one of the things missed by Evan, this is the first congregational prayer for Evan and Lolita after divorce, hopefully Lolita heart excited about the sincerity of Evan at this time, Evan, in his mind, Evan

" The Love "

" mas, go home well" said Evan gently kissed the back of Lolita's palm attached to an infusion needle, then Evan kissed the top of Lolita's head, with resigned Lolita nodded her head only, nodding her head, his weak body could not resist Evan's treatment of him.

When Evan steals a kiss on the forehead, and Lolita cheeks, Lolita does not show a happy expression, just being flat, Jhon sees that, thin hope Evan get Lolita back, said Jhon in his mind

" Boy "

" Daddy tipped your Mommy well, son " said Evan while stroking the top of the Boy's head, Boy welcomed by greeting Evan with reverence,

" yes, Daddy" said Boy briefly

" Sir, excuse me" said Jhon, saluting Lolita

" yes, bang "

" don't call Lolly mistress again, bang "

" Lolly doesn't deserve that honor" Lolita said politely. Jhon just kept quiet without commenting on Lolita's statement, Evan was silent about the attitude shown by Lolita, and it is true, the status of the two of them is no longer a married couple , Jhon still greeted Lolita with the same greeting, hoping that Lolita would always remain the mistress of Elvano Adinata son of Hamid Atmaja . Evan just silently watched and listened to the interaction between Lolita and Jhon, Evan immediately said his greetings with hurt feelings.

Lolita followed the advice of doctors, especially James personally handled Lolita, of course Lolita had to obey all James' advice to quickly recover, Lolita thought about the cost of the hospital that would not be cheap, Lolita, and that's the one that makes Lolita sleepless, from where she will pay the hospital fees, while Evan's remittance is included frozen savings for Rio, and savings for Rio's education expenses, he said, same with Bobby's delivery. Daily money is obtained from the benefits of business, by thinking about it makes Lolita fall asleep by itself, immersed in her own thinking, without realizing if the lover is already in her nursery. Bobby looked at his lover's face with love

" Dad" said Bobby staring at his real Daddy's face. Ubaidillah Affandy stared intensely at the face of the woman his biological child loved, Lolita who fell asleep unaware of the presence of guests in her room,

Ubaidillah Affandy stared at Lolita's body from top to bottom, indeed Ubaidillah Affandy felt sorry for Lolita, with the condition of the head in the bandage, his arms attached sling or shoulder support, and legs wrapped in gifts

" how is he doing ? " saidillah Affandy

" don't know yet, Dad "

" tomorrow, Obby will try to ask again with the doctor who treated him" Bobby said politely

" are you sure of your choice ? " saidillah Affandy

" inshaallah "

" Lolly's the best for Obby, Dad" Bobby said

" then fight "

" may she be a match with you "

" Daddy will approve your choice, as long as your choice is good" said Ubaidillah Affandy immediately moved to get out of the room,

with Bobby escorted to the door of Lolita's hospital room only, because Ubaidillah Affandy refused to be escorted to the hospital

" you take care of him" Ubaidillah said as she arrived at the mouth of the room door

Bobby has bathed and perfumed, put his body to sleep next to Lolita, the smell of shampoos lurking in Lolita's sense of smell

" why did you wake up "

" Hm" said Bobby

" Hm "

" it turns out you, bang "

" when did you get here ? " lolita said without opening her eyes

" just got "

" last long enough, you end up sleeping, like a koala" said Bobby staring at Lolita's face

cup..

" ih "murm Lolita, pursing her lips

Cup..

" bang" said Lolita whining, with a slightly jumped voice in shock

.....Shuuuuttt.......

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