RESTU (For you, Aleesa)

chapter 77. Me, You, Happy

Aleesa was able to breathe a sigh of relief when the father's family shares could come back again and be fine. He hugged the mother's body.

"Not many thoughts. Let it be the work of Baba and also Uncle Papih." A calm face was clearly visible on Echa's face. He gently rubbed the second princess' hair.

"How is your relationship with Yansen? Have you talked both?" Echa started to tell Aleesa a story.

"It was, but it ended with that problem" Aleesa complained. Echa just smiled.

"You know who Restu is? You know his past too?" Aleesa nodded. "Most certainly a lot of people will reopen Restu's past. Especially, people who don't like you and also Restu." Aleesa let out a rough sigh. He also confirmed.

"Sasa knows, Mom. Sasa was very sure they were after Sasa's psychic. They know Sasa's gonna hurt." Aleesa explained to his mother.

"That's what Bubu's afraid of, Sa." Her face looks so clear. "Pubu is afraid that your arrhythmia will recur again" he explained. Aleesa smiled, and clasped her hand.

"Pubu don't be afraid, now Sasa can slightly regulate the rhythm of Sasa's heart." Aleesa's sincere smile gave to Echa. "Since Brother Restu was injured yesterday, Sasa was increasingly able to manage himself Sasa. From Kak Restu Sasa learned a lot, Mom."

Which unhappy parent hears the narration of his child like this. Echa smiled widely and hugged her daughter's body. Their hugs should unravel when the bell rings. Shortly after, a housekeeper came inside and said that there was a Yansen outside.

"Mom, Sasa won't." Aleesa refused, but her mother told her to meet Yansen.

"Can't do that, Sa. Poor Yansen." Echa knew there was something unfinished between the two of them. "Sa, if your relationship with Yansen still pity Restunya, Sa."

Aleesa digested the mother's words. True what his mother said. Aleesa also met Yansen outside . However, his steps came to a halt when he heard his father's voice outside.

"Never force it. In the future your heart will be more wounded." A piece of advice that came out of Radit's mouth. How not, he knew Yansen was here to beg Aleesa not to end their relationship.

Aleesa stared at the door hearing what his father had said. Radit moved from his seat. He patted Yansen's shoulder gently. When Radit turned his head, it turned out that the princess was already staring at him with an unreadable gaze. Radit just smiled.

"Don't hurt him who's fighting to be a winner." A sentence that Aleesa understood his point, and Yansen simply fell silent and stared at Aleesa who was still standing.

They both sat on the terrace without a word. Their eyes were both straight ahead. Only the roar of the vehicle engine is heard occasionally.

"What's up, Sen?" Aleesa had already opened his voice without looking.

"I'm sorry about that" he said sincerely. He was already looking at Aleesa's face that wasn't looking at him.

"You are skinned to the root about the past, Sister Restu, I will not be surprised. I already know everything. I know his past" Aleesa replied. "A man with a dark past doesn't mean he can't change."

Yansen smiled faintly hearing that. The Aleesa he knew had changed. Now think more mature.

"Is that how you love him?" Yansen was still curious about Aleesa's heart.

"Do I have to answer?" Now, Aleesa had turned his head towards Yansen.

"What is my lack compared to him?" Yansen was still urging Aleesa..

"From the beginning I didn't want to compare you to anyone. One thing I love about him. I love you, but I don't get any comfort from you. It is different if you are with him. I hate him, but when I'm with him I feel comfortable and I feel something to protect." Aleesa explained clearly.

Friend from childhood Yansen was sighing harshly. He looked straight back forward.

"Don't keep questioning the same thing to me, Sen. In fact, the answer I gave would still be the same. It won't change."

It hurts. Yansen lowered her head with a faint smile on her face.

"I lost, Sa." His voice was so weak. "I was forced to retreat when I was again affectionately with you."

"Don't feel the most hurt, Sen," Aleesa replied. "I'm feeling the same. In fact, it hurts me more than you." Yansen's mouth was tightly shut.

"I who was in a weak heart was forced to retreat by your brother with extraordinary words to make my heart rhythm weaken. I relented, my parents took me away because they knew not only was my heart weak, but my spirit was shaken. Continually terrorized is it not tired?" Trying not to cry, that was what Aleesa was trying to do.

"In the country of the people I seek treatment, my heart is treated. My psychic condition is trying to be restored as it once was by someone who did not accidentally meet there. The man who always looks after me, makes himself the most comfortable place to lean on me when I'm not okay. Slowly, I began to come to terms with the reality of our relationship. I'm trying to give up. I tried to let go and open my heart to her. But what happened? The publishing continues to happen. I was accused of cheating, I was called a jalangg. Does my heart not hurt to hear it?" Yansen froze hearing what Aleesa said. Moreover, his eyes had already shed tears.

"If, there's no shoulder and no chest of him .. maybe I'm gone." Now, Aleesa looked down. Her tears flowed so hard.

Given every incident in Zurich, it hurts a lot. If, Restu did not accompany him continue most likely he was already dead. Restu's warm embrace makes him fight.

