Return of Romantic Artists

Hidden Feel's

As usual in the middle of the class noise is quite crowded and occasionally interspersed with laughter, there is someone who is staring blankly out the window. The look he always gave to all the objects he saw. I don't know what the boy was thinking, nobody knows.

Many times friends and teachers have caught him and asked him what is going on, but the question is only answered with a headband. Eventually they all got used to the behavior of the boy.

Actually there is nothing strange about the cute boy, but because his attitude is very cold and poor expression makes people can pay more attention to him. Ergi, that's the name of the boy, a child who has a cute face with an outsider's face. How not, his mother is a famous model in this country and his father is a businessman from England. And Ergi is their only child, so Ergi has a level that is said to be quite perfect even at this age.

Who never gets tired of being friends with someone so cold? Who is the one who never gets tired of chasing someone, but the one who is being chased simply doesn't care?

That question seems to be answered with only one name “Dinda”.

Dinda is one of the schoolgirls in the same kindergarten as Ergi. Dinda is a person who never gets tired of approaching Ergi. Dinda is a person of one hundred and eighty degrees who is very different from Ergi. Since Dinda was a cheerful and friendly child, her sweet smile never slipped from her cubby face. Besides being friendly, Dinda is also someone who cares deeply about the people around her.

I don't know what makes a Dinda never stop to approach Ergi, which is clear from all the students in the kindergarten, only the most patient and always trying to make Ergi as one of his friends. Until one day Ergi agreed to Dinda's request even though he himself did not know what friendship was.

“Ergi you never bosen ya own continue?” Ask Dinda carefully. “Bored? What is bored?” answer Ergi with a flat expression. Dinda was flabbergasted by the more obvious answer to the question from Ergi. How can anyone not know bored. “Kok you shut up anyway?” Ergi asked again with a flat expression on her face. “Eh... i.i..i... that is.. have” replied Dinda stammeringly because she did not know what answer she should give.

“Ergi?” call Dinda. “You want to not be my friend?”, finally Ergi also replied “Iya!”. Actually Dinda often asked Ergi, but Ergi never answered questions from Dinda. Because whenever Dinda asks like that Ergi always wonders in heart, ‘what is a friend?’ and for some reason when now Dinda asked that again, Ergi immediately agreed. With a confused and still incredulous expression, Dinda could only blink her eyes and still not believe the word she had heard. “Dinda?” call Ergi who instantly disperse Dinda's daydream. “Eh..?” dinda replied with a shocked expression which then turned into a happy expression complete with a sweet smile etched on Dinda's face.

Arriving at home, Dinda was still thinking about the incident when she asked Ergi something. Dinda still does not believe Ergi's answer, because Dinda thinks that Ergi does not like him so Ergi just always keeps quiet when Dinda asks that question. But today it proves that Dinda's mind was wrong. And from then on if Dinda thought of Ergi, without her noticing a smile was instantly etched on her face. And maybe Dinda was also unaware, that since then Dinda has fallen in love with Ergi

9 Years later while they were in High School, Ergi met a woman named Fanya. Fanya used to be a cheerful person, but since her mother died Fanya became a quiet and closed person. Fanya has only one friend, Dinda, because Dinda is Ergi's friend, and Ergi is Fanya's friend. So that Dinda often to Ergi's stool, and finally Dinda knows Fanya. Dinda who incidentally a friendly, can finally adjust to Fanya and their relationship becomes more familiar. Especially after Dinda knew the thing that made Fanya very hit to make a Fanya very shy and silent. Before Fanya gets to know Dinda who has become Ergi's best friend.

Without Fanya noticing, Ergi always looked at Fanya wherever Ergi could find Fanya. Ergi was also unaware of this habit, but lately if Ergi looked at Fanya suddenly Ergi's heart would beat faster than usual. From that moment Ergi realized that he often stared at Fanya, and he always asked what was going on with him.

One day Ergi once asked this feeling to Dinda. Ergi asks Dinda why her heart beats faster if she sees Fanya. When Ergi's heart beats fast, Ergi also feels that his sweat is sliding and it feels a little strange. Dinda who heard the plain question from Ergi instantly made Dinda's heart break. Dinda could not feel anything but pain, her desire to cry was also very desperate. Without Dinda noticing, tears had fallen from her eyes. Ergi who saw Dinda's tears fall asked in heart ‘why did Dinda's tears fall?’. Without being told Ergi wiped the tears of Dinda who managed to make the tears fall more rapidly. When Ergi sees Dinda's tears getting heavier, Ergi gets more confused until he unknowingly pulls Dinda's tiny body into his arms. As Ergi hugged Dinda, Dinda was shocked and cried even louder. However, Dinda felt a warmth from Ergi's body that made her feel at ease.

Eventually Dinda decides to give up chasing Ergi, because Dinda knows that Ergi's heart has made her choice. With a heavy heart Dinda wrote a letter to Ergi to convey her current feelings, as she was unable to say everything through her mouth. And somehow Dinda also made a letter to Fanya that contains so that Fanya always look after and love Ergi. To make Ergi happy, because Dinda wants to see Ergi smile even though the smile is not for him.

After Dinda finished writing the letter, she was determined to give it to her tomorrow at school. But with a heart still shrouded by feelings of heartache and sadness, Dinda did not have the courage to give the letter. It turned out to be very hard for Dinda to give the letter to Ergi. During school he just stared blankly at the window and remembered all the things and times he had been through with Ergi. And then he recalled the memories that made Dinda always think of Ergi and finally caused feelings of love, affection, and also love for his best friend. Dinda recalled the incident last night when Ergi asked something, which was a nightmare for Dinda.

With feelings still very upset, Dinda walked lethargic to return to her home. Ergi who had called his name was not ignored. Until finally Dinda realized that Ergi called him because Dinda was not aware of a car that was speeding towards him. But it was too late for Dinda to realize and avoid it, until finally the tiny body fell because his body was pounded with a fast-moving car. Blood flowed from his body, all he felt was extreme pain. But the pain could not match the pain that was still felt by his heart.

When Dinda had no more energy and with a dying condition, Dinda's kisses heard the voice of the person she missed so much. With all her might Dinda moved her hand to take the letter from her skirt pocket and Dinda succeeded. But the date can only move until Dinda holds both letters. He no longer had the energy to give it to the person next to him. The last effort Dinda did was to open her already very heavy eyes. She slowly opened her eyes and finally managed to see the person she loved one one last time. Then he felt a drop of water falling on his cheek and he saw that Ergi was crying and calling out his name. Dinda smiled as she had become the first person Ergi was crying over. With his strength dwindling he could only move his steps to wipe away the tears of his loved ones. Dinda managed to land her hand right on Ergi's cheek and wipe away her tears.

Ergi instantly turned his gaze to the face of the dinda adorned with blood and his hand that was trying to wipe away his tears. On the sidelines of her cries she could only see Dinda smiling with her hands touching her face. Ergi could only shut up and stare at Dinda crying until Dinda breathed her last.

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