Pregnant Without Husband

2. Suicide

A month has been the death of Mr. Sastro. Rumbling about Rosa's pregnancy began to sound.

Initially Rosa was sure to be able to get through all this, but seeing some of her neighbors who started staring cynically when she crossed paths with him made her heart instantly shrink.

Rosa went back into her room and did not forget to lock the door. Rosa sat pensively in front of the dresser. Confused by the various chaos that tormented his mind at this moment.

Her boyfriend has been contacted many times but still can not. Even Rosa's number was blocked.

Rosa again condemned his stupidity. He wanted to give up the only treasure that a woman had.

'Oh my God, why am I so stupid? Am I that bad in their eyes. So just looking at me is like looking at some disgusting shit?' rosa's mind while looking at her face through the mirror reflection.

In the midst of her raging thoughts, Rosa threw a vase of flowers on her desk, until it hit her makeup mirror until it broke. The pieces of glass were scattered on the table and some of them fell to the floor.

Instantly bad thoughts perched on his head when he saw the glass fragments on the table. His hand picked up the glass shard that fell on the table and stared at it for a few minutes.

Crusses......

Instantly fresh blood came out from his hands which made him instantly collapse on the floor.

"Assalamu'alaikum."

ms. Susi said hello many times but there was no word at all. Rushing he checked the whole room and found no Rosa at all.

Rushing he banged on Rosa's bedroom door but there was no answer. His heart grew increasingly unsettled, as the door was locked from the inside.

With tears, Susi immediately came out looking for help. Some residents who were chatting on the porch of the house in a hurry followed the steps of Susi's mother.

"Let's mas in just broke." proposed one of the residents who immediately in reply nod by the others.

After several breaks, the door finally opened. All eyes were shocked at Rosa who had fallen on the floor.

Rushing all the residents and Susi ma'am crowded in.

"Rose!" exclaiming Bu Susi saw Rosa who was unconscious and her hands flowed fresh blood.

"Let's take him to the hospital immediately." exclaimed one resident. Then swiftly some residents began to lift the slightly fat body of Rosa.

Susi's breath frowned while waiting outside the IGD. Her mind again recalled the incident a month ago that claimed the life of her husband. He didn't want Rosa to experience the same thing.

"You must be strong. I only have you, don't leave mom. I promise to take care of and raise your child. I'm sincere nduk." murmured bu Susi accompanied by sobbing.

"Miss Rosa's family" said a doctor who had just walked out of the IGD room. With a hurry, Susi approached the nurse.

"Sa_i'm the doc's mother." replied Susi's mom in a trembling voice.

"Alhamdulillah, Miss Rosa made it through her critical period. Now just wait until he's human."

"Alhamdulillah" said Susi who can breathe a little relieved.

"Can I go to the dock?"

"Yes please mom. My message, always accompanied by Miss Rosa ya ma'am, keep away from all sharp objects, take to places that make her heart calm. Remembering God a lot."

"I_iya doc, I'll do all the doctor's advice. Thank you again." replied Susi with a little smile. He rushed in and approached Rosa, who was still lying weakly in the patient's bed.

While crying a bit, Susi grasped Rosa's hand, the other hand gently stroked Rosa's head.

"Allah still gives you the opportunity to live. You can't waste it. I know you're a strong girl.

Arghh....

Rosa groaned in pain when she wanted to move her hand to rub the eyes that were still difficult to open.

"Rosa, are you conscious?" asked Susi who woke up from her sleep. Her hand was getting tighter holding Rosa's right hand which was not hurting.

"Where is Rosa ma'am?" in a soft voice Rosa asked her mother. His eyes began to open. The lighting of his treatment room makes him a little glare so he can not see clearly into the entire room.

"You're in the hospital nduk."

"Hospital." murmured Rosa softly. His mind recalled the incident he had just experienced.

Arghh...

Rosa screamed again because she tried to remember yesterday so that her head throbbed pain.

"Don't think about anything else. Focus on your healing. I don't want you to stay alone." Susi kept encouraging Rosa.

"I'm sorry this stupid Rosa Ma'am." retorted Rosa as she clung to tears.

"You remain the proud child of a smart, beautiful and kind mother." Susi's mother wiped away the water that slowly began to drip on Rosa's cheek.

"Excuse me, have breakfast" said a hospital attendant delivering rice for the patient's breakfast. And put it on the nightstand near the patient's bed.

"Thank you" replied Susi, trying to smile.

"Breakfast has come, let's eat soon, son. Let it heal soon."

At first Rosa did not want to eat anything because it was not lustful at all. But seeing the struggle of his mother all this time, of course he did not have the heart. Finally slowly he began to chew the feed after the feed given by his mother until the breakfast was finished.

"Well, if it's like this, you will recover quickly. I have another friend at home" Susi said with a smile.

After finishing breakfast, Susi invited Rosa to tell her many things. That he did so that Rosa was more entertained and slowly could forget all the bad events that happened to her at this time.

"Excuse me." the doctor's voice surprised them a little. A row of smiles spread across their faces as a sign of mutual respect.

"I started to check first." the doctor began to justify the location of his stethoscope. A series of checks began.

"His condition has improved quite well. The spirit continues to heal ya deck" said the doctor with a friendly smile. Rosa also nodded.

A few days ago Rosa was hospitalized. His face no longer looked pale. He can walk to the bathroom by himself. That day the doctor let her go home.

Riding in a wheelchair, Rosa was pushed slowly by her mother to the front of the hospital.

"Be careful mom, let me justify the position first" said the driver gave a warning to Susi.

The car that was deliberately rented began to drive slowly leaving the hospital. Traveling for about 15 minutes, finally arrived at the residence of Susi.

"Mother will not remain silent Rosa. Tell me honestly who's got to impregnate you. We have to hold the answer to that."

"Free mom, he won't take responsibility."

"Don't give up before you try. Quickly tell mom now. Don't keep covering it up. Before your stomach gets bigger."

Rosa let out a long sigh before finally telling her mother the truth.