RESTU (For you, Aleesa)

Chapters 180. Wounds That Are So Wide

Father, I'm ready.

Cuddle me, and hide me behind Your burly back so that they may not see me.

I don't want them to shed tears.

Melted my body with sea water so that no crying I could hear.

Make the sea water as the cure for longing for them when they remember me.

- Hansen Geremy

There were tears falling soaking the paper held. His heart was broken, his heart was very sick. Restu gently rubbed his wife's shoulders and Aleesa slowly turned to look at the husband who was still patiently accompanying her. Still faithfully accompany him to find out about Yansen who has not found a bright spot.

Unexpectedly, the wife hugged him with tears. There was a very faint sound of Isakan coming out of Aleesa's mouth. Along with the heart ache when the wife cries for another man who is none other than her ex-lover. Restu still held a jealousy because of his shouldhe whom Aleesa thought of was no one else.

"I'm sorry, Bie."

A sentence that surprised Restu. Aleesa's hands were getting tighter hugging Restu's waist. Suddenly the jealousy was out.

"I know your heart hurts. I know you're all about disappointed and jealous. I know--"

A small breath came out of Restu's mouth. She was disappointed, she was sick, but she also knew how Aleesa was related to her beloved manatan. Also with Aleesa's family who still consider Yansen like his family. Although Yansen had hurt Aleesa until the pain returned. From a young Yansen they notice like their own children.

"I have to understand my wife. I also promised that under any circumstances I would stay by your side. Grasping your hands, and hugging you."

"This must be very painful, isn't it, Bie."

Clear thread is getting more smoothly dripping. Such sincere words from Restu made Aleesa's heart really warm and calm. His father said, Restu is a good man. He doesn't deserve to be hurt.

Aleesa slowly loosened her embrace and stared deeply at the husband. His eyes are still watering. His face was still wet.

"How now?" Restu began to ask very gently. He knew his wife would have a hard time accepting this fact. From the look of his eyes he seemed to want to say something. But Restu asked first.

"He has indeed left." So weak was the speech from Aleesa. Restu clasped his wife's hand so tightly.

"Are you not curious? The search continues." Aleesa.

"I've met him. I've talked to him a lot." Restu continued and listened.

"He went into the water and waved to me. She ... said if the sea water would sweep my feet, it was a sign that she missed me. I must miss him too." Aleesa tried to smile with tears that she could bear.

"He was hidden by the Father behind His strong back so that no one could find him." Aleesa could not tell the story until Restu hugged her again. The crying was louder. The crying became clearer and clearer. The officer who was carrying Yansen's shirt just looked down inside.

"If, it has been found skin tissue, parts of the body that are not intact ... It's very unlikely that any victims were found intact." Aleesa grew more convinced as she listened to the officer's words.

"It is estimated that the plane exploded in the water because the distance between the discovery of the victim's body pieces is quite far." The officer explained and Aleesa's heart grew more and more ill.

"Why did he go this way, Bie? Why not leave a trace?" Very weak voice wife Restu.

"Nobody knows how we will face the Creator. Everything is God's secret. Whatever way God calls us we must accept and we cannot refuse."

Long Aleesa hugged Restu's body. Her husband's body was so comfortable that Aleesa was calmer. Restu never objected or forbade his wife like this even in public places. As it is now. The cry that was quite loud slowly disappeared.

"I'll keep telling people to keep monitoring here. Who knows if there's a miracle." Restu already said as he gently rubbed the back of Aleesa's hair.

"I don't want to expect much. This is already very clear evidence for me." This time Aleesa refused. He believed what Yansen wrote here." Aleesa lifted the letter he still held

"This letter contains a deep message that is also painful for those who read and also know Yansen." Aleesa continued his words so softly.

"Then, now what should we do?" Restu doesn't want to make his own decisions.

"home." Restu also agreed. He will obey what his wife says.

Along the way, Aleesa did not let go of Restu's hand at all. Fortunately, Restu is good at driving. Using one hand is no problem. The car stopped in front of Aleesa's house. He held onto Restu's hand which had already opened the seatbelt. Restu also looked.

