Presentiments

Chapter 9 dreams

" And this morning I accidentally saw an incoming message on a mobile phone mas reza there was a woman who sent a message with the words kangen," I painstakingly held back, I, these tears were the end of her fall as well.Rahma who saw it instantly rubbed my arms to calm down.

" You are patient, try to talk carefully with your husband about who the woman is. Who knows it is just a misunderstanding. for appearance, for appearance, maybe you can slightly change your appearance with a little makeup and the clothes you wear can be in accordance with your age to look more fresh" she suggested.

" The problem is all need capital right Ma, do not be able to buy all that. to eat just fitting-fitting an."

" Geez indahh.kamu ask in modalin dong same your husband, if he wants his wife beautiful well must be willing to spend money.emang his beautiful do not need capital." his murmur.

" But I'm not sure if mas reza wants to give me extra money for treatment, make kitchen needs just don't want to know.his salary is used up in the share for his mother and sisters."

" Yaudah said to your husband, so don't protest too much just accept if there is any.kok I so jaunt ya same your husband, already stingy a lot of need again," add it while shaking the head.

When running, the clock has shown at 3 pm. All orders have been taken by the bookers, now when we are getting ready to close the store. because today it is special to prepare orders only.

after closing the shop we split up.

lapse not how long the usual transportation I ride through, immediately I ride.

at exactly 4 pm I arrived at the house.I saw the porch door open wide, maybe mas reza.

soon I step foot in. suddenly...

" Are you still going home, too,? holidays are not her mengurusin husband at home, even wandering.enak ya so you, husband cape nyari money, you even delicately spend the money husband." I have not had time to say hello, greetings, the in-laws were immediately charged with various charges.

" I went home from work mom, the store owner asked me to come in today because there are many orders that will be taken to a big event," I said slowly.

" halahhh.. excuse,! say that you do not feel at home.in-law come to eat but there is nothing on the dining table.even in the kitchen there is nothing to cook. pity my son has a wife but can not take care of the husband and take care of the house. fortunately my son is patient, if not already divorced you from the first.! I can't love children, what can you expect from your model wife."

" I used to think you're a good daughter-in-law, so I agreed to reza nikahin you. for real you're a niggling son-in-law, so I agreed to reza nikahin you, you don't want me as reza's mother and her sisters to enjoy her salary, huh??!

" we are his family, and who are you,? you're just someone else here, if reza divorces you as his ex, but if his name is family there is no word ex.so you don't have to envy us." you should be grateful and grateful because Reza willingly married a poor girl and a village like you.so people do not know themselves." cerocos mother-in-law without pause, no pause, I who are not given the opportunity to speak can only be silent.

From the words of the mother-in-law who discussed salary, such as her mas reza had complained.

I have to straighten out so there's no misunderstanding.

" Mommy, don't get me wrong. I don't have any envy or not willing if mas reza gives his salary for mom or rena and reva, either, I sincerely really, I also understand that boys up to any time still belong to their mothers."

hearing all the words that came out of my mother-in-law's mouth made me feel sick, what else did the in-laws discuss one of her always the child's problems. if God has not entrusted, what can man do.

At the end I kept quiet, did not reply to the words of the in-laws.if I make a sound again can be longer.

because whatever I say is useless remains wrong in the eyes of the in-laws,

suddenly the sound of a motorbike stopped in front of the house, I had not had time to step foot to the door, but, the owner of the motorbike immediately rushed into the house without greetings and ignored me who was standing near the door.With his cynics he glanced at me at a glance.

" Mommy, my phone fell on the road. keep the screen cracked. anyway I don't want to know, have to buy a new phone,! rengek rena my sister-in-law who is still sitting in the High School.

Seeing that, I choose to go into the room to relax.from yesterday to today his body feels tired, feels crumbling. in addition to tired thoughts.

when just a few steps, there was a mother-in-law's voice, her tone was deliberately made loud to be heard by me.

" Yes later ask to buy it with you, rather than his money in love with others.It is better to nyenengin his family," he said.

I continued to pretend I didn't hear his words.

when I arrived at the room, I put my body down.

mas reza was not home, I don't know where to go with the woman who sent the message this morning, I muttered in my heart.

I lyrics at half 5 pm, fatigue makes me unable to withstand drowsiness, not waiting long I was asleep.

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" Daughter, who is patient.you must be strong yes.don't give up and despair.you must rise, I'm sure you can face all of it yourself. don't let others trample on your pride. Daddy's same mother is okay if the house wants to be sold.you use it for your life so you are not underestimated anymore." elus an soft on the forehead woke me up.

" Yumu...,!! call me half conscious.

I was surprised to see no one around the room.

turns out it was just a dream, but why it feels real. I saw the clock was approaching Maghrib.