RESTU (For you, Aleesa)

Chapters 179. Give Me Certainty

Restu didn't ask much about Aleesa right now. He better be quiet and calm. From Aleesa's face alone it was obvious that he had finished crying. Aleesa had just been summoned by her father. In keeping with his promise, Restu takes Aleesa to a victim search post. Aleesa's hands were cold when he got there. Restu continued to hold the hand of the wife who occasionally looked at him.

"It's okay." Aleesa nodded. I will always be by your side.

A sentence that made Aleesa calm. Aleesa occasionally hugged Restu's waist while waiting. A lot of people saw the affection of the two of them. Added to her confidence Aleesa did not close the red mark that her husband gave her last night. For him this is ordinary. She is also the legal wife of Restu Ranendra.

Restu's phone rang and made Aleesa loosen her embrace. She looked at her husband talking to someone. Restu's face looks very serious. Her husband was talking to an important person.

"I've been there."

Aleesa's eyes seemed to ask Restu something. The husband simply smiled and hugged Aleesa's body again. Gently rubbing the wife's hair.

"How are you getting word?" Restu nodded. He stared softly at Aleesa's sad face.

"We're going to the victim's belongings." Aleesa's face grew even more sad, and made Restu shake his head slowly. He said he didn't like what Aleesa was doing.

A rude gasp that became the answer of an Aleesa Addhitama. There was fear in his heart. However, Restu was still faithfully beside Aleesa to find out about Yansen. Restu's patience and Restu's sacrifice are second to none.

After being in the place of the victim's belongings, Restu and Aleesa fell silent.. Restu remembered something. Wallet, that's the message from Yansen.

"Lovely, is there a Yansen wallet in between?" Aleesa turned his head towards where the piles of wallets were. His eyes peeked towards one of the original Gentong branded purses.

He stepped forward and took the wallet. Restu followed him from behind. Wallet Aleesa has already reached. Aleesa's hands were trembling when holding a wallet that was as neat as his wallet.

"Lovely," call Restu. Aleesa looked over with tears already held back. She turned her body and looked towards the husband with reddened eyes.

"It's-" Lun's voice shook.

"Yansen's?" Aleesa nodded. He opened the wallet and the wallet fell. Photo also id card on behalf of Yansen Geremy. Restu immediately grabbed the body of Aleesa who was about to faint.

"I'm wrong, aren't I, Bie." Aleesa's lips were already smiling sorely. "That's not Yansen, is it."

Seeing things like this makes Restu not bear. He hugged Aleesa's body so tightly. Aleesa continued to fumble if it wasn't Yansen. His wife seemed difficult to accept the reality. Restu cannot say. He really could not bear to at once confused what to say..

"Sir."

The voice of someone made Restu look over. Aleesa was still at home hugging her husband's body with tears still dripping.

"This is his shirt and necklace."

Aleesa began to loosen her embrace and looked towards the groomsmen clothes she was giving. He took the phone and likened it to the last photo when Yansen sent him a message.

"No. That's not Sensen's shirt."

It hurts Restu to see his wife like this. He grabbed the wife's phone. He saw the message sent by Yansen an hour before the accident. Restu tries to scroll the message down. Many messages were sent by his wife who only checked one. The more heart Restu.

The cross-symbolized necklace Aleesa reached. He knows that Yansen wears it a lot. Behind him is his name. Restu still noticed. Slowly, Aleesa turned the necklace around and finally the wife looked down inside. Restu immediately hugged Aleesa's body.

"We can still hope." Aleesa shook his head slowly.

"What is this sign-"

"There is no certainty. So, never conclude."

As much as possible Restu should be a tranquilizer for Aleesa. He restrains the Ego, restrains anger, restrains disappointment only to appease the wife. Radit and Echa always send messages to him and are unceasingly grateful because he has been able to make Aleesa calm and away from the word relapse.

"Usually, if it's like this Arrhythmia she easily relapses."

True said the mamih, many people who hung their hopes on him. The man carrying Yansen's belongings came closer to Restu and whispered something. Really Restu jumped. A moment later, he nodded. Restu took Aleesa away from there. He did not want his wife to dissolve in constant sadness.

