ROMANCE (Based On True Story)

Chapter 16

However, just as the right arrow hit the target, the answer again made me speechless.

“Sorry pik, I can't, I want to focus on studying here, I don't want to think about anything else first, that's also the reason why I broke up with my boyfriend at home, I'm sorry I didn't tell you, you're good, I love you too, but for now I can't, again I want to focus on my lessons here, sorry” Out loud Andre read back the reply to the letter, I was very disappointed to accidentally tear the paper, I did not understand his attitude, like there was one thing that still stuck in his heart, he said, but I'm sure that he loves me too, and now, after hearing that there's no reason for me to stay here, my decision is complete, after this first semester is done, I'll get out of here. I'm not saying that Cindy's the only reason I have to go, but I'm not being selfish about not having to talk to my parents.

That day came, the day I had to leave this place, the day I started an endless sadness, that time I deliberately told no one else, let alone Cindy, not to mention, I don't think I'd be strong if I had to say goodbye to him

I just told Aziz.

Before the first lesson hour began, I quietly walked into the teacher room and told the truth in front of the principal and the others, they could do nothing.

“Sorry Father, you can not help you, you are careful there, the better the future and success continues yes nak” said while hugging and crying over my departure.

Then I say goodbye to everyone in the room at the time and leave immediately.

But when my best friend Rio's motorbike picked up was about to leave, a voice called out to me from behind.

“Opiik wait,” Jerit Cindy who was running with my best friend Rossy.

I don't know why he found out and chased me.

“Where are you going?, you really don't want to go from here? You really want to leave me pik,?” Ask her while crying tears,

I couldn't bear to see it like this, I was weak, but what could I do, while wiping those tears I tried to calm her down

“Ia Cin, but I just go from here anyway, I will often come to see you,” I replied showing a smile,

he did not answer, instead his crying became more and more, we became the spectacle material of upperclassmen who were just about to enter school.

“This I have a necklace, you take care of it, remember the memories of I” while opening his left hand that he had used to close his eyes that were crying, he said,

“kalo you go I'm the same who pik, who the same attention I again, who take care of me again, who love sweaters if I'm cold, who take care of me, who else wants to hear my story if you don't have” he said in a sobbing voice.

“Cin look at me, I'm not leaving your life, I'm just leaving this place, now if you want to tell me, Rossy is there, it's ros” I said while looking at Rossy

“Emhh iyah pik” replied rossy while bowed

“You take good care of yourself, I go first yes, ros please take care of Cindy yes, Assalamu’alaikum”

With a heavy heart I left him without looking back, I wish he could be happy without me.

“ I'm sorry for having loved you so much, and I'm sorry that I have to leave you now, this is not what I want, if you only know, if you miss later, miss him it's okay, here let me miss you with tears flowing”

At home to be honest I kept thinking about him, but I also had to think that he was there to be happy, I could not be ego by just thinking about my feelings, I just think about my feelings, I once thought of making a play so that he was disappointed in me and could soon forget all about me, the task of yearning for me to go through, while the task is only to be happy, but the task is only to be happy, but the plan was delayed because soon he's birthday, I don't want him even sad on his birthday.

“If you are hurt by a long nail, then cut the nail instead of his finger, as well as in a relationship, if hurt in the relationship, then cut his ego so that you will still understand each other”

maybe about a week at home, I went back to school to leave the doll as a gift on her birthday,

“Pik, kangen cave same lu , how are you there?” asked Aziz while giving a hug as a friend

“Sama Ziz, I also miss you, same temen-temen all” replied me

“Lu tau not pik, since you go Cindy tuh moody continue, you do not like him pik, you do not want to come back here” continued Aziz

“Just now the cave is here because dear to him, the cave wants to drop a doll”, I said again while giving the doll I was holding.

“Emhh so well, yaudah cave love well, cave enter first, next time if you want to come here during school holidays, so the cave can chat with lu” replied Aziz again.

