Pregnant Without Husband

4. Buy jamu

"Prophe, this is a test you have to pass. We raised both of your children. I'm sure there will be rainbows after the rain. There will be happiness after many times we have trials. Don't mind bad words about you. For mom, you are still the best mother's child." Susi tried to calm Rosa who cried as much as she wanted on the way home.

He always hugged his only child who was unfortunate. Grasping her hands tightly, giving her strength. Mr. RT who saw it from behind the rearview mirror, also could not hold back his tears.

'O Allah, overcome their fate. Give strength to both. Not necessarily I can be as patient as they are, when I know my son is plunged into such sin.' the prayer of Mr. RT who is sincere in his heart.

"It's up to Susi's mom." Mr. RT's voice broke the silence that night.

"Thank you for the help, sir." said Susi and Rosa together.

"If you need anything, don't hesitate to call me." RT sir said goodbye.

The mother and son entered the house immediately. Rosa entered her room limply and with a broken heart. He sat on the edge of the bed hugging a pillow. Lamenting his unfortunate fate. It turns out that all this time he was only used by Rico. And Rico doesn't really love him.

"I should be self-conscious, where there might be a guy who wants to be with a dirty girl like me." murmured Rosa and began to cry.

"Here you go, remove your tears. Because your tears are too precious for them. Better save your energy, to be healthy you and your baby." said his mother while handing over warm tea to Rosa.

Rosa immediately let out a long sigh and drank the tea so that her feelings were much calmer.

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The next day, Susi leaves for work at a factory not far from her village. Only 10 minutes of travel has arrived.

"Remember, take good care of yourself. Don't mind the unimportant talk. We are not asking for their mercy. I'm off to work first." Rosa nodded with a smile so that her mother would not worry. After shaking hands, her mother drove off her motorbike leaving Rosa alone at home.

"You.... Jamu's...."

Not long after his mother left, there was the sound of the usual jamu symbok passing in front of Rosa's house.

"You guys? Can't herbs be...."

"Mbok.

"Well neng." with a smile, the symbol entered the courtyard of Rosa's house.

"You want what neng?" bargain friendly symbok. While Rosa seemed to frown confused to express her wishes.

"Ep..... Jamu to launch menstruation is there mbok?"

"Oh, there's obviously a dong." with a nimble symbology immediately poured some of that viscous liquid into a small glass and thrust it at Rosa.

'I'm sorry God was forced to do this.' whispered Rosa in her heart.

He immediately received and immediately gulped it up the toilet.

"Tomorrow here again mbok." said Rosa while handing over the money.

"Beres. Simbok say goodbye." said symbok after tidying up his herbal medicine merchandise then carrying on his back and walking away from Rosa.

After getting Rosa's orders, these few days herbal medicine symbologies always routinely come to Rosa's house.

Every day Rosa always gulps the bitter thick liquid to be able to drop the content. But until now he did not feel any signs of experiencing menstruation as usual.

"Walah, the symbol of bad luck nduk. Last night the grandson of a cranky symbok, his body is hot." symbok story while pouring herbal liquid as usual.

"May be healed quickly yes mbok." prayer Rosa sincere.

"Aamiin ya rabbal aalamiin." reply cymbok while thrusting a glass of herbal medicine to Rosa. This time I stared at Rosa for a long time. His gaze looked towards Rosa from top to bottom.

"Why look at it like that mbok?" asked Rosa because it was not good to feel constantly noticed.

"Can you ask me something with you?" doubtfully the symbok said. Rosa also nodded.

"Your face looks so pretty. But, your body is a little prominent in some parts like."

DEG!

Rosa's heart stopped beating, hearing the cymbals.

"Simbok may be wrong guessing, Rosa is not pregnant really mbok." Rosa slightly smiled so as not to be caught lying.

"Sir, this cymbok selling jamu not a day two days, but it's been decades. Of course the symbology can tell which person is pregnant and not." instantly Rosa subdues her gaze.

"If you are pregnant, why even buy herbal medicine to launch menstruation? Should have bought a content strengthening herbal medicine." added symbok again.

"The story is just as symbiotic if you can make your heart calm. Remember, the child is a gift. His presence should be grateful. There are many people out there who expect the presence of children as a complement to the family." Rosa sobbed to hear the symbology.

"The problem is that I'm pregnant without a husband" said Rosa with trembling lips. The tears that he had been enduring, finally escaped as well.

"Astaghfirullah." Istaghfirullah yambok said Istighfar while stroking his chest. Then he took Rosa into his arms. So that makes Rosa more and more tears.

"What happened nduk? Tell me a story if it makes your heart calm. Remember, pregnant people should be happy, should not be stressed. Because it could affect her baby."

"Rosa's boyfriend doesn't want to be responsible, because Rosa is ugly and the child of the poor." Rosa explained.

"O Allah Gusti, who is patient." re-embok hugging Rosa.

"Every test Gusti Prince gave was to raise the degree of his servant. And you're passing that test. Be sure, you can definitely pass the test. So, from now on you have to take care of the baby is good. Do not buy herbal medicine to launch menstruation again yes. And don't do anything that could put your life and the baby at risk." With tears Rosa nodded.

"Yo wes, let's just go in the house. It's not good to see people, you cry like this. Think of the evil symbol you are." Symbok rose to his feet and helped guide Rosa into the house.

"Every day the cymbok will come here to give you a booster. And the symbols are free for you, so you can't refuse." said the symbok with a smile and Rosa tried to singleness smile anyway.

"Thank you for all the good you've given Rosa."

"We will live in the world told to help each other. So, maybe this is the only thing you can do for you. You have to be excited. Instead of continuing to mendutuki, mending his time in use for prayer, njai, read books or other useful activities nduk. Understand you?"

"Yes, Rosa understands. Thank you very much, Mbok." Rosa kissed the old woman's hand, treating her like her own mother.

"Yes, now the symbol traveling around again huh. It's daytime."

"Mbok's up." Rosa takes the cymbok out of the house with a smile.