Presentiments

Presentiments
Chapter 16 I'm not a weak woman anymore



my eyes are hot, it feels like crying to shed this pain.


but I have to hold her back, not until these tears come out. I must not be weak, I must be strong.


Look out for you guys, I'm not gonna stay quiet. Before you kick me out, you guys should be taught a lesson. so that you can appreciate others and do not underestimate the people of the village that you consider this stupid.my mind with rage.


before entering I take a slow breath and throw it away while holding back tears that force it to come out, I step foot in. I'm gonna pretend like I didn't hear what they were talking about.


" you are shopping vegetables aja long time anyway, hang out first ya stocking charm.? didn't you know we were starving waiting for you?! Cepet cook there, don't be long.basik lelet.! snapping in-laws as soon as they see me.


" In the vegetables queue mom, anyway if mom is hungry why come here.? you know that from yesterday I didn't cook because my son didn't give me shopping money." I casually answered my in-laws.


I dare to reply to his words, the pain I endure makes me dare to refute.


their eyes widened a little to hear my words, and then mas reza stood up to me.


" You must not be impudent to mother.! how dare you speak like that to my mother.! cook it fast!!! snapped it


" you told your wife to tell her to be a maid, can't you set a good example as a priest in the household." and then I went into the kitchen without caring for their expressions.


" Mba, I'm helping ya." look reva my sister-in-law approached the kitchen.


" no need va, you sit there later if the cuisine is ripe mba call." answered ku.reva looked at me with a look of guilt and pity.


" Why are you still standing there,?it's okay mba can be alone kok.kamu ahead again just there watch tv.


" Mba sorryin mom, mas reza same mba rena ya,?but I was happy to see that it was beautiful to be able to defend myself." he said with a smile.


"the next time you feel wrong, don't be silent mba, I see mba in so it's not hearty."


" Yes thanks yes, you are a good child.you are the right school yes don't be weird let you be a successful person."


" Yes mba. I will definitely be diligent in school and diligent in studying so that my grades are good."


" oh yes mba, this is me there is money 500 thousand rations from mas reza is still intact I have not used, this is for mba aja. later I will ask again mas reza with the reason the pocket money that has been given up for school purposes.but mba do not say yes.this is the secret of both of us." he said.


" Loh do not need va, this is your ration.mba does not want to accept it." I said.


reva forced it by putting it in my pocket.


I did not expect at the age of just 14 years but his thinking was very mature, I was moved while staring at him.My eyes were already teary.reva who saw him immediately embraced me.


" Thank you.mba moved because there are still people who care the same mba,"


" Mba do not be sad anymore, I will always be there for mba. now mba use the money for needs.later if mba do not hold money anymore, mba, mba says reva yes let reva mintain to mas reza.but inget ya mba is our secret." whispered while winking.


I nodded while smiling at her behavior.


an hour later, all the food was on the table.


" Let's eat, the cooking is ripe" call me.


then they walked to the dining table.


" So long ago you cooked just this dish,? my mother-in-law said when she saw the menu I was cooking.


" Mommy, the shopping money that you love is only 20 thousand. 20 money I think is enough to buy what,? still profitable this to buy tempe, tofu, the same kale. and that there is another companion menu also kok," said I as I pointed towards the sambal.


" Money 20 thousand can still be bought by fish, you are not good at managing finances.! eat kayak gini cuisine where there is his nutrition.! look at it, I have no taste.! said my in-laws.


" why are you just shopping this, some of the money can be bought fish?! ketus mas reza


" It is enough mas to buy fish can be 2 tails along with vegetable kale 1 tie. but with fish 2 tails and kale 1 tie is enough with this much stomach,? I don't want to lose to the sneers of in-laws and mas reza.I'll show you that I'm not a weak woman anymore.


" If you want to eat what I cook, yes please. if you don't want it is also okay.I don't mean kok ma'am." I said again while taking the plate and immediately took the rice and the side dishes.I immediately devoured without caring for those who saw me with a look of annoyance.sitting them only makes me more upset.


I'm reva's lyricist who just smiles looking at me.


" Let's go home, then,! we buy out-of-the-box dining options.more delicious and more nutritious than this village food.! said Mother-in-law with still holding back anger.


" But ma'am, Reva is really hungry.reva ate here aja.? after all this favorite food reva also kok. later reva his return home so that in between mas reza aja. can you mas.? pleasesee..! pinta.


Mother-in-law just mendelik lazy, and mas reza also looks confused because reva asked her younger sister Reva, so she became her favorite sister mas reza.


" it's up to you.! let's rena we're out of here.!then the mother-in-law stepped while pulling her hand out of the house and then heard the sound of a motorbike engine away.