Second to Me and to You

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After reaching the backyard, seen from a distance Hamid and Zubaidah were sitting relaxing in the backyard gazebo, while staring at the fish pond containing expensive fish in his class with a very beautiful pattern

Lolita started to open up the chatter after the greeting and greeting that she had done a moment ago,

Lolita is looking for the right moment to convey the intention of her arrival, in addition to delivering Rio stay at his mansion Hamid

" Mom, "

" Dad "

" Lolly asked permission "

" please ridhoi hijrah Lolly by inviting Rio "

" to settle in the city of J" said Lolita carefully and gently

" What !? " says mommy and her daddy Evan simultaneously,

Hamid and Zubaidah were so shocked to hear Lolita's unreasonable request for the two of them

" no, "

" will not "

" don't you ever say that again, Lolita ! "

mommy Evan yells at her ex-daughter-in-law

Her Daddy Evan, immediately asked mommy to sit down, after mommy suddenly stood up, and,

Her father Evan and gave her water to drink, so as to defuse the anger of Lolita's former mother-in-law..

Lolita sat down in front of her ex-husband's parents, with tears streaming down her cheeks

" no, "

" i will never give you my permission, Lita, "

" even though you bow down before me, "

" even if you kiss my feet !! " said Lolita's former mother-in-law firmly

Lolita cried sobbing on the icy floor, and so did her former mother-in-law,

lolita's father-in-law fell silent, wiping away the tears that had soaked her eyes,...

oh my God, this is hard for me,

for all of us,

but we have to how to get through this, Lolita said in her mind

I am powerless, only in You, where I ask the best for me, for Rio, for everyone, Lolita said

Silent, though,...

some time it became quiet, only the sound of sobbing between them, Lolita and her former mother-in-law...

" Lolita,"

" you go home first, son? "

" give Mommy and Daddy thought of your request "

" it's not good if we continue this conversation, "

" at least make room for us to think about it again, " said his Daddy Evan trying to calm his wife, and his ex-daughter-in-law

Lolita fell silent, trying to digest every verse of her ex-husband's Daddy

" well, "

" Daddy" said Lolita softly, in a raucous voice

" Mom "

"Mommy, "

" excuse me "

" excuse Lolly, Mom" said Lolita in a raucous voice, and tears were still flowing

Mommy from Evan is still reluctant to look at her former daughter-in-law's face, but she doesn't refuse when Lolita puts a touch on the back of her hand, as Lolita kisses her in reverence...

so did his Daddy Evan, he tried to resist the roar of his cries, as Lolita kissed the back of his former in-laws' hands with reverence

" Daughter, go home "

" you don't need to say goodbye to Rio, "

" Daddy doesn't want Rio to know any of this, "

" pity my granddaughter is too small to digest the situation, "

" Daddy didn't kick you out, "

" but Daddy asks you, son" said his Daddy Evan to Lolita, and Lolita understood then she nodded her head

Lolita returns home without seeing Rio, but Lolita was able to say goodbye to her ex-husband's parents, even though only welcomed by her ex-husband's father

Lolita slightly glanced back, her Daddy Evan hugged his wife, and stroked her wife's back, looking mommy's body shaking....

Lolita turned her face....

really, he was just as hurt, even Lolita did not know what to do, even though she decided to separate from Evan, but she still felt hurt from her own decision, too, and intimidated by all those who disapprove of his choices

if any divorce ends happily,...

then not for Lolita,...

there are still many hearts that have been hurt by their divorce,..

Lolita may be lucky enough to have in-laws who love her, but it's sad enough to have a husband who dues her..

Arg, ..really, right now I really don't know what I'm thinking, not for tomorrow, not even for today, I don't know what to do....but a moment later, my little heart said

" come on.move.move..move, move on girls"

the storm must have passed, Lolita's mind monologued with itself

for a moment Lolita exhaled before she started the car she was driving

In the car, Lolita was still thinking about what had just happened, her head felt full, and it felt pulsating,...

Lolita immediately pulled her car over to the park, which was quite crowded with people coming,...

There are many young couples like her who have just knit love, according to her view,...,

there is also a family couple who brought their child with them,...

Lolita smiled wryly with her condition,

Astagfirullah Allazim...

with a smile that is somehow the meaning of this smile, Lolita herself does not know....

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Arriving at the house that he and Rio inhabit which still includes gono-gini treasures, Lolita was surprised by the arrival of the birth daddy Lolita, Aaron and Amelia, she continued

Lolita said her greetings when she saw the faces of her parents, with Minah's bik who had just served them drinks and food...

