ROMANCE (Based On True Story)
Chapter 11
That day we had a transfer student from Garut, his name was Rijal, he sat down beside me, I greeted him occasionally, to melt the atmosphere, he was also kind like him, but because he did not know me too well, sometimes he looks awkward, when the bell breaks me and Rijal come out last, because I am still late with my feelings, disappointed, angry, embarrassed, all become one moment, before long, I heard an object falling beside me, when I saw it, it turned out that a pack of cigarettes was lying on the floor, apparently the bag that Rijal was wearing a hole at that time, as a result of the cigarette he brought fell.
With a shocked and confused face Rijal began to brick about the roko to me, and he also asked that I not tell the others,
"mmm yes how can this, ehh bro do not be told to the other yes,” At that time let alone to interfere in other people's affairs, I think my feelings are not because of.
"Yes"
As soon as I answered him, oiya I was also a former active smoker while still at home, I started smoking when I first entered my old school, and now because of the rules here I have never tried it again.
“ Oiya bro, don't you smoke? Ask Rijal
“hmmm what bro, sorry not focus” I replied.
“ Eat bro do not dream mulu, gua tanya lu ngeroko gak?” he said with slightly raised eyebrows.
Because maybe at that time I was in a mess, and a little miss with the taste of white smoke, I agreed with Rijal's question earlier, and I missed it a little, we had a little chat after that and decided not to go to the second lesson and went to the stall at the end of the road, I took him there, I heard there also sometimes like a lot of other school children, too, we went there without carrying a bag, because others could have been suspicious if we had brought it.
Fear and anxiety must be on my mind, I'm not in the second lesson, and also I'm with student Rijal who just entered this morning, but trust me, friend, at that time I was completely screwed up, all my anxiety was outweighed by my revived nature after a long time of falling asleep.
“This is the warehouse?” Ask Rijal
“ Yes, yes, yeaudah pesen aja, whose guard is in dalem,” I replied to him
“ Buk, coffee two” Shouted Rijal, then sit next to me.
“ What's the problem you bro,? The clay cave from earlier in class since the cave entered you seem very moody” Connect
So visible is the problem on my face, even a rejal who just knew me can say like that. “ No bro, it's ordinary, the name is also alive” I said slowly “Ouh that, yaudah bro no papa if you don't want to tell a story, but now don't think we can just copy first, actually from just now the cave wants ngajakin people to make coffee with, but the cave does not know who likes kayak gini who does not, ehh cave even just as you do not think cave, but the cave does not know who likes kayak gini who does not, ehh cave even just as you do not think, because your face is a good student face, there is no way hehe looks"
“ Hahah can aja lu, actually the cave is also moving here, the cave entered class 3 MTS, the cave outside in the cave school that used to be, yes because it is , the cave is , you must have understood” I explained to him
“ Hah?” the answer is, muffled,
“ Caves did not expect, really dah, emang you original where?” resounding
“Iya bro no papa, if born in Banten, just big here, in Bogor, deket from here anyway, later we maen to the cave house yes,” concluded me again
“Wah can be, kayak it exciting also”
We were there spending two cups of coffee that he had ordered, just calm down, the waste did not run out, maybe about 2 hours, the clock pointed firmly towards the number 12, he said, soon the school will be home, and some will pass through this place, so I invite Rijal to go to the dormitory through the garden behind the school, this is my secret path, only Aziz and I know this way, we usually go here if we want to go to Indomaret at the end of the road there.
“ life is actually just a journey, a journey how we can follow the heart that becomes a groove and pointer, and in life there will be sweet and bitter in it, he said, yes sometimes it is sweet just like when I buy gulali at the night market & bitter like I accidentally drank coffee grounds”
Sure enough we arrived at the Dormitory before long, all our classmates were waiting, including Aziz
“Pik you where you were, severe uh, you in tanyain” Said Aziz huffing.
Not wrong again, must have asked Ms. Amy if not Mr. Uti, or his other teacher.
“Abis cave from warung ujung, ngopi, bosen ahh in mulu class, who does emang”
“Cindy pik, she said you where, it was there now ko ngilang , where it maksa again”
“Massa sampe nanya continue to make everything again, no way Ziz, you do not boong” ask me again because I do not believe.
