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In the evening I prayed istikharah to convince myself to accept or reject the goodwill of marrying me. After the prayer I did not forget to ask for opinions from those closest to me.

"Om cyista kangen." Crista said to his herman after his phone was picked up by his father's only brother.

"What's the matter, baby?"

"Kangen, when I came here, I don't have time to go back to Banyumas yet."

"Acquickly yes. Why you my darling?"

"Hehehehehe is married, but I'm afraid I'll fail again."

"Honey, not all men are the same, you will never know what will happen in the future, our task is only to try to carry out every destiny that God gives. Maybe this could be a good start to your life going forward. Take it, by the way, who did you marry?"

"Harris mangunkusumo."

"Waaaaauuu, you are amazingly dear, can make one of the mangunkusumo family bend their knees under the shade of love,hehehehi. Om support you a hundred percent, accept him om sure you'll be happy."

"Emang om know?"

"Know dong who does not know the pak cipto, his father the haris."

"Oh."

"If you still doubt pray ask for the same instructions above."

"Hmmm. I'll think about it. Oh, and I love you."

"Take care of yourself, I love you too."

(Tomorrow I have come to the house of brother clara and kak citra, anyways this is already malem they must have slept too, they are sleepers, hehehehe.) The word cyista to yourself.

(Geez my wallet was left in the smansa caffe, this gimana.)

"A reza, I'm going to the smansa caffe get the wallet that's missing."

"Okay cis, you still have the key, right?"

"Yes A is still, is the same permission that hehehehe."

"That's caffe you cis, why permit everything."

"Hehehe. Yeah, I'm in the middle of the night and I don't dare."

"Hmmm,sono game. Be careful with cis."

"okay."

Cistapun drove his car to the smansa caffe which just closed half an hour ago.

When he got there he went straight into the room that is usually used reza . Room full of memories between cyista and reyhan while still alive first. Therefore he asked Reza to take care of the caffe because the cyst does not want to always remember the reyhan.

He was in the room, "astagfirullohhal'adzim." (What I dream, why do I see reihan, God protect me.)

(Perhaps, mas rei has died so this is not possible at most this is just my hallucination, I better take the wallet and go.)

(Bismillah.) Cista stepped closer to the table hesitantly as he continued to revere his asthma.

"The punten, I'm not bothering you, I just want to grab the wallet. Excuse me, yeah." Cista turned around about to leave the room after getting his wallet back.

"Wait a minute." Said the person who was similar to reyhan who had been sitting on the sofa.

"Who are you?" Asked cyista with a trembling tone out of fear. All his life he'd seen an invisible creature."

"You don't recognize me?"

"It's me baby, I'm glad you can see me."

"Sorry I have to go, you better get back to your nature."

"I can't go back now because the people I love haven't found their happiness yet."

"meaning?"

"I can't calm down because you're not happy yet."

"Who said?"

"I hear you call me often, you still wish I was alive and with you in this world, right?"

"Yes, I did hope so but it's impossible isn't it?"

"It is impossible for us, because we are different now, we can not possibly be together again. A cyst?"

"Yes." Yeah."

"I know our love will remain etched beautifully in each other's hearts but you must also find your happiness in this world. Don't forget me, you just need to accept a new love ."

"But I'm afraid that it will end like my previous marriage with mas dzaky."

"Believe in the above, you are a good woman, faithful, patient and independent I am sure God will give you the best partner , but it can happen if you open your heart again to receive a new love."

"I'll think about it."

Reyhan walked closer and closer towards the cyst, he clenched the cyst body into his deck .

(Cold but still can make me feel calm and peaceful.) Inner cyst.

"I love you, forgive me for not being with you for longer. Go home, if you miss me, you just have to pray for me. I'm always in your heart, I'm in every breath you breathe, I'm in every stream of blood in your body, I'm everywhere you are."

Cista just nodded, his tears had already flooded his cheeks soaking his peach-colored veil, then came out from the caffe. Not to forget he also locked the cafe back.

He drove his car with an erratic feeling, his gaze being limited due to his tears that could not stop flowing. He decided to stop by the roadside in front of a mini market that is still open .

He always remembered the message om herman, so as to stop at a place that rame do not stop in a quiet place, it is dangerous he said, hehehe.

He was crying in silence, he could not cry while shouting aar at the thought of people who are not sane anymore, hehehe.

After feeling calmer, he drove back to his car to go home.

" O Lord, where are these nights from?"

"From caffe pak nino, the wallet misses the cyst."

"Why not ask for help father, I was worried from earlier . You go out for the gate uh the car there so you sit here waiting for you to come home."

"I'm sorry, sir, you're worried."

"Yo wis nothing, but next time ask your father if it's late."

"Yes sir, thank you. I have a very rich son."

"Yes ndu are alike. After all, everything you do today has not been able to repay all the kindness of the late mother to my family."

"Let's just take a break, sir."

"Okay let me lock the gate first."