Pregnant Without Husband

24. A decision

Trial case of attempted murder in Anita was finally in the title. Rosa comes accompanied by her mother and Lidya's family.

All those present listened carefully to everything spoken by the judge, the accused and the victim. The trial went pretty hard, because the defendant's family always denied the allegations thrown by Rosa.

Finally, after several hearings, the judge decided on a 1-year prison sentence for Anita.

Anita and her family cried hysterically not accepting the judge's verdict.

While Rosa and her support team bowed in gratitude for the relief of hearing the judge's verdict.

Anita suddenly ran towards Rosa without being prevented. Now they were very close and staring at each other. Finally, Anita admitted all her mistakes and apologized to Rosa with tears.

Rosa still looked at Anita who was covered in tears before finally opening her voice.

"I can easily forgive you, and forgive everyone who hurt me. But the law remains the law, everything must go as it should. Please mbak Anita serve the sentence that has been set by the judge. We have to go through a dark night to be able to welcome a bright day." said Rosa firmly, then she immediately left the courtroom. Anita is immediately secured by the police to be taken to a holding cell.

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Without feeling it, time passed so quickly. Zaidan is now 6 months old. He is very active, always chattering cheerfully, and now he is able to crawl quickly.

Luckily, Zaidan never got sick and disliked formula. He was full enough to drink only his mother's breast. And when Rosa gave MPASI, she devoured it to the end. Her body looks so cute and funny.

All that can not be separated from the role of Rosa as a parent who has a double duty. He showed his happiness, so that his son was also happy. Rosa educates Zaidan with compassion and with all her heart.

At the beginning of Zaidan's birth, his neighbors began to talk back about him. If Rosa buys vegetables and happens to hear they are discussing her, do not hesitate Rosa immediately reprimanded him. Finally the neighbor who used to insult him now no longer dare insult him.

The old Rosa was not the present Rosa. Which can only be silent if touched.

Although Rosa is only at home taking care of children, she still looks as good as possible. Not to forget he always wears the cream he used to buy with Lidya. He also took care of his body. Acne as big as a tomato that makes Lidya anxious, now never appeared on Rosa's face again. The skin that was once black and silky, slowly became clean and fresh. So that she looks more beautiful.

He used his own savings money that he had collected while working at the Cici bu store to meet his needs.

His mother did not forbid Rosa to dress up or take care of herself. As long as it makes her comfortable and happy, why not. Rosa is increasingly confident with her current appearance.

Sometimes we have to taste bitter before we can taste sweet.

We must pass through the darkness of the night, to be able to witness the bright rays of the dawn.

Sometimes God takes the good from our side, to replace it with the better.

So it can be interpreted, if the life of Rosa today is much better, and much happier.

But unfortunately in the midst of the happiness he felt at this time, an unpleasant news approached again.

That afternoon his mother did not usually come home in a state of sluggishness. Though usually, his mother always called his handsome granddaughter.

Susi threw her body in the chair near Rosa.

"The factory is not bona fide as before, finally employees who have aged affected by PHK, including the mother" said Susi mom flatly. But able to make Rosa instantly bowed listlessly. Guilt immediately approached him.

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A week passed, Susi started looking for work. There was no way she could let Rosa find work while she was still nursing her baby.

"Congratulations grandma yes dear, hopefully grandma today can get a new job" said Susi mom while rubbing the face of Zaidan who was laughing and showed her new teeth growing 4.

"Yes grandmother, I suspect this pali grandmother can be shy." reply Rosa mimicked the words of a child who is not yet fluent.

By riding his motorcycle, Susi began to look for work.

The day changed months, and Susi still did not get a job. Rosa also looked more agitated. Every night he awoke to honor the Creator. He prayed that his family's economic problems could be resolved properly.

After tahajud he could no longer sleep. As long as her mother is unemployed, Rosa is silent looking for job vacancies through her mobile phone.

He accidentally saw a job advertisement becoming a TKI in Saudi Arabia. His heart was moved to try the job. He also began to look for various information.

Almost a month he sought information and asked God for guidance, whether it was a way out of the economic problems he faced today. And somehow, every time he finished praying his heart was more steady to become a TKI.

Until one night, when Zaidan was fast asleep, he ventured to tell his mother with his intention to become a TKI.

Of course, it made his mother very shocked.

"Rosa, can you leave Zaidan and mom home alone? Is there no work here? Until you are determined to wander in a country far away." said Susi mom with a sad face.

"Rosa's been looking for a job here, ma'am, but never seen. Every night Rosa prayed for a job. And somehow after each prayer, Rosa's heart was more convinced to go there."

"Rose..."

"Rosa is big mom. In shaa Allah Rosa can take care of herself. Rosa wants to give her best for mom and Zaidan. Rosa please ma'am, allow Rosa to follow this heart. Although at the beginning it was hard to leave mother and Zaidan, but over time, may God be easy."

With a heavy heart and after a long sigh, finally his mother gave permission to Rosa.

"Thank you ma'am." said Rosa, hugging her mother.

He knows it was a very difficult decision. Actually he also could not be far from Zaidan who was always beside him. But economic demands are urging Rosa to decide that.

Rosa could not close her eyes. Repeatedly he rained down on Zaidan with an endless kiss.