After that I then went from there and continued my routine at home, while at home I went with Rio selling fish, we went from place to place, enough to help the family economy at home, I also had time to make a song that I gave the same title as this novel, later on I will sing, I will sing,

That morning in the room, I was able to smile again because I saw a single Facebook notification message from someone I didn't know

“Assalamu’alaikum pik, this is Cindy thanks well the doll I like, how are you there, right?” A message from Cindy that made me sit down when I read it at that time,

“Alhamdulillah if you like Cin, sorry well I can just love it, I'm good, how are you there?” I replied with a smile that she could not have seen back then,

“Gak papa pik, like kok, the most important Do’a aja yah” he said again quickly reply to the conversation Via mobile phone, I also did not know he was smiling or not at that time

“Oiya cin , how can you hold hp, you bring hp well in dorm” ask me again

“Engga pik, I'm back home, there's an event at home” he said

Then we also spoke very long, understandably we are releasing a longing, a longing that sometimes transformed into something that scares, right,for a few days before he returned to the dorm we very often exchanged short messages, morning, afternoon, and night before he went to bed, and during that time he never forgot the one message that he used to give me every day through a small paper containing “You Are My Greats Boy” message that I really miss since I'm far from her, even though I miss her a lot and don't want to be separated again with her, but the circumstances at that time can't be set, we can't manage, he also had to go back to the dormitory because the show at his house was over, before I was about to greet him through a message, I first got it, he said goodbye and had to come back again, again,yasudah I can only surrender with it, and finally we were separated by the distance, by the circumstances, the days again felt so lonely since then, and finally, we were separated by the distance, I who can get up now have to fall back in the same place, and miss who used to go now back home, back home,

We are busy with our own work again, I have to ease the burden of family as a child, and he who has to go back to education for his future,

But sometimes if I miss it, I will go there just to see it from afar, this I just told you now, all no one knows, except me, my angel, and my God, oiya and the motorbike who were witnesses did not speak, though I had to be content with seeing that smile from afar, no matter what I thought, I did,

One day I managed to sell a lot of fish that I used to sell, and the result was enough to set aside half, I was going to give him Chocolates and flowers, I wanted him to feel the results of my sweat, too, as an exercise if later we are with hehehe,, he,,

I was so excited that day, with flowers and chocolates in the sling bag that I was carrying, I started to drive the bike, looking forward to giving this all to him, but after I got there late, they were already in class, if I waited until the break bell would probably be too long, good thing when I was about to leave I met Widi, my classmate and classmate first, I just leave it to him

“Ehh Wid, again busy no, again where to go?” my greeting

“Ehh pik, where are you, do not want to take a pencil only in Dormitory, why?” he answered while approaching me

“Engga wid I just want this nitip, make Cindy, you can love not to dia” My love again

“Ouh so here I love you later rest” he replied

I was happy with the answer, but just as I was about to leave, Widi krmbali continued his conversation again,

“But my suggestion pic you are stopping to care about him,”

“Well, why?” I was surprised by the word Widi just now,

“Soalnya Cindy again deket same demeng,kk class kita” he said again in a slow tone and keep an eye on the situation around, he said,

“Emhh so well, yaudah gpp wid please just love ya, thanks infonya” I said with a smile,

I was so concerned about his words, I didn't hear anyone else talk about him, because I'm sure Cindy can't be easily deketin hehe, hehe,

“Hehe yes pik relaxed, I just want to tell you aja,” connect again, I just want to say,

I just nodded then turned my bike around and drove it faster,

Arriving at home, I began to think about starting to run the charade that was at the beginning I said, I want him to be able to quickly forget me and start his happiness sheet, again,

before three days into the month of Ramadan I finally steady to start it, first I try to post a photo of the girl I do not know, I apologize for that, I said, then I shared it on all the social networks I knew, and hoped Cindy would see it and then get upset and angry at me, hopefully it works, crazy idea but here I am, after that I will just wait for his reaction, maybe there will be a message from his friend who does not live in the Dormitory, but the news does not arrive, either,and finally I decided to go to the hostel alone, all of you participate in the market studies there, Not the market for majit well friends, the market studies, the market studies, my dormitory is open every Ramadan, so everyone who comes and wants to teach is welcome with the door open,

I first arrived there during the evening study, the color of this study began in the morning, afternoon and evening, I usually only attended the day and night lectures, only, because in the morning I have to go back to selling, and I don't stay here either, I usually go home at one night, and leave at one in the afternoon.