Reaching the Miss (Daddy)

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The hug lasted for minutes. Until a male doctor came out of the ICU room, they just unscrewed the wound.

Tama immediately asked the condition of the princess with mixed feelings that were increasingly uncomfortable.

But instead of answering, the doctor asked them to come to his room.

Tama and Narapun walk tail behind doctor smith. Pediatric hematologist-oncologist.

When he was sitting in the doctor's room, he heard a heavy sigh from the man dressed in snelli.

Doctor Smith's difficult-to-guess face, making Tama even more frustrated and fearful.

Afraid that the doctors would say bad things about Amara. It was like he did not want to hear the words of a doctor who could be sure would make him shock. Unlike Nara who is already accustomed to the words of doctors who are like an idol, even the pain is felt to the heart if you hear it.

Doctors said they would observe the patient for about six hours.

"Because the type of cancer Amara suffers from is aggressive leukemia, then the only way of treatment other than chemotherapy is stem cell transplantation"

"The cell itself can be obtained from family donors such as father, mother, or blood relatives and pregnant"

Tama's heart immediately thumped very fast, as if his detentions exceeded normal limits.

'Right Nara said, this regret not only gnawed at me, but also tormented me '

"Oh my God, why is this sick"

"The first step we will do is check on stem cells that match Amara" continued the doctor to make Tama jerked. "So we'll check the spinal cord of his father and mother first"

"Doctor, I've done that and my stem cells are not suitable for Amara"

After saying that,

Suddenly Nara felt a sturdy hand wrap her hand over her lap. He turned to the left side where there was Tama who was staring with a wounded look.

The grip that felt so strong, it was clear that the man felt the pain of seeing the princess suffer.

"Hopefully my results will match Na"

That is Nara's only hope, Tama comes as a cure for Amara. The medicine of longing and pain that he had been enduring.

"Aamiin" said Nara lirih, focusing entirely on looking at Tama.

"Our son must be healed"

"Aamiin" for the second time Nara agreed with the husband.

Nara is not alone. With the existence of Tama, at least the burden that he had been carrying alone was slightly reduced.

"For a while, that's all we can say. In a few moments we will check the condition of the father and also the match of the spinal cord"

"Can we see our son doc?" tanya Tama expectantly after previously nodding her head in response to Doctor Smith's sentence.

"May, but not simultaneously, must be one-by-one"

"Nice doc"

Rise up from sitting, Tama and Nara come out of the doctor's room. They're going back to the ICU to see her daughter.

But Tama's steps came to a halt when her pair of eyes saw doctor Aksa and Emir's doctor sitting side by side at the place where Nara had sat before.

Tama and Nara turned to meet each other. In Tama's heart, there were so many questions regarding the two men.

The man in the photo that Nara once sent through her cell phone.

Not saying anything, Nara again invites Tama to step over to two men who are now standing while looking at her and Nara.

"Something happened to Amara Na?" The question-pitched sentence came out of the Emir's mouth.

"Imara was exhausted by the air travel bang, had lost consciousness earlier, so the doctor took her to the ICU room"

"How is he now?"

"Still weak, the doctor should overextend him for six hours, after which he will immediately take action"

Aksa and Tama quietly listened.

"Mas Tama, this is the Emir bang, Anita's husband, her brother Khansa as well" Nara pointed to the Emir who immediately reached out to shake.

"Emir"

"Tama"

"And this is Aksa, her husband Khansa, my best friend too"

"Tama"

"Aksa"

"Those who always help me and Amara" added Nara.

"Thank you for always being with Nara and Amara"

"No need to thank you, Nara is part of our family, and Amara is like our own child"

The Emir's answer made Tama slapped very hard while feeling increasingly guilty. Guilty of prejudice against Nara, guilty of not trusting his own wife.

It was on his mind that if he was not affected by anyone bothering his heart, maybe the breakup did not happen. But somehow the thought was immediately denied by Tama because Nara was also wrong because she never wanted to solve the problem and instead left.

But like the father's message to no longer remember the past, and only focus on Amara who currently desperately needs the support of both parents.

"Na, we're going back to Indonesia tonight" Aksa said "We're going straight to the airport after from here"

"It's okay, thanks again"

"Sama-sama, tell us anything about Amara"

"Yes, definitely"

"Greet Amara, we say goodbye"

"Be careful bang, greetings to everyone home"

"Okey Tama, we go first, leave Amara with Nana" Emir again shook Tama's hand. Not long after, Aksa reached out with a hand.

As the Emir and Aksa are separated, Nara asks Tama to meet Amara first. Naraya who had never shown the face of Tama to Amara, felt guilty because until this moment Amara did not know what the face of the daddy.

When Tama was just about to step up, Nara hurriedly grabbed her wrist.

"M-mas!"

Tama's gaze was immediately fixed on the hand in the grip. It felt as if Nara's palms were wet covering her wrists.

"What's wrong?"

Swallowing saliva then silence, making Tama frown complete with eyebrows swooping.

Once hesitant, Nara finally said it with a little courage gathered.

