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*** POV JOHAN***

Why did Laras just turn off the phone? O ALLAH, grant your servant this. Why is this so complicated, O ALLAH, what is ininkarma for me because I used to play games with women.

Before I knew Laras I used to play with women but after knowing him everything changed. Despite the disappointment that turned out to be misunderstood, I also no longer played with women in my anger. Until I'm with Rossa.

But now I'm being played by Rossa and Lamaras. Rossa my wife she is a very jolly woman, she has always entertained me all this time, but Laras she is still calm and well mannered like before nothing has changed.

Why is destiny playing me like this?? Should I forget Laras and live happily ever after with Rossa and my children. But Laras, I also have a great responsibility towards him.

Aarrhhhh. . . I got my hair frustrated. I was in this mosque all day but I haven't found a solution. Wanted to go home but was afraid Rossa wouldn't see me. Go home papa I'm lazy to see Uncle Aji there. Now I'm like a bum with no destination.

Kriying. . .

My HP voice shocked me, suddenly making my daydream scatter. Curse that little magic thing and I saw Rossa's name plastered there. Rossa called? Is he not angry anymore? Don't let Rossa ask for divorce. No no. . . I wouldn't if he asked like that.

I took a breath before I finally answered Rossa's call.

" Assallammualacuum." My heart is nervous.

" Wa'alaikumsallam." Her voice is still as full of warmth, will Rossa forgive me.

" What's up, Rossa,?"

"Can't I call my own husband?"

'DEGS'

Rossa sounds like normal, joking around is this a sign she forgives me? Or maybe she's acting like this because she wants a divorce. Yes ALLAH keep. . .

" Are you not angry?'" I asked slowly takur Rossa misunderstood..

" Come home, the kids are waiting for you for dinner, they miss the papa."

" Don't you miss me Rossa?"

" Go home, I'm waiting for you"

Rossa turned off her phone all of a sudden, Why does Rossa just like Laras like to turn off tepelon unilaterally like this.

It's true that Rossa told me to go home, but I'm afraid there's going to be something bad. But bismillah may Rosaa not give me bad news.

I started to stand up and unconsciously my steps were heavy, why what was it? My head is dizzy. . . That's my problem until I stand up I feel dizzy. Strong. ..strong. . .strong. . . Come on, Johan Rossa and your kids are waiting for you at home.

Oh. . I forgot, I haven't eaten all day, how could I forget to fill my stomach. My head is dizzy because I'm starving. Raga's soul hold on any minute you'll feed me.

I'm heading to my car in front of the mosque when I get there I don't think I'll be able to drive this car myself. I better take a taxi.

I walked out of the mosque area and thank God, I immediately found a taxi I gave my address to the taxi driver and I fell asleep during the trip.

***POV ROSSA***

After a long day I struggled with my thoughts, and I asked for guidance in my prayer, for some reason this heart seemed to be directed to the woman in the past of Johan, namely Laras.

Is this a hint from GOD if I have to accept the desire of Johan to marry that woman, will I be fine if I am combined.

After I prepared dinner, I remembered Johan, I tried to call my in-laws just to find out his whereabouts.

" Hallo assallammualaukum" I said on the phone.

" ma'alaikumsallam."

 " Mama." I really know my mother-in-law's voice.

" Rossa, how are you, baby."

" Thank God, Rossa is good."

" I'm sorry, baby, all this just happened." My in-laws' sincere voice further melted my heart.

"iya ma, Rossa will learn iklas."

" Don't fight with Johan, you can talk about it." His advice.

" Yes ma, oh yes Mas Johan is there at Mama's house?"

" John! He's gone somewhere since morning hasn't come back. Mama thinks she's at your house."

" No ma, well I'll call Hp mas Johan directly."

" Remember mom's message Don't fight."

" Yes ma." I hung up the phone with my mother-in-law.

Where is Johan? Did he go to that woman's place? Than I continue to be bad at thinking mending I directly contact Johan mas.

For a long time, why didn't I answer my phone.

Assallammualacuum." Johan's voice why it's so heavy, is he sick.

" Wa'alaikumsallam."Answer me

" What's up, Rossa,?"

"Can't I call my own husband?"

I try to be ordinary, hoping that this storm will pass soon. I hope I can be strong.

" Are you not angry?'" Mas Johan sounded very heart-felt talking to me, was he afraid to hurt me.

" Come home, the kids are waiting for you for dinner, they miss the papa."

" Don't you miss me Rossa?" Mas Johan's question made my heart unbecoming.

" Go home, Mas I'm waiting for you" I replied hoping that Johan would come home soon and I would invite him to a good discussion.

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