Past Times

Apology

" morning.with the grace of coleteh woke me."mama mama.ahmat was awake ma. ayoklah ma. kita pelgi. kau mau alan mahh!"

"oh mama's son has woken up. mama took a shower then we went well. ge there mama took a shower first and ready*well"

"then grace left lina's room.a sullen face."

"loh kok granddaughter pouted. said she wanted to go with mama."

"iyah mbah .mama agi is ready ** new karean tidul wake"

" well already breakfast mbah already make fried rice sausage for breakfast."

"oce Mbah. with the grace of breakfast and intermittent lina out of the room with earthy grooming."

"want to go you lin.?ask mbah

"yes ma'am there is time for me and mercy.!"answer lina."

" heart** yes lek. don't be naughty with mama talking. don't run there run here love mama you keep you lek."nasehat mbah to grace.

"from afar zefri memor.agar not left by lina and child huh?"

" ayok.sad we're leaving! mbah do not want to come.like yes mbah at home only you who go."

"mbah ati** in the event home ankal huh?"babble grace.

" yes, son of a bitch." answered Mbah

"lina took the angkot.and zefri followed lina with his rental car.without lina noticing."

" lina and Mercy have been to the animals.they play while feeding the elephants."

"zefri came close and said hello.are you here?"

"can I hitchhike.?"lots of zef

"emang om.ya do not have a theme well..!" many blessings

"yes sweet child. om do not have a friend now aja om himself.would not be adek sweet friends with this om!"

"tanyah mama first yes om. fear yes mama no izini" replied grace

"yeah.you ask ge?"

"ma... ma by no omm this wants our friends mah. pity om yes not even mah.?" woo grace to mama lina

"by having to let go of what is said by grace with lazy eyes, so I pity."

"horee ayok om. play our ma. they moan then I du stay.and I look to the grace with zefri as if they know that they are father and son. but just seeing them from afar would be happy, mercy with zefri, but I keep silent because I do not want grace taken by zefri."

"in silence I weep.my sense of being moved and agitated because it is likely to happen for tomorrow.my god resigned to you."

"mam.. ayok we eat ice cream tu.. tu ma. I just look at the zefri and then turn to grace. like yes mama's son lagerkan. ayok us in front of the restaurant."

"oommm yes not in ajah mah. kan kasih ma om ya do not have friends ma. invited yah ma... "

"i'm just hemm"

"we walked side by side but I just kept quiet as if I were a mosquito repellent for my own child."

" we just glanced and sat facing. by listening to the choleteh grace.as if zefri wanted to sweep something on me. But as if I didn't want to know even to see aka I'm lazy."

" lina.. I'm sorry for the incident that night until you gave birth to my son Lin. without realizing me. I've become a father figure"