Reaching the Miss (Daddy)

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Let me always remember who the names of their children are 😃😃😃

Gautama + Naraya \= Amara Stevani Nalendra

Aksara + Khansa \= Nadine Paramita Galileo

Emir + Anita \= Shanas & Sheina Dhaniswara.

"Lasetya + Anya \=Navita Aulia Firdaus & Abimana Firdaus.

The reading slowly let me know who this is pov. Happy reading 😉

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Tama and I were misbehaved by our son.

Although his condition was very weak and his face also looked pale, but the smile on his lips was wider when he saw Tama embracing my waist.

I know how he feels right now. Frequently seeing the interaction between Aksa and Sasa, Emir and Anita bang, and Setya mas with Anya, makes him understand how loving each other parents of Mita, the twins Shanas Sheina, can be, and also Vita and Abimana.

And today maybe Amara felt what those kids felt.

Because his wish is to live with a complete parent.

"Ara happy to see daddy same mommy can be together. If Ara goes playfully with grandma Uti, daddy always accompany mommy ya!"

Mas Tama nodded even though I caught a confused look on his face.

"What did you say?" I asked along with a great vibe in there. How my heart is not this wild, I'm very sure if Ara must have been dreaming of meeting with mom again.

I also feel Ara's words sound slurred.

"So right Ara bobo, Ara dreams of meeting Uti's grandmother. Grandma again sat in the butterfly garden, kept Ara playing. Ara was happy when mommy allowed Ara to run, so Ara played running around with grandma"

"Mommy let Ara play with grandma?"

Ara blinked in response to my question. I don't know, I can't hide my fear and anxiety anymore, I feel like I'm dying to faint.

"Later if daddy doesn't accompany mommy, mommy is alone, it's kasian"

"Where is Ara going?"

"Ara will mess with grandma mom, so mommy is alone. But if there is a daddy, mommy is not alone anymore. Ara can calm down playing for a long time with grandma because there is already a daddy who accompany mommy"

"After playing with Grandma Ara can go home right?"

"But Grandma did not want to stay. Grandma Peng Ara accompany grandma continue to not be lonely"

"But mommy is also alone, if mommy misses Ara how?"

"There's daddy mommy, daddy's gonna keep mommy"

I gave up, totally gave up, I don't know why I'm this weak and wily.

"From now on, daddy promises to accompany Ara and mommy" Suddenly mas Tama smirked his voice "Later after Ara recovers, we stay together in daddy's house. Daddy already made a big house for Ara same mommy"

Ara seemed happy to hear the words of mas Tama, completely opposite to what I feel now.

I also do not understand why mas Tama can be that loud, even though my heart is racing very fast. My mind is screwed thinking bad things happened to Amara.

I was busy calming myself down while Tama looked calm.

"Mommy goes to the toilet first"

Without waiting for his answer, I turned around and headed straight for the bathroom. I wanted to cry there, spilling all the dew on my eyelids.

When I looked back, Tama was looking at me with a sad look.

Closing the bathroom door, I stared at my reflection behind the mirror, my face pale without make up, my eyes reddened and slightly puffy. Only a sad look was clearly visible there.

"Mother, wherever you are, please don't show up again in Ara's dream, don't take her with you ma'am"

"Mom knows I've suffered enough all this time, I also know I was hurt a lot when mom left me. Don't give me that wound, ma'am, please ma'am, I can't bear to get the same wound"

"I beg you not to dim my sting, I cannot live in darkness"

"I can't afford to lose Amara ma'am"

I continued to monologue in the bathroom with tears flowing very fast.

"Didn't you want me to live comfortably, happily with my family, so please don't come back in Ara's dream to take her away"

"Without Amara by my side, how can I live my days ma'am"

Suddenly I heard the door open. Reflexes of my head looked up to focus on the mirror, I found the face of mas Tama from behind the glass standing right behind me.

Slowly, his steps approached and drew closer. I could only gulp as I continued to stare at the same shady face as before.

"Why cry alone?"

I lowered my head again while removing the wet traces on my cheeks.

Slowly, mas Tama turned my body to face him. I looked at his chest that was fielding, seconds later he grabbed me into his arms.

"Cry, take out whatever is weighing you down"

I cried in Tama's arms, even my tears soaked her shirt.

