Return of Romantic Artists

My love is complicated

I pinched my nose slowly, my head was painful and also dizzy. Not used to traveling long distances by public transport car makes me feel that way, lucky I do not nausea. Though the distance I took is not too far only about 3 hours of road trip.

Today I decided to take a vacation to Mataraman, where my adoptive family lives. A few months ago I promised to take a vacation there before the new semester began.

“Mba.. Mba Sekar's.” I heard the faint sound of someone calling me as I got off the shuttles. My dizzy head makes it a little difficult to concentrate.

“Assalamallaikum mba.”. I was shocked when the girl immediately shook my hand.

“Wa’alaikumussalam, Ya Allah Sari. Mba guess who. Sorry yes mbah less clear earlier heard, because the head Mba a little dizzy” said when I started to recognize the girl.

“Hhehe no papa mba, let's go home already awaited because”

I took a ride in the vehicle that Sari brought, I asked her to piggyback because I was quite tired. When I got home, I was greeted by my father and foster mother. While resting we talked for a while, I said that I would be on vacation here for a week.my parents welcomed him with pleasure.

I really spent my time on vacation in Mataram, it does not feel like I have been here for 4 days. Various activities that I can not do in my city can be done here, such as playing to the fields, taking part in plowing the fields or fishing. We usually do the activity in the morning or during the day, afternoon we will take a walk to a small hilltop in the village of Takuti Dalam. As we were doing this afternoon, we had a better view than usual.

I took the HP that was in my cloak pocket after that I just handed it to Sari, along with that a message notification appeared on my screen but I let it. We take a lot of photos with various styles, sometimes my own photos and there are also two with Sari. Everything seemed happy at that time, because the afternoon was getting late, Sari and I decided to go home.

That night when I wanted to rest I just realized that the message notification was from a young man named Reydan. Reydan is Sari's senior brother in High School as well as my secret social media friend or can also be called my ex-lover, our relationship may have been quite long, but I ended the relationship a few weeks earlier for a reason.

The events of a few weeks ago are still clear in my memory, how that afternoon cheerfully sari contacted me while telling a long story about the fun events she experienced at school earlier, he said, when a man he likes at his school is elected chairman of OSIS and Sari as his deputy. Tells how happy he is when the notoriously cold and indifferent level brother starts to look a lot to talk to him. I just smiled when Sari told me that at length, I understood the situation of my sister who I still consider a unstable teenager.

The phone conversation ended very long until it made me wonder who and how the figure of the man who admired my sister, before turning off the phone Sari had promised me to send a picture of the figure of the man later. I waited because I was quite curious, until I finally found out that the figure my sister meant was Reydan. How surprised I was, everything became jumbled in my head. Why Reydan?! What if Sari later found out that, the man she likes is my media secret social friend, the man I might also love, and also love me. What if my sister found out later, I couldn't imagine how upset and devastated she would be when she found out that the man she liked was my cake. For various reasons and thoughts I severed my relationship with Reydan unilaterally, this is for the sake of my sister.

I looked back at my phone, a notification from Rery and there is another “Yes Allah why this man does not want to give up”. I've warned the man so many times not to call me again. I looked at Sari who was busy studying in her room, I doubt whether Sari saw the message or not.

Lately Reyand has been calling me a lot, sometimes he would send me short messages all day, sometimes even calling but I never cared. But this is for Sari's sake, I know that my adoptive sister loves her older sister very much. Sari didn't even know that I had a serious relationship with Reydan. Did I mean to ignore it, Rey and when it's a good guy, how much he's done to me lately I know it's not his habit to call me.

I got out of my seat and walked out I decided to call her that night, I wanted everything done.