Reaching the Miss (Daddy)

53

Minutes have passed, but doctors have not opened the door of the operating room that is closed. The door that separated me from my daughter for dozens of minutes. If only I could, I'd love to break through that door and accompany her to feel the pain she's going through.

"Drink first" said Mas Tama while offering a bottle of mineral water, maybe he bought it after coming from the toilet.

I received his sodor, gulped the contents. While Mas Tama didn't take his eyes off me while I drank it.

"Why look at me?" askaku while closing the bottle and then handing it back to the Tama mas.

Instead of answering, the man next to me drowned the water. After that, he made a sound.

"You have a very tense face, I told you Amara would be fine"

"I can't be as relaxed as I am"

No response from Tama. When I turned my head, I saw him sitting choking while looking at me. Exhaling slowly, I cut off eye contact and looked down at my fingers that were clinging to each other.

"You think I'm that relaxed? no worries for Amara?"

"Because I don't think there's the slightest anxious look on the face of the mas"

"And you think I'm a daddy who doesn't care about his son, do you?"

"It's not like that" I refuted and then kept quiet, not knowing what else to say.

"In implicitly, you accuse me of that"

"No, I don't mean like that, mas," I was quick. Aware that there are seeds of misunderstandings that can be enlarged if I am late or mistakenly explain.

"Then what?"

"Not by_"

My sentence was interrupted because suddenly I heard a rough sigh Tama, making me shocked and scared at the same time.

When I was about to return to explain, my voice seemed to be stuck on the tip of the tongue because the gaze of Mas Tama sharpened.

The way he looked at me this time really made me shuffle and not dare to voice my explanation.

"If you think I'm not worried about Amara" he said right near my ear, "You're wrong" he added. "Do I have to show my fear like you can't hide your anxiety?"

His hand, which was still holding a bottle of mineral water, now knew that he had grasped my hand tightly.

"Don't I wake up every hour at night to check on Amara, don't you know what that means?"

"Did I ignore Amara all this time?" I asked him when we finally made eye contact. "Or am I busy with my business?"

I shook my head. In fact, Tama never did the two things he asked.

"If I'm not worried about him, I've been coming home from yesterday to Jakarta" he said, which made me frown.

"But he's my son, my flesh and blood" he continued, tightening our grasp. "Again," he whispered this time in my right ear. "Here is her mommy whose face I want to always look at"

After saying that, I lyrics mas Tama circulate the view, when no one looks at us, including father and mother, quickly he peeked my ears and made me squirm with curiosity.

The man smiled slanted as he mocked, I just kept quiet while widening my two neutrals.

"Does it still take me for granted waiting for my daughter who's struggling on the operating table?" tanyanya after teasing me.

"Sorry" I said reflex.

Two seconds after I said my apology, the thick glass door opened and a doctor appeared from behind the door.

Mas Tama immediately stood up, while I was still sitting with my mind branching everywhere. Not only was the man still my husband, but my father and mother also rushed to the doctor.

"How's doc?" tanya mas Tama, I was still sitting in the original position while waiting for an answer from the doctor. I guess I can't stand. Afraid that the man in the green uniform's answer would say something that would knock me down instantly.

"The transplant process went smoothly, and Amara's condition was also stable as before the operation"

Not only me, but Tama and my father were relieved by the answers of the oncologist who handled the Amara case.

"Alhamdulillah O Rabb" said the father I could still hear.

In my heart, I said the same thing, I whispered many times in my heart.

"For a while that's all I can say, please come to my room to talk about the next stage"

"Good doctor"

Mas Tama rushed up to me, cupped my face and slightly bent down to kiss the tip of my head.

"You heard Na?" he said while holding my head. My hand reflexes are coiled around the waist of Tama mas. With my position sitting down and mas Tama standing up, Mas Tama's hand repeatedly rubbed the back of my head.

SERIATE...

Continued the chapter that had been interrupted 😇😇😇