Past Times

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...THE SARAS HOUSE...

Last night Laras was still staying at home mbak Laras. And this morning before the dawn prayer Laras tried to use the test pack that had been bought by Sigit last night.

' O ALLAH, may our anxieties not come true. Bismilbornohmanirohim.'

The barrel dips the test pack into a container already filled by it. His heart is really not bad.

day. .dig. . .dug. . .

Line one was already visible and finally there was a red twin line that made him shed tears profusely. What a fucked up mind Laras.

How'this? What am I supposed to do? Is Johan really coming back ? does he want to admit this kid? Father, what if you know for sure I've been finished by father.Laras mind is chaotic.

' AAAAAGGGGHHHHH'

The Triakan Laras invited Saras and Sigit to run towards the direction the voice came from.

" What's the barrel?" Ask Saras in panic.

" I'm pregnant mbak, what should I do? what am I supposed to do?" Barrel cried until his chest was tight.

Saras hugged his sister tightly, knowing that Laras was not ready for this. Sigit was also frustrated.

After a long period of crying now Laras began as much as he could, he had run out of energy.

" Laras we should sholay first, ask for help with GOD."

Laras did not answer but he immediately rose and took ablution and finally they worshiped at home with Sigit.

After that Laras went straight into the room with his sadness, again Laras alludes to himself about the stupidity that Laras did that night.

While Saras and Sigit also dizzy made.

" Deck, you have an address and a phone number that Johan loves?" Ask Sigit after thinking for a long time.

" Oh yes, I remember"

" Yes . . mas. .. " Triak Saras called her husband.

" What's the deck?" Sigit panicked, Saras thought for nothing

" I've been looking for where - where but I didn't see you."

" Oh, to this mess." Said Sigit looking at the state of his room.

" Call remember - remember the deck, where did you put it?"

" I remember you, that time. . . ." Saras tried to think back. " So I forgot, I don't remember at all."

Saras again limp feel useless, even though it is the only thing that can help Laras. Saras cried for a moment and made Sigit become confused.

There are two women at home, one wife and the other sister-in-law, equally pregnant and equally crying makes a rowdy.

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Baras was no energy, all day he just cried without eating and drinking. When praying dhuhur and asyar he continued to pray for help from ALLAH.

' *Yes ALLAH, may Johab come back soon and may he keep his promise to me. If not what should I do, O ALLAH.'

' Servants no longer know which path I should take, the sins that I have committed bear the fruits of your trust, O ALLAH, but I cannot bear this trust alone.'

'Don't give a servant this heavy ordeal, O ALLAH, I can't 'can't*'

In desperation, the belief in Johan faded instantly. Anxiety enveloped his mind. And he didn't know what path he was going to take.

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