"Have you seen your face in the mirror?" ask me Tama.

"Pale right?" Ask again and I nodded again still in my tears

"Don't show it in front of Amara, all this time you can cover your sadness in front of her. Why can't it now?"

"I've always imagined Ara's death, I'm afraid of losing her, she's my life mas, she's my strength, I can't live without her" My voice muffled, my tears shed in the arms of Tama.

"He who has been with me all this time, makes me smile and can always divert my memory to my mother. I felt that Amara's dream was a sign, a premonition that she was going to leave"

"What sign?"

"Wouldn't you define the simple words of Amara?"

"Can"

Hearing Mas Tama's answer that I heard relaxed, I immediately broke down the embrace and then immediately looked up to bring our net together.

Confidently, the man who was much taller than me smiled. I could smile at Tama over my sadness.

"So Ara continued her story, she said fitting again play with grandma Uti, he said daddy called her. Daddy says "Mara here son, let's make fun of it, later mommy gets angry, we have to hurry home, otherwise mommy won't make us tempura shrimp. Ara answered "okay daddy" and after that, she said she woke up. After opening her eyes, she saw daddy with mommy again hugging"

"Did you say that just to cheer me up?"

"Didn't you trust your husband?" sergeant mas Tama.

Hearing Mas Tama say the word husband, my heart suddenly rippled. A part of me could not believe that Tama was still my husband. We were separated long enough.

When I remained silent with the focus of continuing to look at him, he instead played both of his eyebrows still with his lips on his back.

"Is there anything funny?" tanyaku.

"Wash your face now, sister brought a dragon to Amara, she asked you to feed her"

Sighing, I obeyed the words of mas Tama. He came out while I was washing my face.

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"Oh yes Ara, mommy wants to ask from yesterday-yesterday but forget to continue, mummy again remember, now mommy wants to ask"

Two pairs of eyes at once immediately looked at me full of probing after I said that.

Father and son can't wait for my questions.

"Why did you see that mommy kayak?" I looked at the two of them in turn. My hand moved to feed the fruit to Amara's mouth.

"Mommy wants to ask what?" tanya mas Tama while Amara was silent with her mouth filled with dragon fruit.

"Mommy wants to ask Ara"

"She asked what?" Tama was impatient.

"Kok Ara can immediately recognize daddy pas first time daddy came, whereas it's mommy never see a photo of daddy to Ara"

"Ara knows from Ara's dream, keep fitting Ara nemu photo album in the drawer, there is a photo mommy again married same daddy, yes already Ara sure the photo must be Ara's daddy, Ara, it's the same thing in dreams"

"Poto album?" Tanyaku.

"Hu'um, Ara saw many-many daddy same mommy photos there, there's a photo of Uti's grandmother also the same kekek dan"

Ara did call my mother with uti grandmother which means Fitri grandmother, and Dandan's grandfather which means papa Ramdan.

His pronunciation is still piqued first, laughing until he grew up.

"So Ara knew, daddy's face turned handsome like Ha-neul Korean artist who once gave Ara a pig doll complete with her signature mom"

Mas Tama chuckled at the praise from his daughter. While I was throbbing while glancing at him with amused highlight.

"Where there is similar to Kang Haneul Ara, different is far"

"Not her face that looks like mommy, but her handsome, no less handsome as the favorite artist Ara"

"Ara's right, daddy's good-looking, but mommy never said daddy's good-looking"

"Mommy is ashamed" Timpal Ara, they openly bendah, when I was near them, but as if I was not the one they were talking about. "If daddy is not handsome, mommy where to marry daddy" continued Amara who makes me more clumsy.

"Ara is indeed smart as a mommy" said mas Tama after glancing at me with a flirtatious look.

"But although never said daddy handsome, but mommy dear same daddy a lot, the proof is fitting still live in Korea mommy ever cry. Pas Ara asked, he said crying because of kangen daddy"

Aahh I feel very anxious to get under the bed after this son and father skinned me all out.

With ease they laughed.

"Assalamu'alaikum?"

Their laughter was broken by the sound of greetings from someone who suddenly entered Amara's room.

"Girishal"

Me and Tama answered almost simultaneously.

At once we stood while staring at the two figures who were walking towards us.

Seriate...

Remember the originator of the word double-double? 😃😃