Sadness And Love
Chafts. 21 { Knowing her daughter's feelings }
Chafters 21.
I found the figure I was looking for, and then I held back his departure.
“ Doctor Raiyan.” Call me.
Raiyan stopped his steps and turned his head towards me.
“ How are you doing?” manyu.” Has the wound improved?” ask again.
Raiyan was silent. He looked at me with a face he could not guess.
“ Sorry.” I said a little scared when I saw her cold expression.
Our eyes clashed with each other as he walked towards me. I, who was feeling uncomfortable, stepped back. And when my steps came to a halt, it was cornered against the wall. I kept quiet by looking at the perfection he had. His handsome face despite having scratches marks, still looks charming with his athletic body.
Degs... Degs...
My chest is beating faster. Raiyan who stood too close and cornered my body to the wall as if making my heart beat was not in rhythm. Our eyes are still clashing with each other.
“ Who are you?”
Raiyan's question made me bite my lip. The look on his face seemed to indicate that he did not want to know me.
‘Will it all end like this?'
His sharp gaze seemed to stab me. There was hatred behind those eyes. I was terrified, slowly pushing her body away from me. The impulse he held by bumping into my body. I was getting more and more cornered as his face got closer. My face instantly looks flushed with a trembling body.
“ What should I do?” I said in my heart.
His face looks like it's drugging me. I threw my eyes to the side.
“ Can you not approach me anymore.”
Raiyan's words seemed to surprise me. I turned my face and wanted to look at her. But, suddenly my lips accidentally came into contact with her lips. We were silent with eyes still looking. The touch of our lips made us feel like we couldn't speak a word.
Raiyan pulled himself up and stepped away. In silence. I touched my lips. Confused feeling as if making me look at his disappearance.
What is this taste?
That taste is so deep.
Hate or love.
I don't know either.
But, this feeling was as if it was raging.
Love or not.
Maybe I'm the only one feeling it.
**
Mandala recounted everything that happened when the video of her son's kiss went viral. There is no story covered by Mandala. He expelled his mother Bilqis and Elisha.
Hamdan was actually irritated by Mandala's arrogant attitude. By expelling his daughter, he concludes that Mandala is a delicacy.
“ According to me.” Mandala. “ We'd better get your daughter and my son together. So that this viral video does not become a disgrace in the future.” Mandala.
“ I think that's a good idea.” Tymphal Bondan's.
Mandala was only silent when Mira said that. Hamdan who still had no decision remembered something.
When I chased Raiyan. Dad held me. But, who would have thought. If you look at me from behind an invisible glass from the outside.
Hamdan looked at his daughter from afar. The confused feeling made him decide.
“ I'm sorry Mira.” Hamdan. “ Maybe this is for Elisha's good. If I may, I would like to agree to this engagement.” Hamdan said again.
Mira looked at her future husband with cold eyes. Slowly he looked at his daughter who had been silent and looked down.
“ Elisha.”
Mother's call made me lift my head and look at her.
“ Mother wants you to answer honestly.” said mother who made me instantly furrow my eyebrows. “ Will you be engaged to the son of the Mandala family.” Keep mom again.
Confused feelings make me unable to answer. Silence does not mean I refuse. Doubt and confusion enveloped me. Inside that confusion, Raiyan's face appeared in front of me. His cold demeanor, made my heart pound itself. There's a sense where I don't understand. This feeling made me ask.
Love or not.
“ I think.” Mira said after waiting for my answer. “ Everything should be considered.” Mira said again. He looked at Hamdan with a signal that all this was in need of a process.
Mandalas know very well that this is not easy. By asking Bondan for help. Finally Bondan spoke.
“ I did not interfere, Brother Hamdan. But, considering Elisha with Raiyan a good thing. Because, anyone would not mind the video if they were engaged. And if engaged, it does not mean they both have to get married quickly. At least Raiyan can learn to have responsibility to Elisha.” Bondan.
Actually Bondan's explanation has a point. However, Hamdan was worried that Mira would be angry. Hamdan asked for a short time to Mandala and Bondan. He took Mira into his study.
“ You want to agree to thisikan.” engagement Mira said in a slightly high tone.
“ Not I want to approve this engagement. I'm just worried that Mandala will do something sneaky to use the video. And in the end, Elisha will be humiliated.” Hamdan.
Actually Hamdan wanted to tell me what he saw. His observation. When he saw Raiyan corner his daughter, he felt that the two of them had an inner bond. However, they do not realize it.
“ For what Mandala does that.”
“ Investor.” Answer Hamdan.
“ If you save your daughter. Why don't you invest your capital in his new company and don't take our daughter in the business world.”
Hamdan knows what Mira means. The problem is not that, if only Mira saw Elisha whose lips accidentally came into contact with Raiyan. Maybe he'll understand.
“ There are things you don't understand.”
“ You mean what I don't understand.”
Hamdan was initially hesitant to tell it. In that case, Hamdan had no choice. He told me what he saw.
“ You mean Mandala's son likes our daughter. And vice versa with Elisha.”
Hamdan nodded and said. “ Maybe Elisha doesn't understand his feelings. The opposite is true of Mandala's son. Even though I saw that Mandala's son wanted to avoid his feelings. But, I'm sure if she likes Elisha.”
“ Are you sure it's a matter of our daughter's feelings. Not a problem about business.”
“ You don't need to worry. If Mandala wants more than engagement. I'll make her sorry to plan this engagement thing.”
Mira could not refuse. He believes that Hamdan will protect his daughter. But behind the door. I heard everything. I asked myself. Is this love? When I meet, why does this heart want to approach. As if I wanted her to look at me as a woman, not as an ABG girl.
