Pakpol was my first love

The Nindi

Erland looked at his wife's face, and her eyes were puffy. His heart ached when he saw her grieve like that. What he should do.

"Sir, please forgive me if this is all my fault. I have absolutely no intention of hurting you. I love you so much" he said back.

"Enough Mas! I know everything you're saying is a lie! If you love me, you will never hurt my feelings. I just need word from you. That's all I want, Mom. Is my request so difficult? Hix... I hate you, Mom!"

The woman's cry broke again. Instantly his stomach ached. Airin grimaced with the growing pain.

"Aaakhh, my stomach hurts so much" he groaned withstanding the pain.

"Dec, what's wrong with you?" erland asked so worriedly. He immediately approached and rubbed Airin's distended stomach gently.

"My stomach hurts so much, Mas," he groaned as he clutched Erland's hand firmly.

"Let's get to the hospital now." Erland immediately brought Airin to the hospital.

"Sir, go even faster!" tell the driver.

"Good, Sir!" the driver increased the speed of the vehicle.

"Darling, you're patient. Soon we reach the hospital," said Erland still clutched his wife's body with affection.

"It hurts so bad, Mom," Airin still clutched Erland's hand firmly.

"Prophey, we'll be here soon."

Not long ago the car stopped in front of the IGD private RS. Erland immediately asked the RS to help bring Airin inside.

Upon arrival in the IGD room, Airin was immediately treated by a General Physician. They first gave the injection pain relief before bringing Airin to the room Doctor Obgyn for further examination.

"Please take care of the data in the registration section first" said the doctor to Erland.

"Alright, please deal with my wife with the best. I want my wife and kids to be okay!" press Erland doesn't care about other people's responses.

After taking care at the registration, Erland immediately headed to the room of Doctor Obgyn who was examining his wife.

"What about our wife and future son Doc?" asked Erland impatiently.

"Airin Bu Village is weak so that it makes the placenta shift. If not treated immediately make the fetus can not be maintained," explained the Doctor to Erland.

Erland beristighfar, he knew all this was the cause. Airin also regretted that he almost put his son's life at risk. If only he could restrain his emotions, then this would not be the case.

"Have his condition improved now, Doc?" erland asked in curiosity.

"Alhamdulillah is now better, because it has received treatment. But Bu Airin must be treated here for a few days so that the condition of the fetus is stable again" explained the doctor who handles.

Airin has been moved to the inpatient room. Erland had not told her two in-laws yet. He didn't want them to worry about Airin.

The man looked so busy that from the morning had not eaten anything. Erland was not thinking about himself, he just wanted his son and wife to be okay.

"Sir, do you want to eat something?" erland asked patiently.

"No" replied Airin briefly.

Erland's phone is ringing. Seen a call from his in-laws. The man simply ignored, for the moment he thought of the safety of his wife and future son. He does not want to make Airin back stress so that it has a bad impact on the fetus.

At night Erland called the driver to pick up Zherin at the hospital, because tomorrow the boy had to go to school. He could not leave Airin.

"Darling, let's eat. I bought your favorite food. You want to, don't you?" open the food box.

"Let's open his mouth" said Erland directing a spoon filled with food.

"I eat alone, Mas," he said still reluctant to be too spoiled by the man.

"Alright, be careful, don't move too much, the infusion won't work." Erland handed me the food box.

They eat in silence. Erland was still trying to bring Airin to talk. Back the sound of his phone ringing, still the same person contacted him.

Erland just ignored it. Although he was a little worried about Nindi's state. She hopes the woman will recover from her depression. However, he must maintain the integrity of his household.

[Erland, Mami wants to tell you that Nindi is dead] Mami

Erland read the message from her former in-laws. Instantly he choked.

Uhuk! Uhuk!

The man immediately stopped eating. And read Innailaihi. Airin suddenly heard it.

"Who died?" ask Airin curiously.

"Nindi," Erland replied in a choked voice. Instantly the man's heart became sore and sad. There was no seepage in the net. After all, the woman was once present in her life, even she was the first to inhabit the space in her heart.

Airin read Istirja' There was guilt in his heart. Is all this his fault? Is it wrong to maintain the integrity of the household? Had he let Erland accompany him it would have made Nindi even more hopeful.

Erland just sat quietly on the sofa in the room. A moment of mass victory along with the woman swirled in his mind. Why is his heart this sad. Is it true that in his deepest heart still holds the name of the woman?

Erland rubbed her face slowly. He looked at Airin for permission to come to the funeral of the mother of his son.

"Can I attend the funeral?" asked Erland in a flat tone. I don't know if his heart was disappointed in Airin's incomprehensible attitude.

"Yes, go, go" replied Airin willingly. There was no more reason for him to hold back. He cannot be jealous of someone who has died.

Erland said nothing. He immediately came out of the inpatient room to attend the funeral of his ex-wife to be held tonight.

Upon arrival, Erland sees Zherin crying hysterically beside her Mommy corpse. The little girl looked so lost. In her little heart she loved him very much. But Mommy's indifferent attitude makes her look for a backrest in other women who can love her.

"Zhe," said Erland grabbing her son's body into his arms.

"Huu... Daddy, Mommy left the world. Mommy leave me. Hiks Hicks.." The little girl's cry broke in Daddy's arms.

"Shhh... You are patient, please remind Mommy yes, may mommy be forgiven all wrongs and sins by Allah SWT," said Erland calm her daughter.

Erland opened the covering of Nindi's body. His heart is sad again. She was the woman who had filled his heart, she was his first love, but now she was gone forever. Deep down he always prayed for the woman to get her happiness, but now the woman was stiff.

Five years of building a household heresy with her. Certainly not a thing for a moment. Many memories of joy and sorrow, now he must give up his departure with the destiny that God has determined.

"Good way, Deck, may Allah forgive all your sins. I've forgiven all your mistakes." The man said Do'a and forgave all his mistakes.

Erland approached Mami who was sitting not far from the corpse. He did not know the cause of the woman's death.

"Ma, what was the cause of Airin's death?" ask Erland.

"Nindi hurts herself when Mami and Zherin go home for a while. And unbeknownst to the nurse he opened the intravenous needle, then stabbed in some of his body so that the infection in the blood vessel tract," Mami said with a sob.

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