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Chapter 17 Enjoying life

I remained focused on eating, not caring about the anger of my mother-in-law and then reva immediately took a plate and scooped up the rice and side dishes.

" Mba cuisine is beautiful really good, I want to add this" he said with a smile.

" if so you add a lot."

" Yes mba I miss home cooking, because at home mom rarely cook. I'm tired of buying constantly."

I smiled at the reva.

" Well, just stay there, let's sit down and eat together." call reva.

with a lazy step mas reza also sat.I know for sure he did not taste the food I cooked.I do not care about it, I keep focusing on eating without looking at him.

later in the day I have an appointment with Rahma, we will go to the clinic where the rahma treatment.

I hurriedly finished my meal.reva and mas reza had finished eating. I tidy the dining table and continued washing the dishes.

Reva said goodbye at antar mas reza. I was immediately ready to meet Rahma.now it is almost 11 noon, I stepped out of the house and locked the door.

Arriving in front of the clinic at 12 noon. I immediately approached Rahma who was sitting in front of the clinic.

" Hey...have you been waiting a long time,? ask me while patting his shoulder.

" not really, just half an hour ago."

" let's go straight inside." take her.

we also immediately stepped into the clinic, because it's lunch hour so it's not too queued.tak wait long our names are called.

after we finished, we rushed out of the clinic.

it's 1 o'clock by now.

" The weather is very fitting for eating meatballs," said Rahma who happened to be in the clinic there is a meatball shop.

" Maybe, let's go there."

" like you again,? ask her.

" You know what.." I replied smiling.

" The evidence of your face beaming, kept fit in the clinic I volunteered to use my money first but you refused." he continued.

" You can't lie, yeah, " said as I chuckled

after we arrived at the meatball shop, we also ordered 2 bowls of meatballs and 2 iced oranges.

" You tell dong, today there is good news until you look cheerful so.? ask her.

" I am today again twinkling, because only this time I feel free to do anything.and why was I rejected your money, because today I again dapet windfall."

" Wasteful windfall.? from where.? if it's not possible from your husband."

I laughed when I heard Rahma's words.

then I told him everything that happened this morning, including all the conversations my husband and in-laws had once Rahma chuckled at my story and sometimes her facial features seemed to pity my story.

" Be calm I'm fine." I said.

" then what are you going to do, then,?

" I'll come to my in-laws' house as a surprise to get acquainted with the new woman mas reza."

" are you sure you're going there,? do I need to be with you, please,?

" No need, I'm alone. I just want acquaintances after that I'll go."

" Are you sure it's okay, huh,? if you want to cry, cry." I laugh at Rahma's words.

his eyebrows furrowed watching me laugh.

" Why are you laughing,? ask her wonder.

" You're funny .. It's not you who told me to change to be a strong woman, to change to not be weak anymore, but now that I've changed, you're surprised to see me." I chuckle.

" So you really don't hold back crying anymore,? I guess you pretended to be strong in front of me to cover it all up. I just don't want you to hold it alone. If you're not strong, and want to cry it's okay to cry."

" I don't want to tear up again just to cry over my husband who has betrayed me, even he could treat me as a maid.maybe yesterday I still can't accept all of it. but now I don't want to be weak anymore. Thanks for your blessing, I feel better."

" You're right, my happiness is only I can create it. I have to look to my future, maybe my marriage is just a bridge for me to become more mature." I said.

" Yes equally.I just don't want people as good as you are humiliated and demeaned.but I'm glad you can actually rise.I'm sure happiness will pick you up." he said while smiling.

our meatball order arrived, because lunch time so in this meatball shop quite queued.

we also immediately finished.

after paying we rushed out.

" it's still 2 pm, what if we go to the mall first.? bring Rahma.

I'm still weighing his call.

" It is not necessary to think about home affairs.You free your mind. From now on you enjoy your life," I nodded.

" Well let's go." I said.

after a half hour drive using Rahma's motorbike that hugged me.we arrived at a large mall in the city center.I was amazed to see a large and luxurious building standing in front of me. all my life I have never been in the mall, I just often see it on television.Hakma's clap surprised me.

" let's go in," Rahma held my hand.

until inside I was more amazed to see the contents of the mall. ceaselessly I looked at all the shops lined.then we went around walking from the bottom floor to the top floor.

after walking around we took a short break sitting back and enjoying ice cream, today I feel very happy.

all this time I felt my life was heavy because I could not enjoy it. I was like in parentheses and did not know the outside world.It turns out the outside world is fun.and from now on I will enjoy my life.

" Yes, thank you so much, you have changed my life, and thank you for today, I am so happy." then I embrace Rahma with full strength.

" Yes equally.then from now on enjoy your life, when I will take you to the mall again." I reply nod enthusiastically while smiling widely.

Rahma chuckled at my behavior.