Reaching the Miss (Daddy)

A six-month sentence

Sometimes, the smiles that parents put out, just to show the child that they are amazing parents.

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"We are sorry for the bad news we are about to deliver" 

Nara's heart stopped for a moment when the doctor said that.

"Although this is severe, but as a team of doctors we have an obligation to say the worst possible thing that will happen to the patient." The doctor paused for a moment to take a breath, before then again talking "We as the medical team and mother, both know what kind of effort we have been trying. We have surgery and therapy, but according to medical diagnosis, Amara's age is only six months"

It's like in sayat sembilu. 

That is what Nara is feeling for the bad news, the news will lose the princess who has always haunted her.

How not, within six months, he will lose his only princess, a daughter who is always cheerful with a brilliant smile, a daughter who always looks strong in front of him, a comfort when tired of ambushing, and a princess who always looks strong in front of him, as a solace when remembering the man she loved so much.

Amaralah is the only remedy if she misses the husband who is still in her heart. A husband who never knew what his daughter was like.

A man who was missed by his daughter until this very moment.

"But it's just a human prediction, we still have the hope of the owner of life"

"Take advantage of the time, fulfill all the wishes at the end of his life, and give more love and affection for him, so that he can go with a happy heart"

Repeatedly Nara exhaled heavily, digesting each sentence that came out of the doctor named Edward. He tried to get rid of the frustration that has plagued him since yesterday.

Trudging the thirty-two-year-old woman to leave the doctor's office, she stepped into the mosque not far from the hospital. 

The life he lived in the land of ginseng, did not make him far from the Khaliq.

Washing his face with ablution water, instantly his heart slashed as the cold spring soaked his face.

He will pour out all the problems of the world on the soul of the owner and the holder of life.

"I know everything You are the one who governs, I know that my grasp will never be able to defend my daughter, as hard as I do, as I do, if it is indeed the destiny that You have laid out for me and my daughter, sooner or later You will take it from me. I know that everything is yours, I know that one day I will be hurt. But God, I'm not ready to drown that deep"

Giving a pause to yourself, Nara tried to hold back so that her tears did not fall.

"I can still see my daughter in pain, I can bear the pain of being separated from the man I love, but I can't afford to lose her God"

"I was too weak to part from her, because my strength was with Amara"

"Am I too greedy to ask You to give my daughter life once more? If I ask you not to take it from me, to let my daughter endure the pain, am I selfish?"

"I'm sorry if I love your creation so much, and please give me that sincerity, God, give me that readiness"

After praying and praying, Nara stayed in the mosque foyer for a while. Blowing wind that feels cool, unable to reduce the tightness he feels.

Silent, there was only the sound of rustling leaves being blown by the wind a little.

When slowly his mind was clear again, remembering how Amara's spirit to heal, and the effect of the girl who was getting weaker, made Nara finally decided to return to the ward owned by the princess.

"Sorry mommy yes son" whispered the concubine Nara probably so as not to wake her daughter who was still asleep. "Sorry mommy's selfishness forced you to defend against your pain" he whispered. He kissed the princess' forehead, while his hands gently stroked her head. "If Ara is tired, Ara can sleep for a long time, mommy is sincere if Ara wants to stay with grandma, mommy is ready if Ara chooses to go from mommy, but before leaving, mommy, let mommy fulfill Ara's wish to meet daddy huh. Mommy promised to take you to daddy's lap, mommy promised son"

Being disturbed, Amara finally moved, her pair of beautiful eyes in the frame of lashes slowly opened. 

"Mommy" called her down, then put her hand around Nara's neck.

Nara's body, which had been standing on the edge of the bed with a slight bow, was now lying next to her so that Amara could comfortably embrace her.

"Mommy woke up Ara huh?"

The boy shook his head. "Mommy cry?"

"No dear" dust while trying to smile and endure the pain that is increasingly heartbreaking.

"Ara kangen mommy" she almost cried.

Nara's reflexes tightened her arms, trying to hold the puddle in the eye patch that was know-how warmed.

"Mommy is also kangen Ara" she replied in a quivering voice. "Yet again, mommy's with you"

"Mommy didn't go to work?"

"No"

"Yes dear"

"Later mommy says daddy yes Ara kangen same daddy, Ara is not naughty anymore, Ara wants to quickly meet daddy"

"Yes, mommy will say the same daddy, tomorrow we go home to our country and we will meet daddy together"

"Promise?" Her eyes, still looking pretty, looked at the expectant mommy as her embrace slightly unraveled.

"Promise" answered Nara steadily. "Now, Ara bubu again huh"

"Yes" 

The boy immediately lowered his head on his mommy's neck.

*******

Five days Amara has been treated in the hospital because it was down when doing activities at school.

Today, the doctor allowed her to go home, noting she had to rest a lot and not get too tired.

"What did the doctor say?"

"Remember the doctor"

"What?"

"Not to be naughty, must not be tired a lot, must rest a lot"

"Smart child" said the doctor complete with a smile on his lips. "Remember one more message from the doctor"

"What is a doctor?"

"The romance should be happy, should not be sad, understand?"

"Near the doctor"

"OK, can I take him on air travel? I have an oncologist and surgeon from Indonesia, Two doctors will escort us on the plane"

"It's actually too risky, but if Ms. Nara forces us, we'll allow it, with a note that Ms. Nara will have to sign a statement, so that if anything happens on the way, that's not our responsibility. From our side we will only prepare the needs needed during the trip"

"Okay doc, thank you"

"Together, may your journey be pleasant and safe until the destination, may God work wonders for the healing of Amara"

"Aamiin, thank you again doctor"

The doctor nodded in response to Nara's words.

"We go home yuk"

"But Ara wants to walk, does not want to use a wheelchair mom"

"But Ara had to use a wheelchair, it was told the same doctor if not tired a lot"

The child seemed to think as if he was remembering what the doctor said, before finally nodding his head while twitching funny.

Amara Stevani Nalendra's.

The first child of Gautama Nalendra and Naraya Stevani, aged six years and 4 months, was blond and had a nose and eyes that were almost similar to his father.

Beautiful, cheerful and smart girl, who has suffered from stage three leukemia since last year.

He had to pretend to be strong in front of his mother, because he did not want to make his mother's heart sad. He also has to be smart to hide the pain in order to be able to go to school and play with his friends.

Amara's greatest desire was to meet her father, because from birth to this day, she had never seen what her father was like.

He had to fight for a longer life in order to complete his longing for a man named Gautama Nalendra.

Seriate

Regards..

Ane