" mommy, "

" Daddy "

" it's been a while, ? " asked Lolita to her parents, with a fluffy smile on her pretty face

" not too long, son "

" where is Rio ? " tanya mami continued Lolita

" at her oma house, mi" said Lolita politely

" it's niih, your daddy, son, "

" kangen the same son and grandson "said mami continued Lolita, making Lolita smile knot

Then they chat with various topics of conversation, tucked jokes in between chats , Lolita laughs with Daddy, mami continued her , and mik minah

the proximity of Lolita to the bik Minah, also followed by mami continued Lolita, Lolita,

" Well, how's Ijah doing? "

" when will she give birth ? " tanya mami continued Lolita to bik Minah

" Thank God "

" good "

" Out 3 months will soon give birth "

" according to the estimates of doctors, when Ijah consulted yesterday, to the obstetrician "said bik Minah

" Oh yes "

" whose aunt asked permission, son...,"

" may aunt come home early next week,..."

" because aunty can't do it when you leave aunty, "

" it's better for aunt to leave you, and Rio "said bik Minah with a wistful look on her face

Lolita simply nodded her head, as it was difficult for her to say anything....

mami, and Daddy Aaron looked directly at Lolita's beautiful face, with a million questions...

They know about her son's divorce,

But not with the departure of Lolita and Rio to the city of J , Lolita has not had time to say directly to her parents...

Even during the mediation Lolita's parents met the parents of her son's ex-husband,...

they similarly asked Lolita and Evan to refer, taking Rio into consideration, as an absolute consideration for them,

However, the two of us, specifically Lolita still decided to divorce, because Evan will still be his decision, he said,..

for Lolita to remain his wife, and Lolita also had to accept if Evan would have another wife, with the fate of Lolita willing in polygamy,..

while Lolita remained with the previous decision, which will ask for divorce

at first glance, Lolita seems selfish, because of her absolute desire, and the results of the court decision also agreed to divorce the Lolita and Evan households....

" mommy, "

" daddy, "

" Lolly, I'm sorry about earlier ,"

" Lolly hasn't had the chance to say "

" actually, Lolly wanted to say it, "

" later on , "

" not now "

" when Lolly and Rio come to visit mom and Daddy's house later" Lolita said carefully

" Mommy "

" Daddy "

" please mommy and Daddy give Lolly permission, "

" to settle in the city of J with Rio "

" Lolly just wanted to move, "

" so that Lolly can organize life and heart, to be better..."

" please take the journey of Lolly and Rio to J" Lolita said at the feet of her parents

The atmosphere became silent, long enough silent without a single person daring to say a word, they all looked sad, painted on the look of their faces

they even unconsciously shed tears,...

Oh

o Allah, today, my day is heavy....

as if I was convicted, Lolita said in her heart

Lolita could no longer even cry over her fate, as her tears were reluctant to come out again,...

but Lolita continued to see the eyes of the princess, which means before meeting them, Lolita was satisfied to flood her face with tears...

mami continued Lolita hugged Lolita's small body with love,....

it was as if he knew the burden of squeezing Lolita was very heavy on the shoulder.....

The atmosphere was silent again, without any sound

they are busy with their own thoughts...

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" boy, "

" have you made your choice? " daddy Aaron said to his son

" yes, Dad" said Lolita without a doubt

"alright,''

" Daddy sincerely son, "

" may Allah be with you every path, "

".really Daddy loves you, son" said Daddy, clutching the little body of the girl he loves most,...

The two of them wept in their arms, Lolita only nodded her head, hearing every word Aaron said to Lolita, as a form of advice...

mami stroked the two of us, even made Minah cry for the moment that had just happened in the family room.....

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On Sunday, the,

Lolita picks up her only son, at the residence of mommy and her daddy Evan

weight ...

but still Lolita stepped foot into the family residence of her former in-laws, he said,..

Lolita in welcome maid,...

and the maid conveys to Lolita, that Daddy and his Mommy Evan are waiting for Lolita in the daddy Hamid's study...

Lolita knew why she had to be there...

there will definitely be some pretty serious talk, which they will discuss...

Lolita nods her head to the maid who will now lead Lolita to Daddy Hamid's study...

Geck...Geck...

Ceklekk...... Lolita opens the doorknob of Hamid's den

Lolita saw that there was daddy and mommy, Evan, had been there since then, and also the brother of her ex-husband..

and his brother daddy, whom Lolita knew, if he also settled in the city of J

Lolita had no idea what this conversation was going in which direction.....

Lolita just had a little trouble swallowing her saliva

as if he were to be judged by a mistake...

Lolita said her greetings, and kissed the hands of the parents one by one ..

lolita's ex-husband's older brother invited Lolita to sit on the chair, which had been reserved for Lolita, who was right in front of the elder, exactly their sickly seat...

there were two empty seats there, Lolita didn't know, maybe an excess of one thought Lolita husnudzon....

not long after, before Lolita landed her body on the chair,..

back the knocking sound in the direction of the door, and someone opened the door a little harshly

" To...To...why ? " say Lolita

with a brick-brick tar, with her lips shaking

Evan, threw his face to the side, and exhaled his breath violently,...

he sat right next to Lolita at a considerable distance, as already in the setting....

