Past Times

rossa's decision

***POV ROSSA***

I walked to the door after knocking. It must have been Johan and my guess was right, Mas Johan came home with a Shabby state, his face pale.

" Why are you?" I'm anxious.

" I'm gonna take a bath, Rossa, and I'm gonna eat. I'm starving."

Johan made me shake my head. Poor to see him like this, however, he has never been evil to me since we married, only at the beginning of my marriage he was too indifferent.

" You clean yourself up first, eat up, I'll call the kids."

Mas Johan followed my instructions, met again with mas Johan after a few days ago I felt my heart a little peaceful, calm. Thank you, O ALLAH, that you have raised the heart of a fearful servant.

Aba is right, making decisions when angry is not the right thing. I immediately called my children to dinner together, they already miss their papa so much.

After waiting 30 minutes, Johan finally went down to the table.

"Sir. . ." The Son and Princess immediately ran to hug Johan as if they wanted to release a heavy longing.

Mas Johan immediately returned their embrace. I smiled at this beautiful sight. Subhanallah, Johan is a good father. How could Johan hurt me with another woman.

Now I understand, Mas Johan bears a heavy burden if I do not allow him to marry that woman, there will be a burden on his shoulders. And that sin he would carry to death without being able to atone for it.

"Come on, already. Your papa's kasian just got home. Eat first." My speech

Eventually the three of them began to sit in their seats and began to devour their food. Johan was savory with his food.

After eating, Johan spent time with the children. These times are very much awaited by children, when they can play together with his father.

" Pa, tomorrow if Putra has grown up Putra wants to be a doctor yes pa" With the antusian Putra invited mas Johan to tell him.

" Great papa's son."

" When I'm Pa, I want to be a fairy." said the Fairy.

" What fairy is a Princess?"

" The fairy who can fly father, later I can grant whatever people want"

" You've seen Princess too often, such a thing isn't real Princess."

" Truly Pa, later I grant the ideals of brother Putra wants to be a doctor."

" Daughter, those ideals must be pursued by diligent learning." My welcome when I joined them with a snack.

" The princess does work fantasizing ma" Sahut putra.

We chatted cheerfully together, spending time with family memamg very fun, Luckily mas Johan is not the type of man who likes to play with his HP. Otherwise we wouldn't be together like this.

It was getting late and the kids started sleeping. I think it's the right time I'm talking to Johan.

Mas Johan was still sitting in the family room, accompanied by a television show that aired children's films. I got closer to Johan and by my means I lay my head on Johan's lap.

It was so warm, Johan stroked my head covered by the hijab.

" May. . ." Call me

" Don't talk Rossa, I'm stabbing a moment like this. I miss you so much." I held Johan's hand and kissed him and I carried him in my arms.

" Marry Laras mas, I'm klas"

Mas Johan immediately looked at me and his eyes were slightly opened, maybe he was shocked by my words.

" I'm Serious mas." Say it again to convince him.

Mas Johan kissed my forehead softly, "I'm sorry Rossa, I made you cry I've hurt your heart." Her speech.

Why did Johan cry, was Johan unhappy with my decision? This is not what Johan wanted.

" Why mas?" Ask wonder. " Don't you want to marry Laras.?"

" it's just that I've hurt you too Rossa."

I got up from my position now, I hugged Johan gently. " I'm sorry you married Laras mas, I'm not hurt, nor was my decision forced by anyone."

Mas Johan returned my arms kissing my forehead, my cheeks right and left. His happiness is clear.

" Thank you Rossa, but I don't seem to be marrying Laras." His words surprised me, why? What was?

" Why mas?"

" The barrel won't damage my household"

" She's a good woman, and she could have demanded more if she wanted to, but she refused."

" You're right Rossa, Laras is a good woman."

Weirdo!!!. Why don't I get hurt to hear Johan praising other women. Has GOD truly strengthened my heart.

" I'll help you mas."

My decision has been unanimous, I will help Johan mas if I need to be the one who will propose to Laras for Johan mas.