"Amara has never seen a face, so if Amara asks, do not be surprised"

"You said I'm the daddy, but why don't you ever show me a picture or call me, I'm still using the old phone number"

"I'm sorry, I don't have a mas number, the company number seems to have changed" too"

"It's okay"

Slowly Tama's hands pushed the door thick glass, he was immediately directed to wear a special PPE uniform to visit patients.

Step by step, as her heart rippled ever more crazily, Tama approached the side of the bed where Amara was lying.

Right next to the bed, you can see Amara's face that looks so pale and thin, eyes that are tightly closed with thick eyelashes covering it, making Tama's heart more sliced, his lungs were so full that he felt a tightness that caused such intense pain, while his heart was like being squeezed very strongly.

The black bead runs down Amara's body from top to bottom, there is an oxygen bud hose that covers the nose to the mouth, there is an infusion hose stuck in the pulse of his tiny hand, he said, there is also a clamp on his middle finger. In addition, there is a Patient monitor that serves to provide information about the state of the patient. The device is connected to many hoses that are attached to the patient's body, in order to know in real time the state of the patient.

Her pain became so noticeable on the patient's monitor that it showed weak lines and numbers for the size of the heartbeat.

Reflek Tama bent his body, then kissed Amara's forehead then the kiss turned to both eyes.

"Amara?"

"It's daddy son"

Silent...

"I'm sorry daddy, new daddy can look at Ara"

"Said oppa, Ara pep stay with daddy. Ara healed yes, we live together in a big daddy's house, we play together like Ara who always invited daddy to play in daddy's dream. Ara also said that he was joking with daddy, who talked a lot with daddy"

Her heart was broken, if possible Tama was willing to replace the pain her daughter was experiencing.

"Ara can open your eyes for a second? daddy peeking Ara look daddy"

"Daddy in Ara call daddy"

Tama grabbed Amara's hand, then kissed her.

Little by little, Amara's consciousness began to gather. The little girl's eyes slowly opened.

"Ara must be a dream in kiss daddy, Ara is often a dream to meet daddy" Amara murmur is not heard clearly by Tama's ears, because in addition to being very soft, very soft, his voice was also muffled by an oxygen bud.

"Ara, you're up, son?"

"Ara does not want to wake up, Ara again dream same daddy, later if Ara wakes up, her dream so lost daddy join saying"

Feeling strange, the man tries to convince Amara that this is not a dream.

"Daddy, Ara is kangen a lot" her voice was weak.

"Daddy also misses Ara a lot"

"Ara pengobo aja let's see daddy continue"

"It's not a dream, kid, it's really daddy"

Tama is a little confused. Nara says Amara has never seen her daddy, but she instantly recognizes him without hesitation.

"Ara's dad is here" Tama continued trying to convince while lowering the oxygen bud in Ara's mouth.

Hearing Tama's words, Amara realized, he threw a glance at every corner, really this is not a dream.

"Daddy, this is really daddy, right?" he asked as his eyes looked at his father's face.

"Yes son of this daddy, Ara no longer dream son, daddy here with Amara"

"Daddy"

"Yes dear"

"Ara wants to get up and hug daddy"

"Ara don't get up, let daddy hug Ara" Tama bowed and hugged her tiny body for a little while.

"Ara wants to wake up, Ara is not sick anymore"

"Wake up and what?"

"You're playing daddy"

"But Ara must heal first, after that we will always be together, we live together, bobo together, play together, daddy will also always take Ara to school" he said after breaking his arms.

"Yes later if Ara dreams of meeting grandma, Ara said she does not want to join grandma playing in the butterfly garden, Ara wants to play with daddy aja"

"Sorry, the patient has talked a lot, it's time to rest" said the nurse interrupted their chat.

"Ara, in another pair of oxygen yes, let it heal quickly, daddy same mommy is outside, keep it from the outside, Ara can see daddy same mommy from the glass" When Tama pointed at the clear glass, there was a figure of Nara who was watching them with a haru face.

"That's mommy?" tanya Ara blinked.

"Dear, daddy same mommy won't go, we're there baby"

"Yes Amara is healing"

"If so, Ara rests with sister okay"

"Okey daddy"

It really cuts Tama's heart. Just this time he felt an incredible pain, even the pain was beyond the pain when Nara left him.

The man came out after removing his PPE. He also kissed Amara on the forehead before leaving her in the ICU.

Walking out and immediately sitting listlessly.both elbows rest on both knees while both palms cover his face.

There are many things that scramble into his mind, making Tama increasingly haunted by the guilt of not seeing Amara since Nara first asked for it.

"I'm sorry Na?" tama said when she realized that there was a figure suddenly sitting next to her. He who was still covering his face knew very well that it was Nara. From the scent of his body that does not change, making Tama memorize the perfume that Nara used since long ago.

"If I had seen him from a month ago when you first came to the office, I would have had a chance to play with him"

Choose silence, because Nara is unable to reply to Tama's words.

They were silent with their own thoughts.

Seriate...

I usually read it at this hour.. 😀

sorry a little slow, not feeling well anymore..

the tissue in his brain decreased, so the idea decreased. 😇😇😇