" Daddy "

" start this conversation" said Lolita's ex-husband

Daddy started the conversation by saying a greeting, the chanting of al Fatihah was soothing, evidenced by Evan, a little softened from the way he breathed, but I did not know his heart, Lolita said in her mind, just looking with his eyeballs

and the conversation began, which Lolita believes, this will certainly take a long time, and of course it is true proved a lot of objection from Evan mas

" how's 'em, Lolita,? " daddy told Lolita in the middle of the conversation

Lolita was still silent, as she was busy with her own thoughts....

and Mr. Hamid speaks a little formally to his former son-in-law

"Hey..!!" evan shouted to Lolita, making Lolita gasp in shock...

" Evan, "

" keep your attitude !! "

" appreciate, she is the mother of your child "

" remember that !! " said Daddy Hamid, whose tone rose by several octaves, told his youngest son...

Evan turned his face the other way....

"sorry, "

" pardon Lolita, "

"Mommy, "

" Daddy, "

" Mommy, "

" Brother Farel "

" Hm, Evan's "

" sorry before, "

" maybe Lolita's presence is troubling your family tonight "

" all Lolita wants to say , "

(it is difficult for Lolita to continue the sentence, as there are kedondong seeds stuck in her throat, even her hands are very cold, to the extent that Lolita*********** both hands,.)

" Thank You and Sorry, "

" the two words that Lolita wanted to convey to this family, "

" thank you for the love and support from the family for Lolita and Rio, "

" and sincere apologies from Lolita, "

' because Lolita made the family's good name tarnished, " said Lolita formally, and a raucous voice, because she was unable to withstand the sad turmoil in her heart...

"again,"

" excuse Lolly, Mommy, " said Lolita with tears flowing without her being able to stop, and her mommy Evan also shed tears, when he looked at the face of his former daughter-in-law...

" for everyone, "

" please allow Lolita to bring Rio to J "

" Lolita to the city of J, for we can organize our lives and.." said Lolita, but cut by Evan's sentence.

" don't tell us, "

" you're selfish Lolly !! "

" you're just selfish, huh !! "

" you just want to be free !! "

" yes !! " said Evan yelling at Lolita in front of everyone, and cutting off the talk of his ex-wife

again, everyone is trying to hold back their emotions.....

" sit down, Van "

" talk correctly, Van "

" don't denounce people's talk, "

" show your attitude as a grown man" said Buya to his nephew

again Evan took a rough breath....

" Continue , Lolly" said Buya,

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"Lolly, know this is hard, "

" many things even Lolly had considered before Lolly decided to go to J "

" Lolly made this decision, "

" it's not easy, "

" a lot of things Lolly thinks of "

" Lolly is aware, many feelings will be hurt by Lolly's decision, "

" Lolly please, "

" please give Lolly room to breathe, "

" lolly isn't okay right now, though,..."

" Lolly's heart and feelings are shattered "

" ,Lolly needs a new place so that Lolly can rise from the slump,..."

" it's all for Rio, Lolly doesn't want Rio to see the sadness in my life,.."

" i want to carve out my happiness, to be a strong Lolly,..."

" so that I can educate and take good care of Rio "

" Lolly please, give Lolly that space right now" said Lolita in a very soft tone with a raucous voice of course

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Some time in silence,

Lolita breathed as much air as she did, and exhaled slowly, before continuing her sentence

" Lolly, promise,..... "

" Lolly will never break the relationship between Rio and this family, "

" So did Lolly, too , "

" Lolly will never decide on a friendship with this family, including Evan, "

" however mas is her daddy Rio, "

" Rio still needs a complete father and mother figure "

" for Rio's sake, Lolly did it,"

" but not now "

" Not that I don't want to meet you, mas, "

" i only still feel hurt after your betrayal, ma'am, "

" get that,..."

" i'm just the woman with the wounds you've nailed,..."

" it's natural for me not to want to communicate with you, mas "

" currently "

" well me, and you, we need time to think, gold "

" but there is daddy, and there is mommy who can bring you together with Rio "

" I still can't be nice to you, mas "

" i'm scared, mas "

" fearing Rio was aware of our change in attitude, "

" however we may not behave as we used to,...."

" because our relationship is different now,..."

lolita said softly and politely, of course with a voice that was already raucous

"But, son "

" with your departure to the city of J "

" indirectly, you've already made a distance between Rio and us " Zubaidah said

" Might be right "

" because distance and time will not be the same as today, "

" anytime can for Lolly to deliver Rio to mommy's house, "

" but Lolly will always take Rio in one month, "

" at least one visit here, and every school holiday, Rio will meet mommy, "

" If mommy and daddy, even Evan wants to meet Evan, please, "

" Lolita will never get in the way, certainly a place that we will agree on, as all this time" said Lolita in the same tone of voice

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