Playground
24
For two months there has been no news of reihan, nor have I tried to find out. One thing I hold is believing that a soul mate is in God's hands. I've been busy with my studies, meeting new friends. But damn it, I had to go to college with Rian's son, Aunt Mira, the greedy ex-wife of my father. That's all that makes me uncomfortable when I'm in college, he's always bothering me whenever the opportunity arises. Even in almost harassing me for the second time when there are night activities on campus, fortunately there are Bayu and his friends who help me at the right time.
Sister Dzaky is also a college with me, she also often meet me, ask the news, even often take me home . Although I was reluctant, I still accepted the ride because I really wanted to hear about mas rei, but he always said that the mas rei itself would
see me when the time is right.
But maybe God still wants to test me, I heard that he was married to Siska two weeks after going to the beach that time. Yes, it's all suratan, it's okay. I accept it with a big heart despite the pain. I just need time to heal my pain.
Sure enough, tonight mas reihan came to see me. I met him as usual. I don't want to show her my pain.
"Cista, if I ask you to wait for me, would you like to?"
"What's the reason?"
"Wait until the DNA test results between me and the child in the siska womb come out."
"Should I wait for something uncertain? What if it was your son? Even if you didn't realize you did, it was still your son."
"But I'm sure I didn't do it cyst."
"What makes you sure?"
"Because even though I'm half conscious, I know he did it with the guy who met us at the beach."
"Are you sure of that?"
"I'm sure cysta, please wait for me. I beg you, I don't want anyone else to be a cyst, I just want you."
"All right, I'll wait. You'll wait for me for years, so I'll wait for you too."
"Thank you, I love you. Never take this ring off your finger at any time."
"Yes, I won't let go unless I let go of the mas rei."
"I'll take my leave first."
I let it go, somehow this time it felt so heavy I wanted to keep it with me here but I was helpless with the situation. I hope you're okay, be careful.
***flashback on
Two days ago I dreamed of seeing a bloodstained mas reihan as he kept calling me and asking for help. I tried to think of it as a sleeping flower, and forgot about the nightmare.
"Cista, cyst, cyst please. Help me." Help me."
"Mas rei, where's mas rei?"( I looked for him, following the voice that kept calling me. )
"Mas rei, mas rei why. Wait for me to call the ambulance. We're going to the hospital."
"No, I just wanted to say goodbye. I'm sorry I can't be with you anymore.
May you be happy, someday you will get my successor who is even better than me. Who loves and loves you more than me. Ilove you. Good bye, cyst."
"Mas rei don't go, don't leave me." I cried thrashing, but he walked further and further away leaving me alone in a very dark and frightening place. I chased him but he disappeared into the dark night. I shouted to him as strongly as possible. "
Flashback off***
Yes, because of that dream I was heavy to take it off this time. I chased him into the yard dropping my body into his arms. Hugging her tighter, I ventured to kiss her lips. Finally for the first time we kissed for so long without wanting to take it off. Karenan usually I never return the kiss so for me this is our first kiss full of love in it.
"Mas rei, don't go. Stay here I beg you."
"Just a minute, 4 months at most."
"But I want mas rei here, don't go."
"Don't be like this, I'm getting heavier, I want us to be like we used to, too, but I have to prove to your family that I never did that. I want to clear my name, so that I deserve to be with you."
"But I'm afraid of you."
He kissed me again, before leaving. I cried, I felt like he would never see me again. I feel like today is a good-bye day for us. I don't know why I have that feeling, I'm confused. Before that dream I was so sincere in accepting everything that happened, but after that I was really afraid of losing him.