Restu took Aleesa to a hotel close to the post. He did not want his wife to continue to fall. Aleesa looked confused. However, Restu only smiled.

"We're resting here, yeah. Waiting for the latest info."

Restu and Aleesa had already entered the hotel room quite luxurious. Restu still clasped Aleesa's hand so tightly. He stared at the silent Aleesa.

"Not a time ya drink milk here." Aleesa immediately turned his head and the flirtatious Eyes Restu had shown.

"Bie-it"

"Well, Mamah." Restu's whimpering made Aleesa laugh and without Aleesa guessing Restu had already brought Aleesa's body towards the bed.

Aleesa's upper body was already exposed and only presented a tantalizing white skin. There was also a red mark strewn over his chest.

Restu had already swallowed his saliva because he had just seen his wife like this so clearly. Really l!b!Donya ride.

"Say she wants Mimi." Aleesa offered. Truly, Restu was surprised and looked towards his beloved wife. However, he replied with a sling.

"I just want Mimi, Lovely."

Not that Restu was asleep, even Aleesa who was already slumbering because of the act of Restu's lips. The man smiled. He wanted to touch his wife's body more deeply. However, he had to remember something if his wife was still ruined. He could only moan in annoyance. He wants to do it. Slowly he got out of bed.

Restu is still busy monitoring the development of Yansen news. One by one the body parts found can be identified, but there is no Yansen name there. Restu is tired, Restu wants to give up.

"When do you want? I'm just a normal human being who can give up too." A groan that is removed from the heart.

Aleesa, who did not fall asleep, looked at her husband, who was sitting on a long sofa. Restu looks frustrated. She saw her husband pulling his own hair with a small groan. A rough gasp of breath Aleesa was able to hear. Also his body was already leaning on the head of the sofa with his eyes closed.

"Lord, I'm too evil. I've deeply hurt my husband." The heart murmur of a wife. He had only seen Restu this time.

"Sen, are you still alive? Or is it gone?" Aleesa asked inwardly with her eyes closed. Her tears were also shed in her tightly shut eyes.

"I want to see you, Sen. I want a certainty that there is no heart that I hurt because I keep crying for you." A prayer and hope came out of Aleesa's heart sincerely.

"At least, give me a hint. I also want to make my husband happy who has sacrificed so much for me." Still entrenched.

He heard footsteps approaching. Restu climbed onto the bed and raised Aleesa's head and he placed his hands under her head.

"I'm sorry, Lovely." A sentence full of regrets. It is natural that Restu is tired and wants to give up. At the beginning of this marriage Restu Sudan became an extraordinary husband. Being able to understand his wife and delay what he should get on the first night.

Aleesa's heart ached to hear the words of her husband who was very patient. Until a warm kiss made Aleesa's heart calm and peaceful. Moreover, the husband's burly arms hugged Aleesa's body warmed up. He also fell asleep again. Rest is like giving it comfort, protection, and strength.

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He was toying with his feet as the sea water began to approach. He laughed to himself like an insane man. Many called him. Lots of people invite him to play. However, he was still busy moving his legs that were hit by the waves.

"Hi, sorry I'm late."

The man turned his head and smiled towards the beautiful woman who came with a cheerful face. He told the woman to sit next to him. The woman swooped both eyebrows. The man's hand pulled his hand and finally the woman sat down on the sand right beside him. The two of them simply fell silent letting the sea water touch their feet. Also felt a gust of sea breeze on the skin of the two of them. The sound of waves and birds that became the backsound of their meeting.

"Why did you tell me to go to the beach?" The woman began to open her voice. He looked at the face of the man who was shining. But today is not too hot.

The man looked up and smiled at the woman. He stared at the beautiful woman who was no longer his.

"Beach or sea water in the future will be a place for you to let go of longing." The woman's forehead was clenched, not understanding. An unexpected sentence that suddenly came out of the man's mouth.

"meaning?" Again, the man just smiled. He rubbed the head of the woman gently.

"I'm going to go." An answer that sounds so relaxing. An answer that raises another question.

"Where?"

The man did not answer. He looked up at the blue sky. The woman is still waiting for a definite answer.

