Pregnant Without Husband

51. Crying in the bathroom

"Yes dear. Uh, that means it's Ros."

Rosa's heart pounded even more as Abrisam called her with the word dear. Even his face was red. But unfortunately Abrisam returned to rectify his words.

Now, Abrisam has finished cleaning up and replaced Rosa to look after the baby. The two played and joked on the wide bed.

Although Zaidan is not his biological son, but Abrisam loves him as much as his own son. The meeting between the two was very short. He himself did not know why his heart was compelled to do so. All this time, he never once respected those around him.

Meanwhile, Rosa, who was in the bathroom, tried to breathe deeply. Trying to neutralize all the feelings that raged in his heart.

Back when he was dating Rico, he never felt treated well and full of tenderness as Abrisam treated himself and his son.

Although his encounter with Abrisam was very short, but Rosa could feel a comfort to be near him.

Rather than with Rico, who was always in hauntings of uneasy feelings. Because he always urged him to do all his schoolwork, and the most frightening thing is to do planting matches until the birth of Zaidan.

Rosa shook her head repeatedly, removing Rico's shadow from her mind. He did not want to remember the bad thing again.

But the more he was near Abrisam, making himself always compare Abrisam with Rico. Bad memories are always coming back.

Rosa screamed, which made Abrisam gasp in shock. Rushing he held Zaidan and ran towards the bathroom, then knocked on his door. But there was no answer, only sobs were heard.

"Rose, Rosa. What's going on?" said Abrisam who is now covered with misgivings while knocking on the door. But still no answer.

With a reflex he opened the door knob, which turned out not to be in the lock. Finally, he pushed the door slowly.

He was surprised to see Rosa sitting curled up in the corner of the bathroom, bowing her head and sobbing.

He stepped closer to her, and sat down near her.

"Rosa, _Why are you crying?" abrisam hesitantly asked, but Rosa still sobbed and did not answer.

Finally hesitating, he grabbed Rosa while rubbing her shoulders.

"Tell me about your problems, who knows I can help you."

Rosa's heart becomes more comfortable when she feels the warmth of Abrisam's embrace.

"Do you regret marrying me?" abrisam's chirp made Rosa straight up her head, then shook her head weakly. Her face still looks beautiful, even though tears flood her cheeks.

"Why are you crying? Let's sit there and tell a story. Don't overtime in the bathroom, later we can get sick." with full tenderness Abrisam wiped the tears on Rosa's face.

He looked at the pretty face carefully. The face that had smiled sweetly and provided warmth for her, now turned heartbreaking with tears in her eyes.

Rosa was now staring at Abrisam who was looking at her.

'You married me just to maintain my dignity, but why would it make me feel comfortable like this?' inner Rosa.

'I married you just to maintain your dignity, but why is it that the more I come here, the more I want to protect you and always want to be close to you?' inner Abrisam.

Zaidan's whining voice made the two of them come to their senses from the floating thoughts.

"Maybe Zaidan is cold, let's go to bed." Abrisam took her by the hand and rubbed her against the bed.

Abrisam immediately poured water on Rosa, which was immediately received and then gulped slowly. Now he is sitting on the bedside.

"Now tell me, what made you cry like that? If it's about me, I'm sorry. But, if it's about your life, you can tell me. I promise I won't tell anyone. Trust me." Abrisam clasped Rosa's hand tightly.

Rosa shook her head weakly and reached out to hold Zaidan, but Abrisam immediately shifted Zaidan away from Rosa's hand.

"I'm sorry, but calm your heart first, don't carry a child when we're angry. Moreover, you are a mother, your emotional bond is very strong with the child. Don't let Zaidan also feel your sorrow."

After saying that, Abrisam stood up while holding Zaidan. He tried to put the little baby to sleep.

Walk around, singing children's songs while gently stroking his head. Almost 1 hour he was like that, but Zaidan's eyes were still perfectly open.

Rosa who saw that once again felt touched as well as Kasian. He also walked closer to both.

"Maybe she's hungry, let me go first."

Finally Abrisam gave up, apparently taking care of the baby afterwards, he handed Zaidan to Rosa.

Now Rosa sits on the bedside nursing Zaidan, while Abrisam sits on the sofa by the window. There is no talk between the two.

Abrisam checked his phone which he had not touched at all. As minutes passed, Abrisam squirmed trying to relax the body. But his gaze accidentally caught Rosa who was still busy breastfeeding. Although just looking at his back has made Abrisam traveling brain.

Shortly after, Rosa turned her body about to put Zaidan to bed, then gave a warm kiss on her forehead. After that he sat back on the edge of the bed while gently rubbing Zaidan's face.

Rosa is confused, because tonight is sleeping in a room with a stranger. Despite his legal status as a husband and wife, he was still afraid that Abrisam would approach him and do things he did not want. So he tried to hold back his drowsiness.

While Abrisam, occasionally he glanced at Rosa who continued to wipe Zaidan's face. For some reason just by looking at it, making his eyes not sleepy at all. Suddenly he remembered about Rosa crying in the bathroom earlier. Hurry up he approached her.

Rosa had set up a standby mode, when a glance at Abrisam who was now walking closer to her.

"Are you not sleepy?"

Rosa shook her head strongly, trying to deny her heart, because in fact her eye power was only 5 watts.

"Are you afraid I might do something to you?"

Once again Rosa shook her head, although it was actually very contrary to her heart that said she was really afraid of it.

"Then, we just exchanged stories while sitting on the sofa, so as not to disturb Zaidan's sleep."

Rosa nodded, the important thing is that she did not sleep tonight. Now the two have sat facing each other and Abrisam again asked the question that made Rosa cry earlier.

"I...."