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A quiet night of quiet

sparkling stars decorate hearts

lara's driving

bring a new asa

Cista was on the balcony of his room, enjoying the night air. It was a lonely late night, with only the stars and crickets singing. He tried to remember everything that happened in his life.

Starting from the death of reyhan to his farewell with dzaky some time ago.

(It turns out my journey was very long and winding. His mind hugged his own body. The bone-chilling night wind seemed unable to treat his heart wound.)

(Sorry is easy to say, but the heart still remembers the pain. Let time heal him, I hope.)

(But God is just, now he is being punished. Jeez cyista do not be happy over the suffering of others. At least I know and believe that God always loves me.)

(Now I can only pray that in the future my life will be better, in every way. Getting a smooth sustenance, facilitated in all affairs, getting a good soul mate and later can not be in a state of khusnul khotimah.)

(I want to get out of this sense immediately, a love that is covered by disappointment. I must immediately mengikhlaskan so that even the feeling will disappear. Oh come on, cystic sincerity, kikhlas. Forget it all, be sure to be happy waiting for you there.)

After complacently complaining with the wind cistapun intend to sleep, he lay on his bed trying to close his eyes are still stubborn and refuse to close. He dhikr while closing his eyes until a long time later he arrived in the dreamland.

At the hospital, Dzaky was listening to the mother who was endlessly giving him a shower of hearts. He faithfully heard it without any intention of answering because he felt that what his mother said was the truth.

"Look dzak, this is due to your ingrained folly. How good is it to deceive people? How does it feel to dump the same person you love? I'm fortunate that dapetin cyst even in vain just because you can not resist the lust. Mama and papa have often said that even since you just circumcised. You must keep the honor of a woman because you are also born of a woman. Behold, you hurt the wife as well as the cyst, you desecrate her and so you get a punishment like this, kapookk dzak dzak. Thank goodness for you, my God."

"Mama tuh pa, want to chop this child until smooth. iiiiihhhhhhhh, a lot of peregetan pa." Mama Rita answered while hitting dzaky's body.

"it's ma, sit here. Let our son enjoy his punishment, we are silent enough, watching and accompanying ."

"Huuufffftttt yes pa. Maybe you dzak, so do not have anything right now, so have a brain still to think son. Had lost a wife as good as a cyst now lost all your property son, Iiiihhhhh beforeh have your rich son iiiihhhhh. Oh, my mom wants to sleep."

Dzaky breathed his breath out violently. He could only listen to all his parents .

(Mama's right, I was a fool and now I can only enjoy this punishment and try to sincerely release the cysts.)

(I used to do everything I could to have you, but I only needed to do one thing to lose you. )

" Pa, just take me home to Purwokerto."

"Are you serious?"

"Yes pa, I want to go back there, trying to get up from scratch again."

"Okay, I'll talk to the doctor. Now rest"

Three days after that dzaky and his parents went back to his hometown in purwokerto. Don't forget they say goodbye to the cyst and his family .

(Goodbye may you always be happy. You are the most beautiful love for me but I am your wound. So staying away is the best option. Thank you for the short time we spent with love, compassion and admiration.)

(Later if we meet again I hope you have found a successor far better than me, who can guide you to reach His land. Not like me who often incised wounds. That way I won't expect to have you again, because if you're still alone I'll always hope to come back with you.)