"To the place where I've been waiting for the Father." He didn't look at it one bit. His eyes sparkled when he called the Father. Now, he even closed his eyes with his head still looking up.

"Don't go!" The woman forbade him and held the arm of the man who was now staring at him again.

"Stay with me here. We'll never promise to continue to be friends even if we're not the way we used to be." However, the headband was the answer from the man.

"It's not me who will accompany you, it's him." His finger was already pointing towards the back where a man wearing a white shirt was already smelling sweetly towards him. His hand is waving. The woman waved her hand back with a big smile.

"He will accompany you to old age." The woman nodded without looking. His gaze was still on the man wearing the white shirt. "Now, let me go because my work in this world is done."

"Don't!" The woman still forbids. However, the man shook his head slowly. He stared inside the beautiful bead.

"It's time I left. Don't ever look for me again because I'll never leave any traces because it'll make you cry."

The man began to stand on the beach. There was a white light surrounding his body now.

"When the sea hits your feet, it's a sign that I miss you. You should miss me too, yeah." He smiled so sweetly. His little laugh was there..

"Don't ever look for me again. End also your search because I have been hidden by the Father behind His burly back which surely you will not be able to find." The man started screaming.

"Once you cry, yes. And grab something that's in the bags of the groomsmen I'm wearing. That's a message for all of you. Thank you for being with me for twenty years of my life. Thank you." Thank you." The man was polite. Then, smile back by waving your hand

"Bye."

The woman saw clearly that the man's body had entered the sea.

"Don't go! Don't go!"

Restu who had just closed his eyes was shocked as his wife kept saying don't leave. Tears were already flowing at the end of his closed eyes. He immediately woke up his wife by calling her. Restu was sure Aleesa had a nightmare.

"Wiley." Restu's hand had already patted Aleesa's cheek gently. Aleesa opened her eyes and immediately hugged Restu..

"What dream, Lovely?" Aleesa could only cry. Restu already knows the answer. He also loosened his embrace and looked at Lamat the face of his beloved wife.

"Sensen ... into the sea."

"Is this the answer to Om Iyan? There was a time when he convinced Aleesa of his disappearance."

"She also said that there was something in the groomsmen's pocket."

Restu is connecting a small puzzle. As Aleesa slept, he got word if there was something in Yansen's pocket. Now, it was Aleesa who got the message from her dream.

"Bie-it"

Aleesa was already staring at Restu with a wet face. Restu nodded.

"But not now, yeah. You should rest. You've been crying too much." Restu began to prohibit. It felt like Aleesa was defiant, but Restu's gaze this time frightened him.

With Mimi's ritual milk Aleesa finally fell asleep again. And so is Restu. He wanted to rest his mind for a moment.

When dusk came, Aleesa began to blink her eyes. The husband was still asleep with his lips still attached to the chocochips that had been scuffed. Aleesa wanted to wake him up, but he didn't have the heart. Aleesa's eyes started to stick back and he closed his eyes again.

At eight o'clock in the evening, these two men opened their eyes. Aleesa didn't care if his upper body wasn't wearing anything. She hugged the husband's body. Aleesa's rumbling stomach made Restu laugh.

"Hungry, Bie."

A moment Aleesa forgot about Yansen. They both enjoyed a romantic dinner at the hotel restaurant. Aleesa smiled very happily as Restu treated her like a queen.

Restu asked Aleesa that tomorrow they would find out about Yansen's groomsmen. Aleesa nodded.

At nine in the morning Aleesa dana Restu had already come to the post. Previously Restu had contacted related parties to bring groomsmen clothes to him. Aleesa and Restu waited until one of the officers brought him.

"Please find something in his pockets." The officer nodded. Before long, a watertight officer was found. He immediately handed it to Restu.

Restu's forehead shriveled and he immediately showed Aleesa. The wife opened it immediately.

Father, I'm ready.

Cuddle me, and hide me behind Your burly back so that they may not see me.

I don't want them to shed tears.

Melted my body with sea water so that no crying I could hear.

Make the sea water as the cure for longing for them when they remember me.

- Hansen Geremy

...***To Be Continue***...