ROMANCE (Based On True Story)

Chapter 10

We've been getting closer since then, he's been more open about a few things, especially, the whole story about his family, and even I, who come from a simple family, he said, every time Cindy returned to school always gave me a paper with the words “You are the greatest boy” which in Indonesian means “ You are the greatest guy” Who will forget about it, Small but meaningful, because this is also a new thing for me, after being close to him, I feel appreciated, loved, I feel I am someone who is also worth fighting for. It's true! Cindy wasn't the first woman I liked, but with her I felt something magical for the first time, I felt alive for the first time, I felt good for the first time.

The next – days , My doubts gradually disappeared, I became more and more convinced of my race, and I had to tell the truth, that I love him, I have thought carefully, she said, and no matter the answer, the most important thing in my mind at that time I tried, At least I can eliminate this curiosity.

In the library room, that morning, I would tell him everything, whatever I should have said, happened to be there with a lot of people, he said, so I asked Nova for help to take Cindy out to see me, but Nova said, Cindy won't. Foundational

“Si opik right need, why should I nyamperin” So he said,

“ Yaudah nov I'm there soon, waitin, tell him not to go anywhere,” said I again ask help to Nova, “yah ok" reply nova.

I started to mentally prepare, and the words that I would later say, I don't want to look nervous in front of him, "cin want you to be my girlfriend” Ahh seems too To The Point "I love you, you love me too, do you love me?" If that's how I feel too sure if he likes me too, I keep fighting with myself, until in the end I resigned, whatever it will be like, just let it flow, I thought, I just follow my heart.

I began to dare to go to him, no matter the people there, they were busy reading books anyway, would not focus also on my conversation.

“Cin, I want to say something”.

He's getting closer

“ Want to say what pic, usually also not gini.” Just one sentence I spoke to her, my chest sweat had started to pour, when the weather was not hot. “Kok dryan si, usual pik” times casually he spoke like that, maybe he did not feel the same, did he not have any suspicion that I would express feelings to him? I don't know.

Although I slowly started to say everything to him, “Gini cin, I want to apologize, because the first time I knew you, I was perfect for gasuka with you, especially when we bought a spoon together, especially when we bought a spoon together, inget right?” He just nodded, “But after I got to know and deket you, I can no longer lie about my persuasion, honestly I wanted to say this in the previous days, I said this, but at that time I was not ready to come, I can only be honest now,” I continued to him” Ouh so you just want to say that? Say you don't like me?” Reply to me

“Not cin, not what I mean, instead I want to say, if I love you, I want us more than temen, understand right?”

“I mean pic?"

“ He cin, I want you to be my girlfriend, you also like me?” He began to gulp deeply at my words earlier, while the atmosphere there remained boisterous with the children reading, in the middle of the crowd he answered my question earlier,

“Hmm, before I thank you, because you already want to be honest about your feelings it's the same I, honestly pik, I also started to like you, I'm comfortable with you”

Hearing that I started to calm down a little and could smile, then he continued his words

“but I can't accept you yet, because at home, I still have a boyfriend, I want to keep my relationship with him first, yes even though we are far away, but I'm sure, if he is the same as me,”.

I could only keep quiet and occasionally wipe away the sweat that kept flowing, though,

“ Hmm so it's so yes cin, so you can't ya?” I asked her again, with a hand that hinted at apologizing she smiled and replied,

“ Yes pik, sorry yes, we can still cement kok, do not until this you start to go as far as me, I do not want to do so, we have to study adults, you understand, right, I mean?” I just bowed and endured the embarrassment,

"It's Cin, I know how, I'm sorry, I don't know if you have a boyfriend, I should ask you first, I should take care of attitude, I should take care of attitude, maybe I was too muddy to say the cake gini same you, but at least now I'm relieved I can say everything is the same you, yes even though the answer is not in accordance with my expectations, not kok cin, kok, I won't stay away from you" I continued to her,

“Neither pic, you do not wrong like me, that's your right, but I also deserve to like him pic? I understand your perception, it's very true that you are honest directly like this, we can be able to know each other, right? I promise you'll be my best friend from now on" she came back as if to calm me down, she knew I would be disappointed, but she tried to explain calmly to me.

And as it turned out, all my friends who were there were not only busy reading, apparently their ears heard all our talk, with red faces they tried to hold back the laughter, and I was also human, he said, who wouldn't be ashamed if I was in my position back then, I could only continue to bow down, and slowly leave them with a slight push towards Nova who was then standing at the exit, “ Eehh why pik, kok so si, have you spoken, say what?” I continued to walk quickly and did not answer Nova's question, “ Laah ko strange si, usually not so tuh orang” Continued nova astonished with my attitude.

The next few days I was a little bit away from Cindy, maybe about a few days I didn't say hello, not just because I was disappointed, but I should also know, she's a guy's boyfriend, and to be honest, she said, I'm also embarrassed to say hello first.

The jolly me was too stupid to hide the sadness, Aziz knew why I was like that, because before I told Cindy all I had, I told Aziz, but I don't want to tell him that if I'm rejected, shame on me, but he seems to know too.

“ Udah pik, do not be too in thoughtin” By patting my shoulder aziz start the conversation.

Hearing the words – said aziz earlier, instead of my spirit even more sad, from a distance Jabar saw we were chatting and he approached and joined, then joined,

“Why pik, how sad kayak is that, already from yesterday I saw you like a lot of problems,” Because I did not answer him, he asked Aziz, and Aziz told him everything, “ouh that" said Zabar again

"you who are excited about me when I was rejected as Lasmini, You said if Thomas Alva Edison only needed a thousand experiments, I only heard your advice at that time began to understand, and as a result, I'm used to it now, there's no sadness anymore.

Because Aziz did not know if Jabar had been rejected also by lasmini, he laughed loudly hearing that, while babbling, he said,

"Yes aampuun bar, you're also rejected, right,? Very sad you guys, eat it rich cave, not love, happy continue,” with annoyed tone Jabar replied Aziz.

"Hah haven't been lu ziz, the important thing is that the cave is normal like girls, not rich you chat with mulu guys, hahaha" Reply zabar.

“What you said." They quarreled with a little joke, and finally a rich chase child Kindergarten, instead of calm even added to my stress in class.