
He's a-comin.
“Man, go home aja yuk, like he's sleeping deh” I said while walking slowly closer to rahman.
Seen from the look on his face, it seems like Rahman was upset and dissatisfied with what I said earlier, but it's natural because I've been very troublesome.
And she felt it would be a waste if I didn't meet Cindy.
“Gak can't do it Fik, we have been malem-malem here, where was on the road to push-push the motor because abis gasoline, continue now you want us to go home aja?” rahman
“But man, I think he's sleeping anyway you'll also be looking for your father”
“Udah is okay itumah selow only, my father is used to kayak gini, most also ask for a massage, can later abis come home from here” replied Rahman quickly.
“Now you go back there Fik, pursue what you want while you can, already in front of your eyes, how many years have you also not met directly with him, he said, I wait for kok” Rahman continued.
I fell silent and thought back, though,
Rahman was right, why did I give up so easily like this I murmured in my heart.
My wish that had been dashed to meet and see the situation now began to grow back, I tried to convince myself again, I, with a deep breath and a big smile after that I again reassured my steps and approached his house again, not yet in front of the door was heard the sound of knocking on the window glass from beside his house and also the sound of Cindy from behind the glass covered with cream curtains that began to unfold.
“Ofik, why are you here malem-malem” Cindy slowly behind the window.
That voice, the voice I had wanted to hear for a long time, the voice that had filled my mind, the voice that made me ambiguous, happy, and sad, the beautiful tone that I was very much going to hear, and this feeling, this feeling, a feeling that reminds me of three years ago, the same feeling when I first expressed my heart in the school library, a sweaty forehead, a red face, and the fingers are unceasingly moving, just like they used to be.
“Wait there for a moment, I'm getting out the bottom of the dick!” continue with annoyance.
Seen from the outside, the shadow that began to rush to see me, also heard footsteps that were still the same when he was late to school, dejavu or nostalgia? I don't know if I don't understand my own feelings.
It was 23:15 pm, before long I waited at the door of his house until he came out with a face that was still bent because of annoyance.
“Why fik malem-malem?” call Cindy with both hands on her stomach.
I was still in my position, standing trembling without a word, while the sweat on my forehead was dripping more and more through my eyes, many times I closed my eyes to hold the pain of the drops.
“Kasianah yah you ih, every inquired aja aja dryetan” connect cindy.
“Nnothing kok Cin, I all passed by aja ji” I said slowly with my head bowed, just like the child who was being scolded by his mother
“No way, time yes malem-malem gini, where did you come from?”
“Emmm.”
“Set diem.” Cut Cindy.
Even with the body that is still not stable to withstand the shame mixed with pleasure I tried to explain everything.
“Iya-iya, I came here on purpose, I said you were sick, what are you sick? why don't you know me?”
“Tuh right, you are recalcitrant, can day Fik, why malem-malem kayak gini!”
“Emang you ever give me permission to come here? Nope! eat it I come here malem-alem and do not tell you first”
“That's always the case, yes I never let you come here, but that's the alesan Fik” explained Cindy
“What's the ales Cin?” answer me quickly.
"I need to know now".
“Not anything Fik, I was just afraid later if there are people who see and think how macem-macem? you are also the one who bothered.”
“Udah lah Cin, I do not want to macem-macem kok here, I just want to see your situation, already doang no more.”
“Yaudah thanks in advance, I do not papa, I am healthy, I am fine, you can see for yourself, just ya gini, just, my weight is down” explained Cindy with eyes that began to glaze over.
Indeed, at that time he looked different, whether because of his pain or what, he looked thinner, the curve of the bones in his cheek was clearly visible.
“But if you are once again like this, I will really angry” he continued to surprise me who is still fixated on seeing every change in his physique.
“Why fik? I'm ugly well?”
“Emm, iyah.. what?.. No, want you to be anything, in my eyes you are still the most beautiful”.
A small smile was etched between the scratches of his cheekbones, filled . I did not return the smile, it felt like someone was going to fall from the end of my eyes
“Emm, the basic yes from the first rombal keep” he said with a smile that is now getting wider
“Kok you sad si? You're not happy to see me?”
“What is Cin, your habits are also from the past, like to know huu”
I quickly turned my face away and immediately wiped away the tears that had completely fallen, I did not want him to see that, I had to look strong in front of him.
“Emm ..Yeah Cin, I go home first yes, oiya this earlier, on the road I bought novel”
“Wahhh, really know si”
I smiled, but for a moment.
“It is, I am your Friend, should know what his best friend likes” this heartthrob when I mention the word friend.
“hehe, yes, yaudah be careful yes.”
“Emm yes”
Some time I was still standing there, still dumbstruck, still sad, and still happy, and there was still a word I expected to come out of his mouth.
“Kok still standing? Cepetan later hunt malem”
“Emm no one wants to talk about it? Hehe”
“What else ofiiik?”
“Yaudah-yaw, I say yes Assalamu’alaikum”.
He answered the greetings and turned back into the house.
“Do friends have no right to get that sentence?” I murmured in my heart
“later if already until home news I ya” I just want this word Cin.
Maybe for you this is not important, but not with me, It has been 4 years that I miss sweet words from him.
Cindy would guess wrong, she said she was afraid that if I knew her house, maybe she thought, later I could be as she pleased there, but in fact no, I was still a little reluctant to it, I was still a little reluctant to, I appreciate him, I don't want any whispers of the neighbors that could hurt his feelings. Hopefully one day it changes.