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Chapter 15 Homesickness

" as always, if not to curse and insult me, what purpose would my in-laws come to the house.this morning said mas reza came to his house for breakfast, because today I deliberately did not cook as you suggested yesterday." I replied.

" Oh good then..every time such a husband should be taught.then you are silent when your in-laws scold you.?

" I explained why I didn't cook, but my in-laws defended their son, and he cornered me." I sighed.

" you ignore it, don't be too thought of. The basis is that they don't like you so whatever you say won't be heard. The important thing is that you have the courage to act, it's just the beginning.we'll look forward to it later."

" The point is you must be firm, do not want to be pierced,"

I nodded with a smile.

it was late afternoon, I looked up at the streets, because the store was no buyers so we just sat back and relaxed.

" Why are you daydreaming.? are you still thinking about this morning,? suddenly Rahma made a sound.

" No.. I've been missing several months with my hometown and also the late father and mother.several days ago I dreamed of the late mother.normally if I miss them, I miss them, I'm going home to visit their heritage house, the house where I grew up, but it's been 2 years since I married mas reza I never came home."

" Why don't you just go back home by yourself,?

" Mas Reza never ngijinin, and if I take him home the village must refuse for many reasons" I reply

" You will be able to go home without his permission, besides if you wait for permission from him, until when.? there are you do not go home.if he does not want to be brought home, do not you mind. You must be able to decide for yourself everything that concerns your life.

" You are not during work here never take a leave, if you want to take a leave to go home to your hometown, I will later convey to aunt ina. for the business of keeping the store, I can be alone while you go home.

" Thank you very much yes, you can always provide a solution that makes me always excited.maybe I will go home next week only."

" okay, I'll tell aunt ina,"

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sunday..

" Aren't you cooking anymore?! it's 8 in the morning but there's no breakfast at the dinner table yet.!ask mas reza when entering back into the room with a look of annoyance.

" What do you want to cook.? don't you have money for fish and vegetables,? I replied casually while folding my clothes.

" i have said my salary is also not enough to meet the needs of the house, my salary is only left for the transportation costs I work only if I do not have transportation money, how do I want to go to work." ketus me by holding back the upset.

With a red face and resisting annoyance, he took out 20 thousand dollars.

" now go shopping for fish and vegetables, and cook soon. I'm hungry.!tartly

I took 20 grand in his hand, then stepped outside towards the greengrocer. just about to step into the street suddenly there is a motor rena enter the yard of the house with the mother-in-law in her bonceng. behind her following reva somehow in bonceng who.

Huhhh..morning in-laws have come to visit.after this I don't know what else will happen later.in my mind lazily.

then I walked over to the vegetable.

shortly after finishing vegetable shopping I returned home. slowly my feet stepped, but when it arrived at the door was heard the sound of mas reza and mother-in-law talking.

" Partially you why the hell still maintain a useless wife like that.? ngasih child can not, cook also lazy, work was just a waiter shop.Her salary can not be relied on." sound mother-in-law.

" you're young, your job and your future are good too. surely there are still many young and beautiful women out there who want to be with you.which is more everything from your village wife that. your wife is a poor person can be food that she eats is not nutritious then her content is not fertile." My chest throbbed pain heard the words of mother-in-law.

" Mom, I guess I kept him because he was still in love.? before I can replace her, I will not divorce her. it is enough for me to be a babu in this house. eat there masakin, clothes there are nyuciin, the house there is a clean. so while he is still in this house, I better take advantage of it than pay people dearly." said mas reza laughing and accompanied by laughter mother-in-law and also rena.

" You're right too, it's smarter you than he lives here free and so the daughter-in-law can not be proud, we better benefit his energy." timpal mother-in-law.

" And as long as you know, soon I'll get her replacement.she's a beautiful girl, young, and definitely fashionable her appearance.not shy like the beautiful, beautiful, don't make it taken to the party, make a way to the vegetable maker alone I'm embarrassed." he added still with a laugh that gets louder.

" Thank God if you already get a replacement, cepetan bring to the mother's house yes. mother wants to acquaintance with the new daughter-in-law.I can't wait her sense of wanting to quickly fondle grandchildren."

" Mommy was also overcrowded and upset to see that village woman here, wanting to kick her out immediately."

"When will you bring your new daughter-in-law to your home,? I can't wait to see you. I also want to be more familiar and so I can also judge that you don't choose wrong again." he continued

" next week I will know, I will bring it to mother's house." said mas reza.

My hands clenched, my chest tight with pain and also angry, it turns out they only use me. and the heart of it mas reza treat me and consider me like a maid.