Past Times

Grief Rossa

Rossa began to wake up, feeling the pain in her head she tried to open her eyes. He saw Johan who was asleep next to him by holding his hand. Tears rolled down Rossa's cheeks as she looked at her husband.

‘What happened Mas? Until you want another man? Than like that just mending divorce me.’

“You're aware of Rossa?” The question was immediately thrown by Johan when he opened his eyes,

rossa quickly pulled her date from Johan.”'s grasp Let go of me Mas.”

“Rossa calm down, let me explain and tell you everything. And I will honor your reputation.”

“What are you trying to explain,Mas?” Rossa's face was flat without expression.

“ I have a child of this woman.”

‘WHAT?’

Rossa's eyes widened in shock instead of playing to hear a single sentence from her Husband.

‘Just now you are allowed to marry again but already have children, meaning Mas Johan is my affair from me all this time.’

“ Already ! you just divorce me,Mas.”

“Listen first.”

‘I no longer want to hear your good story behind me Mas. This alone has pierced my heart and you want me to hear your love story.’

“ No need..”

“ Pliss.” Johan stared into Rossa's eyes and was filled with pleading.

"I beg you, Ros, after this all the decisions are in your hands."

Rossa is lazy and reluctant to hear all the explanations of Johan, but Johan still tells what happened to Rossa.

Although sad to hear Johan's explanation, Rossa still listened to what Johan told her. Because of her curiosity Rossa listened carefully. Her tears continued to flow without being blocked.

***

" So your son is the same woman who is 11 years old?" ask Rossa. And answered a nod of the head by Rossa.

" So you want to take responsibility for your past mistakes?" Johan nodded his head again in response. Holding Rossa's hand tightly, Johan really hoped that Rossa would allow him to marry Laras.

" Can I be selfish."

'DEGS'

'Will Rossa refuse it'

" But he has a son from me, Rossa."

" Do you still love your past?" Rossa asked firmly, only this time she saw Rossa crying even though Johan did not respond to her but she never cried like this.

Johan's heart ached to see Rosaa like this. Again he hurt the woman he loved.

" Don't cry Rossa." Johan stroked Rossa's head covered by a veil.

" How can I not cry hearing all this mas!" Rossa brushed off Johan's hand.

" Which woman doesn't get sick if a husband wants to remarry? I've been waiting for you all day but this sad news I've heard."

" What would you do if you were in Laras' position right now?"

'DEGS'

Rossa could not have expected Johan to ask such a question, how could I compare to that woman..

" You compare me to him?" Rossa started to get emotional.

" It's not like that, I just want you to understand my position. I have to take responsibility for the life of Laras and his son."

" I know you're angry, you're disappointed you're surprised I am too, I'm so shocked to hear such a harsh reality, how ruined Laras' life was because of me. Because of my uncle's selfishness."

" If uncle were not like that. . ."

" If your uncle wasn't like that you'd never marry me." Rossa continued slowly.

Johan realizes the truth of Rossa's words, Johan could not have married Rossa if his uncle did not do that.

" Take me to my parents' house" Johan was shocked by Rossa's words.

" What do you mean? You can't go anywhere" Prevent Johan.

" I'll calm myself down"

Johan is confused about what to do, Johan is afraid that Rossa will ask for a divorce with him. What will he do now,

" I'll go, you calm down first. We'll talk again tomorrow."

Johan began to step out of the house. Hearts scared.

'Wrong if I want to take responsibility for my former mistakes'

Johan drove his car to his old house. Rossa was still drowning in her tears.