RESTU (For you, Aleesa)

Chapter 58. Blames

Restu's heart thumped very loudly when he heard Yansen say such a sincere affection to Aleesa. His gaze was already illegible. He was afraid Aleesa's heart was wavering. He was afraid that Aleesa would return to his former feelings. Restu also realized that he was only a shadow lover. He also knew Aleesa and Yansen's relationship was not over.

Restu saw Yansen clutching Aleesa's left hand. However, at once Yansen's gaze was fixed on the ring that was not yet twenty-four hours Restu pinned on Aleesa's finger. Aleesa looked surprised and he immediately released Yansen's hand from his. It was able to see Restu clearly.

"Are you going to be honest, Sa? Or even lie." Restu was already deep and waiting for an answer from Aleesa. Restu's heart is not careless, jealous, do not accept, and wait for honesty.

Yansen stared at Aleesa with teary eyes. Aleesa turned his face. He knew what Yansen was going to say.

"It's true?" Yansen asked in a stern voice.

Agha turned her phone towards Yansen and Aleesa. He was pounding to see it. He was reminded of the figure who was connected to Aleesa's number. Where Aleesa's phone was being held by him.

"It seems that Badung is more tense than the cave." Again Agha sat.

Aleesa was still silent. The atmosphere was suddenly quiet. While Yansen continued to look at Aleesa so deeply.

"Why are you quiet, Sa?" Yansen had already asked with tears almost dripping. Aleesa still turned his face away.

"Take me, Sa!" Yansen let out a high voice and made Agha surprised. Everyone in the coffee shop stared at their table.

"Ck, fortunately the heart of the cave is affixed not using the glue serebuan. It's still safe, "inner Agha again.

Behind the video connection Restu had clenched his hands very tightly and the veins of his anger were already present on his handsome face.

"How dare you snatch the future wife of the cave!" erang in the heart. He knew himself he was at Madam's residence and was still on duty.

"ANSWER ME, SA!" yansen snapped with great emphasis.

Aleesa took a deep breath first before turning towards Yansen. He was gathering strength to answer Yansen's question. A split second later Aleesa started staring at Yansen. He saw Yansen's sad face. Also the frustrated face of the man who had been his best friend since childhood.

"Yes." Yeah."

One word that made Yansen's heart break into pieces, and finally his cry was unstoppable. The man looked down inside. There was a rough breath coming out of his mouth.

"Why do you have to, Sa?" he asked with a voice so weak. His head is still down. "Why do you have to?" Now, Yansen held her head up with tears.

"Aihh," complained Aksa. "If Mommy's watching this, it's got to be a pack of abs. Draining emotions and tears." Again, again and again Aksa mempatin see scene after scene like in Korean dramas or Chinese dramas. Drama that often makes the mommy laugh alone, angry himself, and cry alone.

In the rest of the world, Restu did not feel calm. Moreover, there are tears that fall from a man who is usually stronger than women. It indicates that the love and affection he has is very big.

"Are you going to melt?" Restu was still listening with murmurs that only he could express in the heart.

Aleesa held tightness in his chest to look at Yansen like this. However, the words that were so painful that Grace hurled at him made his heart become a little stronger. Aleesa's already too hurt.

"Because I'm just a mesh lady who doesn't deserve you."

It was not only Yansen who was shocked to hear the reply from Aleesa. Agha also heard it. While Restu just exhaled a rough breath. He knows about it.

"I'm a cheap woman. I'm also lowly. I'm a woman who ONLY deserves to be insulted, even though I was forced to retreat and stay away by them" Aleesa replied. His eyes showed anger.

"But, when I retreat, when I move away. They fucked me. They blame me. In fact, the betrayal and pain I felt started because of them." Yansen could not say hearing Aleesa's words. She did not expect that her brother and Nathalie could be that evil to Aleesa.

"Why didn't you tell me?" Aleesa stared intently at Yansen who seemed to blame him. "You should be honest so that I can have a one-on-one conversation with Grace." Aleesa smiled cynically.

"Now, you blame me too?" sergeant Aleesa.

"That's not what I mean, Sa," elak Yansen.

"Yes, it's all my fault. I'm a trouble carrier. Now, please blame me as you please. I accept, and let the truth be only I know." Aleesa no longer wanted to argue. He stood up and wanted to get out of there. Agha looked surprised, he also stood up.

Without saying a word, Aleesa left. The iced coffee that Yansen ordered was not touched at all. Agha is like a camera man. Aleesa's phone is still connected to Restu.

"What's going to happen, driver?" agha said slowly.

Not yet dry Agha said, Yansen had already run after Aleesa who walked with wide strides. Restu who still sees the lover with a real boyfriend can only squeeze a bottle of mineral water that is empty. There was also anger jealousy lodged in the chest. Moreover, Yansen had already blocked the hand of the woman he loved.

"I'm sorry, Sa. I didn't mean-"

"Originally you know, Sen. I kept quiet because I didn't want to ruin your relationship with your sister. I kept quiet because I knew you loved Grace very much. I'm not a bad person and I don't have a heart that will make your relationship with your own older sibling crack" Aleesa explained excitedly. There are no tears there. Aleesa seemed to be revealing all her heart as well as the treatment of Yansen's older brother who Yansen had not known. Angry people are silent like this.

"I'm tired of being terrorized continuously. I was told to retreat, I was told to leave" Aleesa said. He smiled a little before continuing. "However, when I started to back off and leave, I was still his target, accusing me of betraying you. I was betrayed first."

Yansen was silent, her body frozen. The last sentence Aleesa said was like insinuating herself all-out.

"I'm sick, Sen. My heart is hurt." Aleesa's eyes began to glaze over. "Even my heart felt it too. Isn't that what you call inside pain?" Aleesa's voice started to sound heavy. Yansen could not say.

"sorry. If, I had hurt you. Betraying you" Aleesa said. "I also deserve to be happy, and so do you."

...***To Be Continue***...

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