ROMANCE (Based On True Story)
Chapter 17
That day when the afternoon of the third day of study was about to begin, I sat next to the mang mendi and his classmates, actually there was nothing strange about the attitude of the mang mendi to me, but because the friend next to him just kept mocking the two of us I began to understand what happened.
“Cie mendi sideline maruk nih” tease mang Irgi with medium tone
“Adeeh, get along nih” said mang Ari who started talking, he said,
mang Mendi didn't hear much of their chatter, but since I was sitting next to him and I wasn't a child anymore, I understood what they were talking about.
After the day's recitation was over, I immediately went to Aziz and the others, I wanted to ask about what I had heard earlier, when I approached by chance he was with another friend, who was with me, I could be more free to ask.
“Ziz, I want nanya nih,” I said while joining them.
“What's pik” answer.
“Ziz, really well if mang Mendi same Cindy again deket?” My welcome.
Aziz was silent at the time, but Zabar answered from behind,
“Yeah it's pik, they're a fit of the end of the semester exam, you weren't here at that time, well you know for yourself how to” said Zabar while drinking coffee is still hot,
“Ouh is it a bar, so they're my?” ask me again
“Daddy pik, my suggestion you mending lupain aja Cindy, rather than gini right,” continued Zabar
“Emh Iyah later I try”
“Ouh iyah pik, but said Cindy thanks flowers just as brown” exclaimed Ncep cut our talk.
“Hehe, iyah sayin' together"
After that I said goodbye to them to go home, because the night was very late, that day I had to go home a little late, maybe about one o'clock more, on a very quiet trip, he said, I kept thinking about Cindy and Mang Mendi, lying that I was going to miss Cindy, but on the other hand I started to realize if my plan was working, the night wind accompanied my turmoil at that time, I should be happy with my success if this is true, but it's weird that I'm not sincere even if I force to smile, am I not really about my plans that day? even though I thought about it very well, the question continued to rage in my imagination.
Until I received a message from Cindy's best friend, at first she did not talk about it to me, but because I kept asking, she finally opened her voice and told me the truth, she said Cindy had actually seen the photo I posted on social media the other day, and she said she was very disappointed about it, but, was I wrong with everything I did? I can still clearly remember how he said when he rejected me on the third chance at that time, “I want to focus on learning” so right he said? And I did all of this so that he could really focus on his lessons, but it seems like I got a bitter bonus from the plan.
Since then we have exchanged messages back, with me who asked the news, because at that time I saw whats the app was online, but it was getting clearer, my friend, he who used to be racing back and forth with me has never met again, he has really changed, and a small message at the end of the conversation is now gone, I began to realize my position, and I realized it was also my fault so I should have understood, time after time we began to lose communication, I did not want to be a destroyer between their relationships. Rossy asked me a question because Cindy told me about it, and then I said if I didn't want to disturb their relationship, I hope Cindy would be happier.
Days passed so quickly, I always tried to forget cindy but never succeeded, the more I tried it the more I remembered her, actually I had several times in a relationship with others, the more I tried it, but all always run aground in the middle of the road because I always feel guilty, I don't know what really happened, the more I regret my crazy actions at that time, Oh my god.
“Slowly I began to realize the highest essence in love, that is not to have, but really let go”
It didn't feel like it was class day, I really wanted to go there, just meet up to let go and congratulate him, but I couldn't seem to, I promised I wouldn't bother them, but just talking on a cell phone is okay, buddy? Did I break my promise, I don't know, maybe because I missed so much, I called him again with a different number, I just wanted to hear his voice,
I type one by one numbers that I never had time to see at all, with a heart that actually hesitated, at that time I tried.
“Assalamu’alaikum” sapaku via mobile
“Waalaikumsalam, who is it?" He answered in surprise at that time, because he did not know my number yet,
“Emhh, I'm your friend, how are you? Congratulations on going to a more difficult class later” connect me with a little change my speaking voice
“I'm good, oiya thank you, but this is who, which one is my friend?” Ask again, getting curious.
Before long we talked Cindy began to realize my voice and, laughing amusedly, she guessed that it was me,
I just laughed when I heard that, and before long everything changed, when Cindy called someone.
“Mang Mendi here, this opik wants to say” Her screams that I heard clearly on my phone at that time immediately the laughter on my cheek disappeared.
“Hallo pik, Giamana news his” greet mang Mendi
“It's good mang Alhamdulillah mang, sorry I just want to congratulate Cindy there is nothing else kok mang, yaudah I matiin again ya mang, mang, Assalamualaikum” answered quickly because I can no longer withstand the growing pain.
“Oiya Pik iyah no papa, you guys have been long since then also do not papa, oiya pik sok aja, Waalaikumsalam,” replied mang Mendi
that's what Mendi is, he's a good guy and very mature, which is why I'm sure that Cindy can be happy with him, I really don't contact him anymore after that, I've been in contact with his friends a lot, just pick him up and immediately tell me if one day he's in trouble, I just stay away because I want him to be happy, and if he has a problem later, it's a different business I think,and some of them agreed to that.
My routine is now looking from a distance, while berto’a for her happiness, it is true
“If there are women and men are friendly, then the most severe test is the feeling” I feel it very much.
