Sadness And Love

chafts. 6 { Keep promise }

As the mother's health improved, doctors allowed her to go home. On the way home, my mother asked.

“ Bilqis where? “

“ Don't know mom. “ answer me.

“ Do not always cover the behavior of Bilqis. He must have gone again with Hazwan. “

I just shut up. Not to complicate the situation. For as long as Bilqis knew Hazwan. Bilqis has changed a lot. He went with Hazwan more times than to help my mom and I in the store. That shop is the only focus of our lives. Although the shop is not so big. But, the mother's customers are quite a lot.

“ Bu.” I said slowly when we got home.

“ What's wrong?” ask mother.

“ Can I go. Meaning Elisha.”

I was confused to ask permission from my mother. However, the appointment I made with doctor Raiyan made me have to keep it.

Be my girlfriend in one day.

That sentence seemed to haunt my silence in front of my mother.

“ You have an appointment.” Ask my mother when I shut up and bow my head.

I'm nodding.

“ Go. Mom is fine if in stay alone.”

“ But, bu.” I hesitated to leave my mother alone.

“ Ibukan says. It's okay if Elisha wants to leave. But, if you can know. Elisha has an appointment with whom?”

“ Friend. Just friends.” I clearly.

“ Guys or girls.”

I bit my lips. Like a little scared when you're angry.

“ Guys yes.” Guess mom.

I nodded again.

“ Will he pick you up? Or you have agreed to meet outside.” Ask mom again.

“ If mom is not angry. I'll ask him to pick me up at home.”

“ It's new right.” Say mom.” It's not good to meet outside. Like you're a cheap woman. I don't want you to be considered that way. You understand, Elisha.”

I nodded again.

After mom allowed it. I sent a message to Raiyan. Raiyan called me right away. From across the phone he said.

“ send sharelocknya. Let me not stray.”

“ yes.” My answer. And then the phone line disconnected.

Ten minutes passed. Raiyan arrived at a whitewashed house. I was waiting for him on the porch, waving my hand so he could see me.

“ Sorry, lama.” Raiyan said when he got out of the car.

Mother, who saw Raiyan's presence, immediately came out and welcomed him.

“ Ohya Ma'am. It's doc. “ I shut my mouth. Almost wrongly said.

Raiyan immediately introduced himself politely.

“ May I know, you want to take Elisha where?” said mother. He seems so worried about me. From mom's point of view. Raiyan looks more mature. And if estimated, the age of Raiyan is clearly 25 years old. Tall, white, and handsome. I was amazed to see the man standing next to me.

“ Just meet friends at Mall KCP. “ replied Raiyan.

“ Yes already be careful.” Said mother.

We left and left the mother who was still standing at the door.

“ Sorry, if I don't want to introduce you as a doctor.” I said on our way to Mall KCP.

“ I understand. “ said Raiyan while pokus with his wheel.

“ We won't laze. My mom just got out of the hospital. Kasian if eventually I stay alone.”

“ Depends on you.”

“ Ko depends on me anyway. Not this double date Just introduce me as the lover of Raiyan doctor aja.”

“ You can't call me a doctor. “

“ Then, what do I want to call. Not his doctor Raiyan is indeed a doctor.”

“ If it is like this. Our show will be dismantled.”

Probably true too. But I don't know how to be his girlfriend. Even I have never dated myself.

“ Anu..em. I mean Raiyan.” I said doubt. “ I don't understand how to be your girlfriend.” Honest words.

This time, Raiyan will definitely laugh at me. That's thinking. But I didn't expect his reaction to be ordinary. He even said casually.

“ Don't think about it. Enough of being you like this. “

“ What girl likes you it will believe?”

“ I don't know. For sure I want you to follow what I say. Don't refuse if I hold you and hug you.”

“ Wait a minute.” Cut me when I hear the word hug. “ You think I'm an easy girl.” My yelling.

Raiyan suddenly’rem his car and pulled my hand until my body was so close to him.

“ If I can't hold and hug you like this. Then our show will be of no use.”

“ You are sure this will work.”

“ Do you want to practice first?” tawar Raiyan's.

Her beautiful eyeballs made my heart beat fast.

Degs... Degs...

His face was so close. It makes my heart flutter and noise. In this debate, there is a sense where I feel like I'm not as usual.

I pushed Raiyan who seemed to want to play me. Inside my chest. My heart is still not calm. The leaflets are so tight. I tried to calm myself for a moment. Breathe in and exhale.

Oh my God, what should I do.