Playground

49

"Cista, you wait here for a while and hito." Mom said shortly after we arrived at the supermarket.

"where is your mom going?"

"Attime,oke."

"OK on."

I wonder what you're going to do, why you have to wait here. My feeling is not good, not calm, so strong curiosity makes me hesitate to just wait here.

I heard a commotion from the foodcourt not far from where I was standing. I feel so familiar with this voice, "yes it's your voice." Then I decided to get closer to it.

Five meters from the direction my mother was standing, I was shocked to see who was mama maki-maki. "Oh my God, what is this?" My mind continues to stir. I heard all their talk.

"You can do this, hah, your wife at home takes care of your child who is not even born from her own womb, while you are busy with other women. Put where your brain is, mama never taught you to hurt women. What else is a cyst. And you, women don't know yourself, if anything happens to my son's household, especially my daughter-in-law, I chase you even to the ant hole."

"Sorry ma, dzaky sorry. Dzaky just feels the cyst cares more about hito."

"Hito is your son, you should be proud to have a wife like a cystic who never considered hito someone else's son. Think dzaky, where's your brain ! She was exhausted every day and even had a miscarriage a few months ago, but this was her reply. If you reach your father and father-in-law know you're the same as them."

I approached them, leading my husband to stand up.

"Stand up."

"Dear I'm sorry" he said, hugging me.

I kept quiet because I didn't know what to say. I'm confused, I think she's really changed, but the truth is she's back to what she used to be, a female player. (Mas reihan, if only you were still around).

"Dear." Call mama to me.

"Yes ma."

"Open your veil for a minute." Yes since marriage I decided to hijrah, I closed all my aura so as not to backfire for myself and my household. I did that because I didn't want many men to pay more attention to me than I did when I wasn't.

I obeyed my mom, I opened my veil, I think I knew what she meant to tell me to open my veil.

"Dzaky take a good look, your wife is much prettier than this woman, look your wife never even wears makeup, her beauty is so natural. Look at him always keeping his honor for you. Compare with this woman. Dzaky, a mother will always be more attentive to her child. Mama also, after giving birth to your sister first, your mother and father also never fuss because of the jealousy of your father to your brother who was still a baby. But after your father was advised by your grandfather your father understood. I hope after this you will understand."

"Cista, mama will not defend this brash mama's son, but mama hope you can face your problems with your head. Mama will bring hito shopping, where is the shopping list? You guys solve your problems."

"Sorry, I want to catch up with mom and hito."

"Dear wait." He said while holding my hand.

I sit back.

"So I'm sorry, I chose my wife. I hope you find a good man out there."

"Well, you promised to marry me, make me your second wife."

"I can't, I'm sorry again."

"Sorry, I'll ask. How far along is your relationship?" I asked them.

"We've had frequent marital relations mba." Answer sita.

"Is that really a mas?"

"I'm sorry, baby."

"Then marry her, I don't want to have an adulteress husband. I'll hold on to my limits, if someday I can't hold on then I'm sorry if I have to go."

"I'm afraid I can't be fair."

"Sorry, then divorce me ."

"No, until I never divorce you."

"Then marry her, I will, I will. You have to stop fornication, that's a big sin. You see hito, it's your zinamu mas's result. You don't feel sorry for her, what if sita is also pregnant with your child?"

"I've always used safety, so it's impossible to get pregnant."

"The problem is not only that of the mas, but the zina. I don't want you to continue fornication. So, marry sita. Excuse me, I have to catch up with Mama. I'm sorry if all this time I haven't been able to be a good wife, so you feel less noticed. But as far as I can remember I was always with you if you were at home, and hito was always with andra . So I'm confused as to where my inconsideration lies."

"Sorry dear."

"I'm sorry, but you're my husband. And please change. Don't make adultery a habit."