Sadness And Love

Chafts. 24 { Only I feel it }

Chafters 24.

Raiyan pulled me up and told me to get in the car. I refused by shaking his hand.

Her beautiful eyes looked at me. I'm almost stunned. And when I woke up, my heart was beating hard.

Is.deg..

This feeling had unknowingly touched my heart. I realized one thing. When Fandi was near me. My heart is not like this. But, why? When Raiyan was in front of me, this heart felt a patch of uncertainty.

“ If you're not in. Never see me again.”

The threat seemed to make me retreat. Before I intend to turn my face away. I'm saying.

“ If that's what you want, fine.”

Raiyan bit his lip and then he left me in his car.

I don't know why. When Raiyan left. My chest hurts. I don't want him to leave me. In silence, Fandi approached me. I looked at Fandi whose face looked bruised.

“ Let's go home, Elisha.” Take Fandi.

I kept quiet and looked down the road.

Your departure ...

Why it hurts.

When I realized my feelings.

You left me.

I want to be with you.

But, ...

A lot of things are holding me back.

Is this what is called love.

It's just that I'm the only one feeling it.

Fandi held my hand. I looked at him with my eyes. My tears are dripping. I can't hold it anymore. I cried in front of Fandi.

Fandi came closer and his hand wanted to grab my body. But, he didn't do it. He pulled his hand and took me home.

I'm nodding. And walk after him from behind. Along the way home, I asked Fandi to call Asep sir. Fandi did what I asked. He called Mr. Asep to wait at the badami toll.

Once on the badami toll, Fandi and I separated.

“ Non, yesterday I called.” Said Asep sir.

“ Sorry, mr. Asep. “. “ Sorry, if I involve Asep.” sir I said again.

“ Is fine, non. I explained to mr.”

While elsewhere. Raiyan went home. He ignored the call of his father who knew what he was doing. By locking the room door. Raiyan hurriedly went inside the bathroom. He then pressed the shower head. Water came out and washed his body.

Elisha!

The feeling of pain in the bottom of his heart was as if stabbing his inner being. He wants to rebel, force & hold his love. But love is like it can't be achieved. It's really painful. Several times he hit his chest. It still feels painful.

Love or not.

The love!

L loved her.

This is what is in his heart. Raiyan was aware of his feelings. But, he could not force Elisha to be with him. If he wants to be selfish, he will play his father's game.

“ No.” Raiyan. “ I can't force him to repay my love.” Said again.

**

When I got home, I met my mother. But, he didn't ask anything.

“ What might he not know? “ Gumamku.

The night is getting late. I heard dad coming home. I walked out of the room and stepped into the living room. I saw my mom and dad talking.

Because, the voices of father and mother are not so audible. I finally decided to get closer and hide behind my father's antique closet.

“ Did Mandala already know, if her son almost kidnapped Elisha and made Fandi bruised on his face.” Ask Mira.

“ How many times do I have to say. Raiyan didn't kidnap Elisha. “

“ Then what? “ cut mira with tanya. “ Pulls Elisha by force like that, is it not kidnapping. ” Mira continued.

“ Elisha meets him to ask Raiyan not to approve the engagement.” Hamdan.

“ You know yourself if Mandala is not a good person. Especially with the nature of his son, the two of them make no difference.” Ketus Mira is upset.

“ I know it. But, Raiyan has sacrificed to save Elisha from the stabbing of his half-brother.”

“ I think Just a coincidence.” Said Mira.

“ Is no coincidence. But, this engagement there are many things I have to explain.”

“ Many things. You mean it's a business problem again.”

“ Maybe like that. But, you should know. If the mandala has nothing. “

Mira's confused.

Hamdan begins to tell the past that Mira has not known.

“ Anggara Hartono, me and..” Hamdan was silent for a moment while looking at Mira. It was as if a heavy feeling was enveloping him. “ And Kannika Jane. The three of us are business partners and are friends at the same time. “

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