Pregnant Without Husband

5. Destiny to live

After getting advice from herbal medicine symbols, Rosa's heart became more relieved in accepting this ordeal. True what the word symbok, rather than his time in waste free to condemn mistakes better in use for useful activities.

He went to the room to get a cell phone. His fingers are nimble to scroll the mobile phone screen. While his eyes were watching every row of writing.

After reading some of the instructions he got through his cell phone, he rushed to the bathroom for ablution.

It performs two prayers of repentance. Fervently 'he did the prayer. After he finished praying, he became worthy of the Creator.

Her regret broke again. He asked God for forgiveness for the sins he had committed. He also prayed that he might be given strength in passing this test.

After he finished praying, he took the Qur'an tucked between school textbooks. He read the hijaiyah as he could.

Maybe because he had sincerely accepted the fate that must be lived, so that after doing the worship, the first time he could immediately fall asleep soundly.

"Assalamu'alaikum."

Several times Susi said hello, but Rosa never showed her nose. The worry and was was back hit the heart of Susi. Fear of the incident repeated again.

Rushing he immediately opened Rosa's room violently, so that the door hit the wall of the room.

Dugh...

Rosa immediately gasped in shock and woke up from her sleep turning to the origin of the voice.

"Rose."

"Mothers. Forgive Rosa for sleeping ma'am."

"Why do you have to say sorry repeatedly?" ms. Susi immediately approached her only child who was still sitting on the floor, because she had indeed fallen asleep on the floor since. He hugged and showered a kiss that burst into Rosa's face.

"What's wrong with mom?" ask Rosa to be confused.

"Mother kira..... You do things like you used to do." replied his mother in a sobbing.

"In shaa Allah Rosa has accepted Rosa's destiny. So, I don't have to worry about Rosa too much." replied Rosa as she unraveled the embrace between them.

"Are you serious?" her mother looked at Rosa intensely. Rosa nodded with a smile.

No more tears she let out. For all the tears he shed to seduce God, to forgive all his sins.

"Alhamdulillah, I'm relieved to hear it nduk." Susi's mom hugged Rosa again.

Rosa stroked her mother's back. His back carried him wherever he went.

The back is always the support of his weight when he was small, because Rosa likes it in the back. And now that back shows its fragility. Of course makes Rosa can't bear to see it.

"Astaghfirullah, is this 4 o'clock?" rosa asked, her mother nodding while wiping her tears.

"Rosa overslept for a long time, until she has not performed the dhuhur prayer" said Rosa, grimacing.

"What time do you sleep?"

"After the sunah prayer, around 11 pm until now. If you hadn't opened the door, Rosa wouldn't have woken up by now."

"Oh my God, I'm glad you finally got a good night's sleep. Hopefully so on." mom Susi stroked the top of Rosa's head, she just nodded while smiling.

"Yes mother wants to take a bath, it's also willing to perform ashar prayers. We pray the same as nduk."

"Yes ma'am." The two walked together towards the bathroom.

Both look compact in concocting spices, so it creates a very appetizing vegetable. They can't wait to taste it right away.

"Hemm... is very good ma'am." said Rosa after tasting the vegetable with the tip of the spoon she held.

"Yes already, let's hunt we eat." invite Susi mom excited.

And, for the first time as well, the two went back to enjoying the food voraciously.

"Alhamdulillah, finally full too."

"Add more ninya nduk, you have to eat a lot so that the baby is also healthy" said his mother.

"Later ma'am, if Rosa's hungry again." Rosa stood up and took her mother's plate to wash. But her mother forbids her, fearing that Rosa would be exhausted.

"Daily Rosa sleep ma'am, yes it can not be tired." Rosa insisted on taking the plate. Finally, his mother allowed him to wash.

That night, they returned to perform Maghrib prayers and isya' berjama'ah. After that they read the Qur'an. After the service, the two felt much calmer.

"Maybe this is also a reprimand for mother nduk, because all this time the mother has never done prayer." chirped his mother. Rosa clasped her mother's hand with a smile.

"Mother." said Rosa.

"I'm sorry mommy" her mom cupped Rosa's cheeks and showered her kisses.

"Let's go to sleep, it's night, tomorrow I have to work." said his mother ended the conversation that night.

Both returned to their rooms.

That morning, after Rosa performed the tahajud prayer she could not sleep anymore, so decided to do homework. Starting from cooking, sweeping and washing dishes. Right at dawn, all was done he did.

"Am I dreaming? Why is everything finished and neat? The feeling I just woke up." Susi's mom rubbed her eyes once again.

He sat down at the dinner table and opened the food hood because it smelled the smell of cooking. He widened his eyes when the dish was also served on the table.

"It's real." his his sizzle after feeling a bit of his spicy tasting sambel was merciful. She instantly remembered Rosa, because Rosa had loved something spicy long ago.

"What is all this Rosa doing?" he rushed to Rosa's room. His steps instantly stopped when he faintly heard the voice of Rosa reading the Qur'an. He abandoned his intentions and stepped back to ablution.

Rosa who felt her stomach rumbling immediately headed for the kitchen to eat. It was with his mother who had finished her bath.

"Are you doing all this?"

"Yes ma'am." Rosa nodded with a smile.

"You should just rest, let mommy do it all."

"Rosa doesn't want to keep bothering mom. If Rosa sleeps, the time will be long. Rosa also needs a lot of movement for her baby to be healthy."

"Mother is happy to see you excited like that nduk." her mother smiled haru.

"Let's mom eat the same, Rosa is hungry" Rosa said grimacingly. His mother smiled and immediately sat down next to Rosa.

They both enjoyed a happy breakfast.

"Take care of yourself at home. You see tivi let's not be bosen at home. Or do whatever you want. What matters is that you are happy. Assalamu'alaikum."

"Yes ma'am, wa'alaikumussalam." replied Rosa while kissing the back of her mother's hand.