Presentiments

Chapter 20 I'm not an ungodly wife

I came home on foot, lucky the distance between my house of in-laws and my contract was not too far.15 minutes late I arrived home. I opened the door and then entered the house. I immediately cleaned myself to rest immediately. finished my bath, my body fell on the mattress.

my mind glazed over the fate of my household in front of him, not expecting to just enter the age of marriage 2 years the state of my household was like this, not expecting it to be, not to mention there is interference of my in-laws.I can only surrender to what will happen in front of him.

Maybe my marriage used to be too hasty without getting to know more closely the nature of mas reza and his family, my introduction to mas reza and his family was very short. and I got married too young at the age of 18. from the beginning of the marriage mas reza is not open to financial problems, but I think it is not a serious problem, he said, maybe only then was he like that. It turned out that it was indeed his true nature.

not wanting to make my heart sadder by thinking about my problems, I close my eyes to rest so that tomorrow work is not bad. It is already 10 pm, this is already 10 pm, and mas reza is still not home.I also no longer care what time he wants to go home, I'm tired of his attitude.

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the alarm rang, I opened my eyes and the clock showed at 5 am. I saw that mas reza was not in the room. I rushed to the bathroom for dawn prayers after which I went outside the room.

I see from the window slit of the motor mas reza was not there. maybe he was staying at his mother's house.inner me

I step foot into the kitchen to make my breakfast. lucky there are 2 eggs fitting for my breakfast and supplies. I today will not cook for mas reza, I will not cook for my breakfast, let her eat at her mother's house.As long as she doesn't give me the kitchen money, I won't cook for her.

at half 7 I immediately had breakfast, after I finished I was ready to take a shower to leave for work.

when I was getting ready to hear the sound of a mas reza motorbike in front of the house.my lyrics have been at 7 am. I ignored his return, I do not want this morning my mood so damaged.

the sound of the door opening, then the sound of footsteps into the room.

" Well, are you wasting the money I love?! as soon as the door of the room opened, mas reza immediately uttered words.

I kept quiet and ignored him.

" Hehh. I'm talking.! are you deaf?!

" Oh you talk to me again, kirain again make up the story.because you have something that has no answer. how much money did you give me to say I was wasting your money.? 500 Grounds of it,? tuh already hold the same mother contract, if you want to take please to the mother contract.then what more money do you discuss,? I answered his bluff with a mocking smile.

" You are beginning to dare to fight me,!

" Why should I be afraid and be silent to the dzolim's husband,? you made me like this. You don't think I have the heart and feelings, hurt to keep quiet. so?! do you realize as a husband, have you done your duty,? don't just sue her.!

" Durrect wife,?? not wrong,?? there is also an ungodly husband to the wife.! all this time I have done my duty as a wife, I can also take care of my marwah as a wife. Then what are you, then,? bring a woman who is not a muhrim to your mother's house while still having a legitimate wife.you can correct others but can not reflect on yourself."

" It's all because your fault as a wife can not be relied on and can not please the husband.if the husband turned to another woman means the fault is in his wife.! you see yourself, different from the tiara. she is the perfect woman and can make me happy.!

" What do you want now,? want to protest, right,? whether you like it or not, I don't care.!

to his heart ached so many times to hear all his sayings, mas reza had no feelings. his heart he behaved and said those hurtful words.I must be strong, do not cry in his presence. I'll show you that I'm not a weak woman anymore.

" It's up to you to do anything, I don't care either.!

then I hurried to step out of the room, I had to immediately avoid this debate before these tears came out.Let me think again what I should do. although I tried hard but still this heart hurts to hear the words of mas reza, and his betrayal to me. My chest was also tight.

I hurriedly stepped out of the house, not forgetting the provisions I had prepared in the bag.

" Beautiful..! I'm not done talking.! basic village wife does not have manners.husband is talking instead nyelonong go.! there was a cry of mas reza from inside the room.I ignored him and immediately hurriedly stepped onto the street.

I'm not strong, if not to teach them a lesson maybe I won't survive. I take a breath and throw it slowly to relieve a little bit of my tightness.

exactly 8 o'clock past I have arrived at the store.rahma has not come because the clock is still early.I was faster than usual because of avoiding mas reza. quickly I open the door and immediately enter.hurry me neatly and clean all her. After I finished sitting to just unwind.

before long the rahma motor arrived and went straight to me. With a surprised face he noticed me.

" this morning you've finished tidying up and cleaning up all of it, right,? what time did you come?" ask her while looking around.

" Yes, I deliberately departed from home earlier than usual, because I was lazy to argue with mas reza. I was tired every day had to face his attitude and words."

" You guys got into a fight over last night,?"How did your husband and in-laws react to seeing your new appearance last night,? why does your face look so uninspired,?

" They were kind of surprised to see me last night, but they accused me of spending my money on fun."