RESTU (For you, Aleesa)

Chapters 164. POVS. Yansen

Aleesa brought home a sense of disappointment. It was very clear in Restu's eyes. The future husband embraced it tightly.

"What matters is his prayer" said Restu. Not only did Aleesa feel disappointed, Restu felt the same even if only a little.

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Pov Yansen's.

An invitation letter was in hand. I should be happy, but why does my heart feel so sore?

"Lord, what do I really want? Why does my desire now seem to be spinning in a direction? I used to want them to be happy, but why do I feel disappointed now? What's wrong with my heart, God?"

I stared at the size of the large cross on the wall. My eyes suddenly pushy and my chest tightened. Clear thread can't I can't stand. My place complained as if I was looking at me so fixedly. He said I was wrong.

"Don't love excessively. Your love for man will never last. Only your love for the almighty will be eternal because it is the Father who will embrace you in heaven."

I heard that voice very clearly. A voice I've never heard before. A voice I don't recognize. However, that voice made me realize that I had to open my heart's eyes. Aleesa is not my soul mate. I, who had initially lowered my head, now began to straighten my head. Removing my very impolite tears from washing my face. Tears that should not fall because of an endless grouper.

The good bag Aleesa gave me, there was a light brown shirt that was so sweet. Clothes that fit my size. I am very sure, the clothes that Aleesa will wear later also nuanced nude colors like this because Aleesa likes calm colors.

"This is the dress of the big family groomsmen. You are one of my great families."

My lips curled a smile as I recalled the words from Aleesa. I was moved to hear Aleesa's sincere words calling me a member of her family. I just wait to not think. I could feel how happy Aleesa was just from the look in her eyes. Happiness I've never seen before. Her shining face made me very sure that this was God's path for Aleesa. God is very good because now God has brought Aleesa with his future priest who will lead him according to the teachings of his Lord, and I ... I too will walk to my Lord because He has waved His hand at me. He called my name to meet Him.

"You didn't choose wrong, Sa. I'm not mistaken to entrust you to Sister Restu."

I sit by the bed. I remember when Aleesa and her future husband were about to go home. I shook my hands so tightly. There is also hope that I say to Om Rindra's adopted son.

"Thank you for giving happiness to Sasa. Thanks for healing Sasa's wounds. Keep happy with her, and keep wiping away the tears that are dripping down her face if she cries because of me. I'm sure, Brother Restu will continue to be the antidote for Sasa."

I smiled, for some reason the words just popped out of my lips. I don't know why I can talk surfing. Will they be aware of a sentence that has that other meaning? I also saw Aleesa and Sister Restu looking at each other. They seem confused, but I'm not explaining. Let time answer everything.

My smile is still expanding. Slowly my heart began to improve. Although there is still a bit of sadness in the heart. I looked towards the table where I was still displaying my picture with Sasa. Funny photo of both of us. Photos of our High School.

"I miss this moment, Sa. A moment where we laugh together and joke together." My lips curl a smile, but my heart aches for mercy at this moment. The moment where I was really close to Aleesa. My heart started to sting again.

If I could repeat time, I would like to repeat this sweet moment with the woman I love. A woman who can make me change for the better. A woman who accepts me for who I am.

The pain, the pain I feel now the song. My hand was still holding the invitation letter from Aleesa, also the next hand was still holding the groommen shirt of Aleesa's marriage contract. I closed my eyes for a moment, the laughter of Aleesa present. Our togetherness has emerged. All memories are repeated. Nothing is missed. Everything revolves around what happened between me and Aleesa.

Today, I have not seen Aleesa on campus. Two of Aleesa's friends came to me. They asked about the invitation.

"Sasa and her future husband came to the cave house last night."

I'm speaking honestly. I saw very clearly the look of pity from the eyes of Kemala and Raina. I smiled and patted both of them on the shoulders.

"The cave is okay. The cave is so beautiful." I also showed a smile. I don't want to be pitied. Let this pain go I swallowed myself.

"Want to come?" I'm not surprised to hear Raina's question.

"It's a real deal." I answered honestly. "But, the cave schedule clashed with Sasa's marriage contract. The cave must go to Samarinda."

"Lu didn't avoid it, did you?" I could not believe my words. I also shook my head. I showed my schedule to Kemala and Raina.

"As friends of the cave should be at Sasa's important event, but the cave also needs money for the living costs of the cave." Kemala and Raina understood.

Coming home from college I accidentally stopped by a store to buy something. A small gift for Aleesa. My smile expands when I see something funny there. Until I had an idea in my head.

At home, I opened the drawer in my closet. A blue box I picked up. When I saw the contents I could only laugh. I took one photo after another in the box. Photo from me and Aleesa TK to High School. It's all in there. I put one by one the photos into a funny and unique photo album. Until it was all over and I wrote something in front of the photo album.

...S&S...

...Sensen&Sasa's chat...

......Forever Friend (Friend of Se-indigo)......

I laughed when I read that. The pain and sadness that exists now just comes out when I read friends forever. Yes, I cannot oppose destiny. I also have to realize that Aleesa and I are only destined to be best friends. Where only Aleesa and I can insult and laugh at ghosts.

#pov. End.

...***To Be Continue***...

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