
" I'm really confused, I don't know what to do.Honestly I still love her, but my heart hurts too for what she's done."
" it's beautiful now that you don't nangisin that brengs*k man again, love your tears.such a man doesn't deserve your cry.you have to move on with your life."
listen to me, listen to me, you must rise up and repay your heartache.from now on you must turn into a strong woman.You prove to her husband and family if you are not a weak and stupid woman as they say so far.show courage you if they insult you don't just shut up."
" if you are weak, they will be more arbitrary and trampling on you.your life is also not dependent on them, either, so you do not need to be afraid and why do you dizzy thinking about the kitchen and stomach of your husband while your husband just does not give a living and do not think of you."
" Does he care what you've eaten yet, does he ever worry about you if you come home late. And you also do not need to work tired just to meet the needs of your household, while he himself his salary is exhausted for the needs of his family and his own pleasure."
" from now on, if your husband does not love shopping money, you do not need to cook.just cook for yourself aja.kamu work during the night, but do not enjoy the results of your own sweat. now you enjoy your salary for your pleasure.you use it to beautify yourself."
Long-long Rahma advised me, I knew she spoke like that because she cared so much for me. All the words that came out of her mouth made me think. after I reflect on what he said there is indeed a truth.
after hearing Rahma's advice, my mind calmed down. Rahma was right, I must be a strong woman and must not be weak so that my in-laws and husbands do not insult me continuously. Immediately I remove the tears that are still left.
" Yes you're right, I can't be weak.I have to be vigorous." My words strengthen themselves.
" That's dong..! I will support you continue, you are still young.You deserve to be happy.do not waste your time and energy just to cry for a man breng**k like him. anyway a while,!! with a loud and half-laugh he cheered me up while raising one hand.
I smiled at her silly behavior, and I was grateful that at a time like this, I was not alone.
" Sunday I will take you to the beauty clinic where I care.there you can also consult about what skincare is suitable for your skin." Timpal.
I admit Rahma's face does look smooth white and glowing. Her skin is clean.
" Must be expensive treatment there huh,? if it's expensive, it's better not to have his money, '" I reply
" For yourself, baby, you come with me anyway. Money can still be found again later." he said.I just nodded.
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tomorrow is his..
" Beautifulhhh..!!!
The sound of screaming rang out from outside the room, I rushed over.
" You see what time it is?! why is breakfast not on the table?! You know I'm going to work in the morning?! yell at reza.
I did deliberately this morning did not prepare breakfast for her, because she did not give me the kitchen money while she was out getting a bonus of three million.
" I'm sorry I didn't cook today, because you didn't give me the shopping money" I replied casually. I'll try to fight my fear of mas reza.
with ease he spoke.
" I'm sorry my salary hasn't gone down because the store owner is out of town, so my paycheck will be accepted after the store owner returns." I lied. it's okay to lie for good, I thought.
" There are many reasons.!! snatch it while it passes.
" Oh yeah, I'm not going to cook as long as you don't give me the kitchen money,! before he completely disappeared from before me. Regardless of me he stepped outside on his motorbike.
After his departure, I took a breath. My heart slightly dag dig dug earlier because it had dared to refute mas reza. This first day experiment mas, we see tomorrow and so on.
" Sayur. sayurrr..."
there was a greengrocer passing by, because it was still half seven in the morning, I rushed shopping for my breakfast all later. Yes. I will shop after mas reza left for work. fortunately my schedule entered work later than mas reza. so I am safe. today my feeling is better, I feel better, I was ready for whatever would happen later, thanks to Rahma's advice, I got new courage and new spirit.
" Sir, buy chili, tempeh, know the kale" I said.
" Eh mba beautiful, tumben shopping her afternoon.? usual before her husband left for work, it's done cooking." chirped mba een neighbors in front of the house.
" Yes, this is shopping for tomorrow morning, let's cook tomorrow." I don't want to go long.
" His husband works in the office but really every shopping is very economical mba." her lips.
" How many total sir,? ask me to divert een's mba.
" it's ten thousand mba" replied the greengrocer.
I paid and took the groceries.
" Let's een first," my saying passed.
mba een only glanced at a glance.
go straight to the kitchen, I hurriedly cooked what I had bought earlier at the greengrocer, so it does not take long the cooking is ready to be presented.time is half 8 am, I have breakfast.after his bath and ready to go to work.
Now it was 8 hours less 15 minutes. I stepped out of the room. just finished putting the provisions into the bag, suddenly heard the sound of the roar of the motor in front of the house.
" Beautiful..!! open the door,! the voice of the in-laws shouted in front of the house.
I step my feet about to open the door.ku breath before opening it.just lazy once in the morning has been the arrival of in-laws.His problem every arrival must always make my mood bad.