"My eyes are swollen." Restu even laughed. He continued to open the seatbelt and stared deeply at his beloved wife. Gently rubbed Aleesa's eyes. Then, kiss the left and right eyelids alternately. Small things, but able to make Aleesa's heart warm for umpteenth time.

"I will hold your hand and embrace your body. Spill all your sorrow on me. However, don't be long since I'm also an ordinary human who could just give up." Aleesa shook his head with a sad back face.

Restu smiled and began to bring his face closer towards Aleesa. Restu's sweet and warm kiss was given until Aleesa's hand was wrapped around Restu's neck. Enjoying every sweet and soft drink until Restu's hand was unable to stay still and Aleesa's body began to squirm.

The windshield of the car made the hot Uman ci stop. Fortunately, Restu's car glass was dark. So, no one can see through inside. Instantly Restu groaned in annoyance. It turns out it was Aleesa's cousin, Apang.

"This again, this again." Aleesa laughed.

"Why what?" Restu yelled at Apang which even thumped his lips.

"Who did you yourself? Long time no out." The boy asked back and made the new Aleesa get off the car chuckle.

Restu already wanted to pinch the anxious Junior High child in front of him, but Aleesa had already pulled Restu's hand to quickly go inside.

"You're a very fierce boy. How to try to your own child." Hearing Alees say the child made Restu pull Aleesa's hand until his steps stopped.

"When do you want to make your child?"

"Say Dad told me to prepare a lot of sweetened condensed milk to be his son." The Junior High boy even touched and made a pair of newlyweds stunned.

"Om you're not sane."

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It turned out that in Aleesa's residence there were still many people. They were still gathering and bouncing on large television screens that broadcast the search for victims of the downed plane.

"Nearly ninety percent of the victims of the plane crash have been found. Just fifty percent identified."

The arrival of Aleesa and Restu made them turn their heads. Radit stood up and walked over to the princess who was walking by holding the hand of Restu.

"How's the condition there?"

Aleesa did not answer. He opened a small bag and took something from there. Radit grabbed it and read it. He speaks a thousand languages. While Aleesa's hands had embraced Restu's waist-friendly.

"Do you believe?" Radit was already staring at the soft-faced Aleesa.

"I met him in a dream."

"What's going on, Om? What did Kak Rangga say was true?" Rangga said that most likely all the victims died. Also, for the discovery of intact body parts it was very mudtahi. Iyan now looked at the handsome face of the nephew. Iyan's face was very flat.

"We heard what Aleesa said."

"Dreams?" repeat the father. Everyone was already staring at Aleesa who was hugging Restu's body from the side.

"Sensen went into the sea. He waved his hand and said if the beach water swept Sasa's feet .. That's a sign he missed Sasa." Everyone is silent. Including the quartet who listened.

"He said .. he was hidden by his Lord. So, no one will be able to find it." Aleesa buried her face in the chest of the husband's field. He was crying because his back was shaking.

"There's still a possibility, Sa." The orange began to open the sound.

"Very small and almost impossible." Aleesa replied with a heavy voice.

Agha looked towards Iyan and this time Iyan nodded. Agha started to show her sad face. Everyone cannot say. They are struggling with their own thoughts. Until Echa's voice sounded and made everyone go silent again.

"What about Grace?"

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"Sister, I'm leaving."

Words Grace doesn't want to hear. The sentence Grace wanted to forbid was to be said by Yansen. He only cried when he saw clearly the sister being taken away by the white-clothed person. His sister smiled and waved to him.

"Yansen!"

Grace woke up from her sleep. The sweat has been pouring out. He had a nightmare and he didn't want that dream to come true.

Grace bragged her goody bag. He's looking for the mini photo album Yansen gave him. Every single photo she saw brought her back to the past. Only tears can come. Only a small sound was heard. His hand always touched the image of Yansen, his heart would definitely hurt a lot.

"Sen, don't make Brother sad. Hang in! We'll be happy together. Wait for Brother to get out of jail."