Then Aziz answered quickly “Ya senik lampuun, gak boong cave oath, kanya he was worried about you, because from his face he sawi” continued Aziz with sweat continues to splatter
“ Lu seriously right Ziz no longer lies? It's strange if he's worried about gua” I said with more curiosity
“Ya ampuun pik mas cave already swear gini you don't believe sih” Said “Lu can't believe what you are seneng in worryin same dia” Connect Aziz back.
While scratching my back head I answered with a slight laugh
“Yes his tree Two-two deh” I said as I passed leaving him
“eehh woi is going where you are,” shouted Aziz while following me.
Tonight I imagined all of it, imagined the first time I saw him, knew him, defended him, chatted, approached him, even to the point when he rejected me at that time, what's wrong with her if she rejects me then, when I myself, before loving her, never conditioned her to come back to love me, I was closed and I heard one word that is still in memory, “You deserve to love me, but I also deserve to love him as he”, and indeed he is not wrong, he said, what can I do with this situation, it's about feeling and I can't force it, and at that moment I realized that even with me away from it nothing will change, I realize now that if I really love him, it's my job to make him happy, even if he's not with me.
In front of the school in the morning, I passed Cindy, we just stopped each other without anyone glancing, I really wanted to greet her back then, and she also probably had the same wish, but that's us, that's me, that's MY JANUARY.
In the classroom we just exchanged glances without a word coming out, annoying indeed.
“Samperin, say everything you want to say, don't just look at it, how you are a bloke” Aziz told me with his eyes fixed on Cindy
“Shame cave, fear Ziiz,” answer me
“ Lu how si, Sama Pak Uti you volunteer, pas yesterday you dare not enter, same time beautiful girl you fear” taunted Aziz slowly on me
“Iya, yaudah deh cave is not afraid, gua malu” replied I was wrong
“Shame si, lu minjem money mulu same cave just plain you,” continued Aziz who increasingly mocked me
“Damn lu emang bener, you see this samperin” cave I replied firmly on his,
I didn't really talk to Aziz at the time, but because it was already done and Aziz would make fun of me later, if I had just ventured, slowly I came closer to him, then, he did not realize it because he was busy writing something in his beloved Diary
“Ehem,” I tried to attract his attention,
“Ehh pik, yes why” replied while turning the body facing me
“I disturb ya Cin, not so deh” said me while turning to go back again.
“You go where pik” replies a little scream.
I stopped my steps and turned back to him
“You know why the pik, why you keep away from me, you know not pik, I miss kidding you, you say you will not like this, you know, continue why now even does not fit” connect her with a trembling voice
I was confused what to say to her, my mouth locked my eyes could not blink, my hands and feet immediately stiff, as I could answer her.
“ Sorry I was here, I was not sure of my promise at that time, but I also could not boong cin, I was disappointed, I was embarrassed, I was angry, but now I realize Cin, I know, that loving you don't have to have, I'm sorry, I promise I won't believe you again, you want to forgive me? Obviously I'm with a brick, obviously,
“Iya pik, I understand, I also apologize once again look at the other day, sorry I did not mind you first, I'm ashamed if you have to say hello first, I'm a girl, I'm a girl, yes I'm sorry kok” said with the end of my apology.
The stiff hands and feet were now beginning to move, my eyes were flashing again, and I had found the key to open the lock on my lips, even my mouth was smiling.
“Hehehe, thanks well Cin, “
“Daddy together, oiya I want to be angry with you” he said while putting both hands on his waist
“Kok that, want to be angry especially, was already in sorryin, not consistent ih” tease me
“do not grin you, I want to ask, why yesterday you did not have the second lesson? Same new student again, where are you?”
“eee, aaakuu eee”
“Do not aa ee aa ee kayak that, answer!” he said cut my conversation
“I yesterday went to warung ujung Cin, Rijal kok who ngajak initially, actually” answered me
“the end warung that's there isn't?” while removing his hands from his waist and pointing towards the stall, “wapain you there, ?” connect her again
“Yes I diem aja Cin, I want, want, oiya want refreshing just kok, bener” obviously I lied
“ really but it's nothing in, not strange right?” tanyu is suspicious
“Iya really, I'm just refreshing, want to walk a little”
“yah already yes, but be careful if you like that again, I do not like it, otherwise if you have any problems with any story the same as me, do not need to go to the end shop again, if you have any problems, where skipped again from class, really yes you” her Pinta again on me
“Sorry I Cin, I am not honest with you, sorry also I have not been able to tell about myself before, I am afraid if you know, you will stay away from me” I said in my heart
