Presentiments

Chapter 4 the sneer of in-laws

The roar of the motorbike engine disperse my daydream, I see the clock shows at 11 pm.do not feel it has been 1 hour more I contemplate myself in the room.

I don't know why I suddenly miss my hometown,it has been 2 years since I married mas Reza I never returned home.Every time I take home the village mas Reza always refused and a lot of his reasons.I can only shut up and give up.

I rushed out of the room to the porch door.I saw Reza mas down from the motor and then stepped in.His face looks tangled, making me reluctant to ask why until late at night like this new home.

Without talking Reza breezed into the room, I also followed about to sleep because the eyes had begun to heavy.

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This morning I woke up to hear a noise outside. Immediately I step foot out of the room. had not had time to step into a rowdy voice, suddenly a spicy innuendo immediately rained.

" Geez what kind of wife just woke up at this hour, boro-boro nyiapin breakfast for the husband, the boiler is still stuck on the pillow!" My mother-in-law's granddaughter accompanied by a cynical smile from my sister-in-law's rena while playing her gadget, while my youngest sister reva mas reza was sitting while looking at me.

I am still not fully aware because I just woke up can only sigh.Morning just woke up already rained scorn, making my chest feel tight.

this morning I was not praying so wake up a little afternoon from his usual.and coincidentally today is Sunday me and mas reza work holiday.not in thought it turned out early in the morning in-laws and sister-in-law already come visit.

A few minutes later Mas Reza appeared and immediately stepped into the kitchen.

" What have you been doing, then, ?why is there still no breakfast at this time?! I was amazed to hear the loud voice of Reza in the kitchen, with a feeling of fear I approached but did not dare to look at the face of Reza mas who looked annoyed

" I'm sorry mas, breakfast is not ready because it's usual that your holiday will wake up at noon," said I. with his upset face mas Reza silently looked at me with anger.

" Tuh you see your wife, it is a fool. must be early in the morning breakfast must be ready at the dinner table, it must be ready,so when my son wants to eat at any time not to go hungry like this !" cerocos mother-in-law.reva immediately woke up to the mother-in-law to calm down.

" Usahlah ma'am rather than us annoyed we better leave now just yuk., but long here a waste of time alone." said rena my sister-in-law by telling me.

" Yes already let's go, later we are late. the trip is quite far. fortunately we want to go to the celebration of the rich.so later there can eat as good as he can.from here, we can eat,boro-boro wants to ride breakfast, which is even in suguhin high blood disease !" muttered my in-laws.

" Loh... mba beautifully not coming, right,? reva asked mas reza's youngest brother while looking at me.

" You did ngajain camp people, who were there later embarrassed us." said the mother-in-law.

Then they walked out of the house.

" Well, where are you going in the morning?" why don't you tell me from last night, if I had known from last night I would have prepared breakfast earlier." I said.

" It must be without me saying anything, you understand your duty as a wife.You see because you mother and my sisters are starving !" ketus mas Reza without telling me where to go.

" where are you going?" why not take me too?" today I also have a work holiday." I reply

" You don't need to know where I'm going, I'm going anywhere with nothing to do with you! are you saying, why don't I take you, then,? you see what you look like, which makes me embarrassed.! said Reza as he stepped out.

my eyes were hot hearing the words of mas reza and also my in-laws. no tears I fell without being able to bear.whether it was my fault that they changed and behaved like this towards me.when they used to be very good and so loving to me.but in recent months attitude they all change.

After the incident, I feel lazy to do anything.at a time like this, my feelings are increasingly longing for both my parents, I miss my hometown before marriage,I always come home once every 3 months to visit my house and visit Bu nyai and Pak nur.but after marriage I never go back to my hometown again.

with tears streaming down, I hugged a picture of my parents.

It's noon, but Reza's mas still hasn't come home.I've cooked his favorite fish menu,while waiting for me to pick up the device I tried to call Bu nyai again, because it has been a few months this number can not be contacted.

With a feeling of uneasiness, I kept trying repeatedly, but the results remained nil.number still can not be contacted.

lapse of the last few hours Reza mas home accompanied by mother-in-law,rena and also reva.I immediately opened the door.without saying hello, they immediately barged in through me.

reva who came in the back smiled and greeted me. He was a good boy even though he was still in 1st grade Junior High.

Then I followed them inside.

" Dad, I've cooked your favorite fish.want to eat now what will it be?" let me be ready." haggle.

Without answering my question, Reza invited her mother and sisters to eat together.With a feeling of annoyance, I could only stroke the chest.

Quickly they immediately sat at the dining table and took the plate, and with their voraciously eating until they finished the side dish at the table, Reva who saw it just stared at me full of pity.

they do not think about the stomach of others.when here there is I who hold the hunger because waiting for Reza mas home.do not a piece of fish even sauteed vegetables that I serve at the table are not left in the slightest.do they run out eat at the place of worship like I said this morning.

With a feeling of sadness, I took the rice that was still left a little.then stepped into the kitchen to take salt.I ate alone in the corner of the kitchen with a menu as it is.with tears, with tears,I forced to swallow rice even though it felt like it was stuck in the throat.My stomach must be filled with food, because I do not want to get sick.if I get sick who will take care of me.my inner