"Sa-"

Yansen tried to touch Aleesa's hand, but she paled when she saw the ring on Aleesa's embedded ring finger.

"I hope you accept this decision. You insist you want to keep it, in fact it will never be able to. We are in a different faith. Even with the same amen."

Very funny words. A sentence Aleesa hoped would open Yansen's heart.

"I'm tired of being attacked by your family and your fiancee's family. Now, let me calm down with my partner. Nor will I ever disturb your happiness with your partner." Aleesa was already staring at Yansen with the rest of the tears on her face.

"I ... you .. deserve to be happy." Aleesa tried to smile. "God brought us together not to unite in a sacred relationship. Except just friends."

"Lord, why is it that the more I get here the more selfish I get? Why can't I let go of him?" Yansen said inwardly as she looked at Aleesa's smiling face.

The roar of the mobi engine made Aleesa turn his head. Not only Aleesa, Yansen also turned his head. Out a handsome man still wearing his dinner clothes and Aleesa immediately ran and hugged the body of the lover of heart.

"Miss you so much "

"Me too."

The answer was so cold and Restu's eyes were still fixed on Yansen who was staring at him and Aleesa.

Restu deliberately returned Aleesa's embrace for so long. He wanted to show Yansen if Aleesa was his. Actually Restu's heart rumbled violently when he saw Yansen there. He was still reminded of the incident the other day where Yansen wanted to kiss Aleesa forcibly at the airport..

"She's coming home at night?" Aleesa looked at the lover without letting go of his hand on Restu's waist.

"Madam canceled one schedule. That's why I'm home fast" jawan Restu. "Why? Am I bothering you guys?" Aleesa's face was pouting. He looked in annoyance at Restu.

Restu even laughed and kissed Aleesa's lips briefly to make Yansen widen his eyes to see it. Intentionally, Restu did so that Yansen realized. No one can have Aleesa, except her.

Sure enough, Yansen had already approached towards the two of them and called out to Aleesa. Restu's lover looked over. He forgot that Yansen was there. If, already with Restu he would forget everything.

"I'm home, Sa." Very sick words. "You know, we both deserve to be happy." Aleesa was silent. Restu's hand was already tightly wrapped around his waist and made Aleesa surprised.

"I know that, brother. Congratulations, and take care of Aleesa for me." Yansen smiled towards Restu and passed away leaving the lovebirds.

"Bie," whined Aleesa underarm Yansen's gone.

"Why? Is something wrong?"

"Too bad." Restu sighed harshly.

"If I say softly to him, he will never let go of you. Obviously he and you can't be together" said Restu.

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Yansen drives his bike without direction. His heart is very sick. He was forced to retreat because he saw the fact that Aleesa was very happy with her lover.

The car stopped at a dark church. Yansen smiled and began to open the door of the church. He kept the key that Gritte's mother gave him.

"If you are sad. Go to Father. I'll give you peace."

Yansen opened the church door. He smiled as his feet began to enter the place of worship of Christians. He looked at the statue of Jesus and his tears flowed there.

"Why is this sick, Lord?" Yansen was already looking down inside. "I used to want this, but why do I feel such pain now?" Yansen's body fell to the floor. The point where he was truly fragile.

"Have your hand, son. Speak heart to heart with you." A whisper like reality. Yansen was looking for someone around him. However, there is no. The church is dark.

Now, he stared at the statue of the Lord Jesus. He began to sit on the chair that was there. He began to hold his hand and closed his eyes. Tell God what he is going through.

"Lord, why do You present a deeper sense. Why do you present a feeling of affection to someone who is clearly different from me? Someone who holds a tasbih in his hand. A man who raises his hand when he prays. Why are you presenting all of that? If, in the end I have to get hurt."

"I love her so much, I can't let go. I still want to have it. Will you give me that opportunity? Or does it really feel it should be enough to get here."

Doesn't feel like a clear grain dripping just like that in Yansen's eyes. He was really talking to his God. All his heart he revealed. After his heart was relieved, Yansen left the church and did not forget to lock the church door again. He took out his bike again and stopped at an angkringan. She ordered ginger milk to warm her body. He ignored the many eyes that looked at him because of his swollen eyes.

A glass of warm ginger milk she enjoyed. Until a song becomes the perfect companion for all of them who are there.

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We were found

not to be put together

but to learn

let go of each other

God created Love

for all humans

But why can't we be together ..

The love of God unites us

to appreciate the meaning of the word different ..

But why can't I accept it, though,

your presence is only to disappear..

This is called a love triangle

Between me you and the creator

no one's guilty

because we are in a different faith

but in the same amen

Not the wrong destiny

only we force

hoping someone will give up

we both know

HE'S not an option

There's no way we should let go

But why can't I accept it, though,

your presence is only to disappear..

This is what's called a love triangle

Between me you and the creator

no one's guilty

because we have a different faith

but in the same amen

A song that makes Yansen's body. A song that opens his eyes and heart about the love of different religions.