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I was still in Tama's arms, putting one side of my face on her stomach. When my arms tightened, suddenly a sound came out of my mouth.
"You are timid, in public places, all hugs"
Tama and I who heard, immediately broke our embrace.
Feeling bad, my reflexes slipped my hair behind my ears.
"Nothing about bund, their son will successfully undergo surgery"
"It wasn't that too, yeah, it was more"
I could only stand still while looking down, while Mas Tama looked at her mother with an expression I could not guess.
"I hug my wife bun, not someone else's wife"
"But open your eyes Tama, this is a hospital, not good to see many people"
Snoring rudely, mas Tama no longer refute the mother's speech. I think the mother does have a point, considering here there are some sisters and some other hospital visitors.
"Nothing Tama, you have the right to express your happiness, which is important is still within reasonable limits"
Right said father, my attitude and Tama mas was still at the safe level in my opinion. But according to the mother is excessive, I also justify the mother's speech, because everyone has a different view.
"Sir Tama and Ms. Nara, come with me, the doctor asks you to see him"
"You go, father and mother will be here waiting for Amara"
Mas Tama took my hand after confirming my father's words. Our steps follow behind the nurse who will take us to the doctor's room.
Upon our arrival at the destination, we sat down after the reception. Honestly, I was very tense with what he was going to say. Even so tense, to inhale only I felt difficulty.
"As I said earlier, Amara's surgery went smoothly, and for the next, after the transplant process paramedics will monitor the patient's condition until his condition is sure to improve" Me and Mas Tama seriously listened to the doctor's explanation. "The romance will be treated over the next few weeks to avoid infection or other complications"
"How many weeks will it take until Amara recovers?"
"About two weeks to two months" he said calmly. "In the first week, we will re-observe and transfuse red blood cells and puck cells periodically, until the bone marrow can produce blood cells in sufficient quantities"
"So what should I do for two months, doc?" many ensure.
"True, and if within two months Amara's condition continues to improve, then we will allow Amara to return home"
Mas Tama suddenly fused our fingers together and locked them, hoping that this grip was able to channel the power to each other.
"But" continued the doctor who suddenly made my heart run over the treadmill.
"The romance takes six months to a year to completely recover and be free of cancer cells after a bone marrow transplant. So I suggest after two months we do a hospital review, like giving antibiotics, antivirals, giving drugs for immune suppression, until our side lets him go home, don't let Amara get too tired"
"Yes doc we understand" reply mas Tama friendly.
"Operation begins, for a while Amara is in our monitoring in the ICU room, tomorrow morning we move to the inpatient room"
"Good doctor"
"So that I can inform, for the next, we wait for the condition of Amara"
"Thank you doc, we'll excuse you"
"Yes please!"
****
Everything needs a process, as much as possible I will enjoy the process until Amara is completely healed from her pain. Although it will take six months, a year, or even more, as hard as I can devote myself to my daughter.
"Na" Tama's call jolted me. "Tomorrow after Amara came out of the ICU room, and make sure Amara's condition is fine, can I go back to Jakarta first?"
I, who was staring out the window while drying my hair and enjoying the night view with the bright lights, gasped with the words of Mas Tama, then stopped my movement above my head.
"Just a few days Na, because the office needs me"
"When to Jakarta?" I stared at him.
"We make sure Amara's condition first yes"
I just cleared my throat to respond, then said "If you want, you can go home with me tomorrow"
"Wait for Amara"
Tonight there was only me and Mas Tama in the Amara ward, because he was still in the ICU to get medical services after surgery. Father and mother were at the hotel where they were staying.
"Will I take a shower now or do I still have a job?"
"Na's soon"
Finished drying my hair, I hurried to prepare a change of clothes for mas Tama, then went up to the bed.
"Hur dressing is on the sofa" I said as I lay down beside him.
"Hmm thanks"
There was no more conversation between us after thanking him, I slept with my back. After about five minutes, there was a turn of sound from his laptop then I felt a touch of hand landing on my waist.
"Are you going to sleep?"
"Well, what do you want?"
"Chatting is possible"
"She hasn't had a shower yet, better take a shower first"
"Later to finish taking a bath, you know you've been sleeping soundly" He said as he hugged me from behind, pecked at my nape and that second also had nothing to do with my heart, suddenly jumped up and down with great agility. Three weeks of staying in one room, the awkwardness slowly disappeared without a trace.
I could only swallow my own saliva when Mas Tama's hand caressed my cheek and then kissed my forehead for a little while.
"Don't think too much" said Mas Tama and then kissed my eyes.
"M-mas hasn't had a shower, has he?"
Instead of answering, mas Tama even kissed my lips, not just pecking, but kissing it full of intense. The kiss deepened, longer, warm and soft, making me feel like I was losing my mind.
"Kenyal kayak squishi" he said after our lips unraveled. "Not want to either?"
"Not want to, but what can? we've been apart for a long time, haven't even told each other"
"Why are you still in trouble about that?"
"Sure you never divorced me?"
My question, made Mas Tama frown in astonishment. "I mean, did you really never say the word talaq, either intentionally or unintentionally?"
"Never Na"
"There's a long enough pause, didn't you ever do it with another woman?"
"What do you mean?"
"I mean, we parted ways for a long time, and I never completed the need for bioligis mas in other women, right?"
"Never?"
"Absolutely not?"
"Absolutely not" said mas Tama repeat my sentence.
Our eyes fixed on each other, I tried to get into his retina to find out if there was a lie there, but there was nothing I could find.
"You're not tired of lying to yourself Na, you want to too right?"
The question is pitched, I immediately reply with a pinch on his waist, and the smile mas Tama actually grew.
"Even though you refused, and still insist on not accepting my invitation, but your kiss just now indicates that you actually also want to, you can not lie Na"
As soon as I heard her words, my finger immediately flanked her lips.
"Bring there!"
"Ok, if you want, you just talk to me"
"What by the way?"
"Not to say anything?"
"Will not get up from my body?"
"If not, why?" he continued while making a big move. He changed our position and now I'm on top of Tama.
His hand grabbed the pillow beside Mas Tama and placed it under his head to get higher.
"You owe me an explanation"
"Debt explanation?"
"Hmm" he said, leaving the children with hair covering my forehead.
"How can you live your days when you were pregnant with Amara without your husband's company"
"Pathetic"
One of Tama's eyebrows is raised. "Then?"
"Then what? I have to try and work hard to meet the nutritional needs of Amara while in the womb, and prepare everything myself"
"sorry"
"It is not necessary, because of that speech, that your mother should have said it"
"I promise I won't give you a chance to hurt you again, not only you, but no one else will ever touch you or hurt you and Amara"
My focus continues to be on the black bead of mas Tama. "You and Amara should be happy always, understand?"
I nodded slowly, not that I doubted it, but still not sure about my mother, the shadow about her treatment I really could not get out of my mind. Especially when I kicked Amara out of the hospital where she worked, it sparked my anger. It's not easy for you to accept me and Amara. Because until this moment the attitude of my mother and Amara was still stiff and cold untouched.
"Why Na?"
Tama asked that made me realize that I was busy with my own thoughts because I remembered mother.
"No" I answered while trying to normalize my expression. "Bath first, then rest"
"Think what?"
"Me?"
"Is there anyone else here besides you?"
"It's late at night, I haven't had a bath"
"Tell me what did you think?"
"Nothing" I said as I reviewed the smile the next second I ventured to kiss her lips first.
Long enough mas Tama did not return my kiss, when I was about to remove our link, he actually held it and replied with m*lum@tnya very soft.
Ahh, the kiss is getting hotter, making me drift even my head is messy everywhere.
Seriate.