Sadness And Love

Chafts. 12 { Love or not }

12 Chafter

Bilqis seemed to not accept the decision of Raiyan's father. Inside the bus that aims at Surabaya. Bilqis was seen calling someone. No idea who? But her mother was suspicious.

“ I wait.” Bilqis said after that he turned off his phone. “ Ma'am, I'm going to the toilet first.” Said Bilqis and immediately left the mother who seemed confused.

“ I know bilqis, you won't go with me. Goodbye, my daughter. “ said mother. He shed his tears as if it was the end of everything.

While Bilqis, he hurriedly got off the bus. In his heart, he did not want to follow mother's decision. Although he knew, if the mother's decision was not the decision his mother wanted.

“ Hazwan.”

Bilqis screams when she sees Hazwan waiting for her in the car park. He came to Hazwan and hugged him.

“ I don't want to go.” Bilqis.

Hazwan returned his embrace.

“ Yes, you don't need to go.”

Bilqis cried in his arms. He didn't think it would all be like this.

“ You are too rash.” Hazwan. He let go of his embrace and looked at Bilqis' wet face with tears.

“ I don't want to go. Help me Hazwan.”

Hazwan was silent this time. He pulled Bilqis' body and hugged her tightly.

“ I love you, Bilqis.”

Bilqis pulled himself back and looked at Hazwan.

“ Will you repay my love. “

Bilqis is silent.

“ I promise. Will always take care of you, love you. And no one will be able to hurt you.”

Bilqis is silent. He breaks away from Hazwan's body.

“ I know. This is impossible. So forget what I said just now.” Hazwan said again.

“ I'm sorry.” Bilqis. “Whatever it may be, I'm trying to learn to love you.” Connect again.

Hazwan smiles and pulls Bilqis' tiny body. Then hugged him back.

**

Raiyan remembered everything that happened. He was angry with his father. In silence Mandala came and sat down at the side of her son's bed.

“ Father sorry. If you're too hard on this decision. But, this is for your own good. I don't want to, our family is ashamed. “

Raiyan did not care about his father's whereabouts. He was angry, wanting to say something. Unfortunately, the stitches of his wound did not allow him to move his mouth.

“ After you're healthy. I'm gonna betroth you to the daughter of one of my old friends. I hope you can try this match. If it fits, I'm very grateful. If not, you can refuse. I hope you can live it first before rejecting it.”

Raiyan slowly got up, with a sitting position he asked kanha to take the paper and pen. Raiyan then wrote something on the paper.

“ I will follow this matchmaking. Provided, dad allowed me to meet Elisha.”

Mandala looked at her son. He found out that Elisha had left the city. With a long sigh, he finally told his son.

“ Elisha is not in this city anymore. He went to Bandung to meet his mother who was like a prostitute.”

The word prostitute instantly made Raiyan pull the collar of his father's shirt.

“ Why ? You want to hit me. “ said Mandala. He did not shake the hand of his son, who was clutching his collar. “ Hit.” Mandala again.

Raiyan wants to hit him. In his consciousness, he Berlahan released the grip of his hand. He pulled his pillow and threw it on the floor. His frustration was poured into all the things around him.

Mandala let that happen. Because, he knows. His son is in bad shape.

Wh why?

Your departure has a wound in my heart.

Why ?

Just for a moment we met, you left by not choosing me.

This what? Something seemed to run in my heart.

This what? Love or not!

I don't know.

Raiyan hit his chest, as if it hurt. Elisha's departure made her feel confused. Love or not ? I don't know!