Past Times

I'm being proposed

***POV BARREL***

" Assallammualaikum."

Who came to the guest? I went out of the room to see who was coming.

" Ra'alaikumsallam"

I silently stared at Mas Johan with the girl next to Johan, as well as the two boys and girls.

' What is this wife of Johan, masya'ALLAH very beautiful skin pure white like artists. What a beautiful and perfect woman."

" Who's coming Laras?" Saras' mother appears suddenly from inside the house. No less surprised mbak Saras was immediately shocked to see the arrival of Johan mas and his family.

" Please enter the mas, ma'am" I let them in

The beautiful woman smiled at me, what a beautiful wife Johan.

" Son, Salim's daughter is dear." Said Johan giving the order, Politely the Son and daughter kissed the hands of Laras and Saras alternately.

" Laras, this is.Rossa my wife." Let him be Johan's wife.

The woman rolled her hand at me and I also returned the helping hand, I smiled.

" Barrels." I introduced myself.

" Saras." so Saras stretched out his hand to dodge himself.

"Our intention came here. . . "

" Askalammualaikuum"

Suddenly Chadi and Sasi came, they had just come home for a morning walk.

Mas Johan smiled at Chadi while Chadi was still confused to see Johan.

"Son, the princess is your brother, Chadi." Putra and Putripun immediately stood up simultaneously running towards Chadi and hugging Chadi happily.

" Shed him my brother." The son felt he had Chadi.

" So, this is Princess' sister."

Putripun did not want to lose, now Chadi became the seizure of the two brothers, while Rossa just smiled.

" Who are you?" instead of answering the daughter of Johan instead turned the question cynically . Funny too

" He's my cousin's brother." Chadi replied firmly.

" Chadi they are your brothers, " Obviously, Johan.

It seems Chadi has understood now, he is no longer cynical to them.

" Dad, you better take them for a walk let them be familiar." Johan's wife gave advice.

And Johan nodded his head in agreement with Rossa's words.

" I'll go first." Mas Johan said goodbye to me and Rossa before leaving.

***

Now it's just me and Rossa's brother Johan's wife, while Saras' mother has left you both. It feels awkward, what could Rossa judge me for giving birth to another child from Johan.

" Laras, my future intention here is to propose to you to be a companion to Johan."

'DEGS'

Whatisthis? Ma'am Rossa wants me to be Johan's wife, not hurt, very strong heart mbak, .

" I'm sorry ma'am, I don't want to be between mbak and mas Johan" I said.

" Why Laras? You also deserve to be happy even if it's not for you but for your son, he also needs a father figure." Miss Rossa tried to convince me.

I was shaky, am I really going to be happy? What about marrying Johan my son is happy too? Yes, I deserve to be happy after everything I've been through.

But, what if my happiness ruins Rossa's happiness, destroys her household. I can't be selfish like that pity Miss Rossa. During this time he accompanied Johan in joy and sorrow, I could not be the third person.

" No mbak, I'm not ready. For me enough of my son Chadi know the fact that Johan is not a bajinagn it is enough."

" Mas Johan loves you so much Laras, A long time ago the beginning was betrothed to me and we got married, rak not a bit mas Johan pay attention to me, even he left me working continuously, but with my patience he finally withered."

" Now I know that Johan made mistakes in his past, and I don't want to prevent Johan from making amends"

Miss Rossa is very good, where there may be women like Rossa in this world, I am more sure, I do not want to make mbak Rossa suffer with polygamy.

Even though Rossa was and accepted, not yet Johan's father would be fair to us. Some of us must have been hurt. I'm certain.