Grace could only cry and cry. He wanted to go to the search post, but was not allowed by the doctor who handled it. He was also told that Aksa visited him at the hospital. He also did not allow himself to be brought into the cell before his condition was fully recovered. Very good character this time. It makes Grace distrustful. However, he was also aware that nothing was impossible in this world. Including the safety of his brother.

Grace still has a lot of hope for God. To the salvation of His servant. He believed God was only hiding his sister for a moment. Will definitely be returned.

Trying to toughen up, when the real feeling is very angry. Grace does not want to precede God's destiny. However, when the news of Yansen was picked up by the media his heart was sliced back. Yansen's interview piece with a beautiful smile made Grace's heart very sick. He felt a deep longing.

Yansen began to be known when covering a love triangle song owned by one of the famous singers. His face is often on the Touyoube because of his extraordinary way of singing. Usut had a mouth turn out it was his own romance story. Until a sentence long enough ejected from Yansen's lips when interviewed.

"This song is like my true story. She's different from me, but she'll still be my first and last love."

Grace cried hearing that. He hasn't wanted to believe the news of the bird if Yansen's gone. He has not yet obtained any concrete evidence.

"You're still alive. Brother sure it is."

If, keep remembering Yansen his head will be dizzy. Grace wants to get her body back. However, the door of the treatment room opened and several people came to see him. Including Aleesa and her husband.

"A-what's up?" Grace's confused.

"How are you doing, Grace?" Radit was already smiling at Yansen's older brother.

"Slightly improved, Om." Grace's scared. Moreover, he knew who Restu Ranendra was. Aleesa's hand continued to hold the hand of the burly man who had become her husband.

Aleesa smiled towards the older brother from Yansen. Although there was still fear on his face.

"I-I'm sorry, Sa." Aleesa.

"I'm not here for that." Aleesa did not want to make small talk. He did not want to delay this news because it was certain that big brother Yansen still wished him the best for his sister.

Radit handed Grace a paper and she saw Grace's confused face.

"Read on!"

Slowly Grace opened the folded paper. He was silent when he saw the handwriting he recognized. Slowly he read the words written there. He smiled with tears in his eyes. Everyone could feel how heartbroken Grace was when she read the ink strokes of her sister.

"Fuse my body with sea water so that no crying can be heard." Grace read the sentence so weakly and softly. Her tears just drip out.

"You'll be safe, Sen. Congratulations." His head lowered deeply and his body trembled so violently. Echa hugged Grace's body.

"Yansen hasn't left yet, Auntie. If he leaves, he'll take me." Grace said in Echa's arms.

Everyone was surprised to hear it. They were compactly staring at Grace who was already covered in tears.

"You'll stay here, Grace. With Auntie and Om Radit." Grace shook her head quickly.

"I want to be with Yansen, Tan. We both promised to be together. If Yansen goes I should go too."

No one can say this now. They hope Grace's words don't come true. Even though he will be a kara there are still many who love him.

Psychiatrists were assigned to keep Grace in the hospital. It's not without reason that Radit and Echa don't want Grace to act recklessly. Although he still insists that Yansen is still alive, there is no doubt that there is pain and sadness that he feels. Moreover, the letter found on Yansen's groomsmen shirt kept her hugged.

"My brother's alive, brother." Brother, he called the psychiatrist as big brother.

"He won't leave me alone." Grace's mouth is already messing up. His eyes are so empty.

"Yes. Now you're sleeping, yeah."

The brother and sister who lived only two of them since they were small and abandoned by their mother for all eternity. They are always together and trials begin to present when Grace is imprisoned. Yansen who depends on her brother's life must be able to be independent and make their own money. When he has found the path of fortune, he must face the divine. Grace is alone. Although he still had despair, but in his deepest heart he cried very hard and sad because he had to be abandoned by his sister.

It's gonna be a heavy blow for Grace. If, mentally not strong this will lead him to severe depression. Grace still has an invisible wound. His mother's departure carried a deep wound. However, the wound he continued to cover until now was very wide.

"Take care of him. Don't leave him." That's the message from Raditya.

When morning came, Radit's phone rang. Radit who just woke up immediately grabbed his cell phone.

"Sir, go to the hospital now. Grace-be".

...***,To Be Continue***...

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